"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

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嫌がる13.66
関係無い14.61
何を12.46
人当たり14.91
へー13.80
戸籍14.56
知る12.11
償う14.34
連絡13.05
初等14.52
てね13.19
侮辱14.05
付き合う13.28
もん12.71
養子に出す16.21
不12.72
感謝12.96
件12.96
お願いします13.20
頂ける13.53
かね13.25
すっごく13.97
悲しい13.34
とうとう13.70
見様13.25
冥福15.15
云々13.91
誤字13.82
無関係13.91
思い12.61
少女12.57
躊躇う13.79
ってのは13.25
不思議12.81
先ずは12.86
結構12.82
非難13.84
ない11.61
鳴く13.69
視線12.32
としても12.63
鞭打つ14.90
主催14.18
ほぼ13.03
帰す13.93
殿達14.74
どうやって13.23
ねー12.79
馬12.75
輩13.75
喧伝14.61
無事13.09
手前13.33
そこまで12.73
迫害14.41
それを12.10
たり12.26
ゞ14.97
落ち13.01
控え室14.33
かなー13.98
ほいほい14.97
やだ13.69
誰も12.77
簡単12.68
誰にも13.40
ば11.60
道理13.95
見当違い14.56
ちび14.31
駒13.90
疑う13.25
政略14.58
たら13.78
とる13.14
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入れ12.71
この前13.60
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つい13.19
籠る13.91
済まない13.32
侯14.05
あり得る13.51
でしたら13.49
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引っ張り出す14.74
目の前12.63
無しで13.72
尊敬13.63
怯える13.71
誘き出す15.05
にして12.30
政略結婚14.15
あり12.26
為12.86
待遇改善15.56
がさ13.81
とっとと13.96

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