"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

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躊躇う13.79
優遇14.30
怒鳴る13.71
刃傷沙汰15.17
見当違い14.56
クセに14.74
理不尽13.67
大っ嫌い14.96
抜く13.09
13.66
12.51
疑う13.25
あれ12.23
可能性12.61
そしたら13.83
なので12.48
養子に出す16.21
心配12.58
適当13.17
涙目13.75
おお12.89
死者13.65
かなー13.98
そんなに12.88
悲しい13.34
視野13.66
無理心中15.63
ても11.96
内容12.74
のだ11.65
入れ12.71
しかし12.08
保健15.26
おろおろ14.47
為に12.22
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返事12.98
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抜け13.20
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へー13.80
面倒見14.50
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やろう13.16
五日13.24
でしたら13.49
賢い13.83
惣社13.37
12.15
報告12.76
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異様13.64
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流し13.30
古事15.83
12.98
思い知らせる14.64
ってのは13.25
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こんな12.33
14.57
お節介14.46
目の仇にする16.69
クソガキ14.38
最悪13.24
後ろ12.63
に対して12.68
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びっくりした13.91
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落ち13.01
臍の緒16.40
ちょこちょこ14.54
二人目14.43
委縮14.85
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まともに13.42
人達13.16
自傷15.30
良い12.17
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のせいで13.33
12.08
何やら13.19
子女14.47
嫌がる13.66
年の差15.01
ねー12.79
ならない12.51
体内13.59

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