"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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未だ12.14
お家13.95
良く12.94
あり12.26
13.78
からって13.70
社交14.11
恨む13.75
非難13.84
優先13.37
少年12.80
さて12.78
棚上げ14.75
公爵12.85
罪悪感13.80
差し上げる14.01
愛す13.65
八つ当たりに15.44
広め14.19
での12.60
たら13.78
13.90
打算14.35
キャー14.63
行ける13.40
人達13.16
嫌がる13.66
我慢13.21
に加え13.96
連絡13.05
人間12.21
適当13.17
おろおろ14.47
付き合う13.28
へと12.14
12.11
おお12.89
12.86
償い14.62
政略14.58
利用12.98
でしたら13.49
無きゃ13.95
おしまい14.09
14.23
さぁ13.31
総出12.91
かなり12.54
11.96
12.53
なぁ12.56
王子様13.69
落とす13.04
家庭13.90
口調13.14
ゴリ押し14.77
それとも13.02
心配12.58
すれば12.59
どやす15.22
帰す13.93
主宰15.65
無関係13.91
怒る12.88
とる13.14
尊敬13.63
抜け13.20
ねぇ12.61
籠る13.91
思わず12.73
落ち13.01
完全12.65
最終学年15.51
思考13.07
当たり13.81
着せる13.98
憎悪13.86
みたいな12.70
入れ12.71
鹿13.80
感謝12.96
待つ12.41
病む14.31
12.02
怯える13.71
通称14.05
あわよくば14.49
何やら13.19
そこ12.66
年配14.40
こんなん14.29
こんな12.33
いいね13.98
一切13.13
だが11.83
ない11.61
最悪13.24
懸け14.37
普通に12.98

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