"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
ちょっと32.29
野郎33.52
迷惑33.31
ガキ共34.55
マジ33.30
それは31.95
優しい32.76
32.68
それでも32.43
32.13
伯父貴35.21
討つ33.74
体調33.59
赤の他人34.66
自己満足34.52
本当32.77
ご免33.00
だけど32.44
22.85
責める23.82
そうやって23.58
22.67
婦人24.15
やれ23.27
取る22.69
呉れ手22.75
浮かばれない25.62
立場22.93
に取って22.44
義兄24.07
恵まれる23.79
自身22.69
本人22.96
以外22.55
還俗25.36
唐名22.55
理由22.47
殿22.18
24.08
でしょ23.03
23.31
初めて22.64
なり22.48
辛い23.16
旦那23.55
こいつ22.74
悪女24.44
したり23.12
とりあえず22.73
受ける22.66
21.29
くれる21.97
受け22.61
残す22.85
習う23.76
22.78
出家24.63
親族24.12
まで21.84
あっち23.48
過ぎ23.12
22.97
22.47
むしゃくしゃ25.37
赦す24.52
偶に24.34
同じよう23.06
マシ23.53
22.39
血筋23.91
殺す22.63
口出し24.21
生き22.80
傷付ける24.12
育つ23.40
態度22.94
権力23.60
帰る22.52
実家23.44
謝る23.20
22.31
危険22.75
後で22.94
22.72
従兄24.28
と言った22.53
人生23.17
微塵23.81
表情22.35
22.43
言葉21.96
21.87
八つ22.93
とく23.39
分かる22.00
これ22.15
これは22.28
ボケ23.70
それも22.72
ありがとう22.86

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