"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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側32.68
野郎33.52
それでも32.43
彼32.13
ので31.80
それが32.31
身体32.49
あなた方33.88
それは31.95
娘32.68
終える32.86
なら32.00
あ32.22
体調33.59
一番32.58
八つ当たり34.16
討つ33.74
有名23.31
あっち23.48
虐待24.50
血筋23.91
いきなり22.95
育つ23.40
アレ23.12
送る22.89
人生23.17
せる22.17
同じよう23.06
同じ22.31
自殺24.10
五月蠅25.12
とりあえず22.73
祈り23.60
過ぎる22.60
婦人24.15
ボケ23.70
養子24.13
恵まれる23.79
帰る22.52
浮かばれない25.62
やれ23.27
板21.29
後で22.94
謝る23.20
等22.72
こいつ22.74
だろう21.78
読む22.89
そっち23.10
唐名22.55
しか22.33
態度22.94
ダメージ23.08
周り22.77
八つ22.93
以外22.55
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筈22.97
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殺す22.63
愛情23.79
いえ22.75
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に取って22.44
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間22.43
初めて22.64
親父23.24
出し22.32
女性22.55
不快23.73
何故か22.92
そもそも22.73
とく23.39
思い込む23.91
罪23.31
悪女24.44
ばかり22.53
赦す24.52
妊娠24.06
目障り24.52
え22.39
今21.97
共22.85
主人公23.33
受け22.61
一緒に22.46
信じ込む24.88
旦那23.55
五22.47
表情22.35
傷付ける24.12
出家24.63
人21.87
それも22.72
受ける22.66
これ22.15
っぽい23.06

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