"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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野郎33.52
本当32.77
起こし33.33
遭う33.72
時に32.57
ご免33.00
32.13
迷惑33.31
貴族32.46
人殺し34.32
32.68
32.13
それに32.23
ちゃう32.74
赤の他人34.66
八つ当たり34.16
一番32.58
大丈夫22.38
でしょ23.03
虐待24.50
微塵23.81
婦人24.15
唐名22.55
22.78
案内23.08
ばかり22.53
むしゃくしゃ25.37
である21.76
権力23.60
行動22.64
偶に24.34
なり22.48
眼差し23.40
義兄24.07
周り22.77
育つ23.40
初めて22.64
させる22.36
大きく22.61
そもそも22.73
立場22.93
そうやって23.58
やれ23.27
こいつ22.74
22.47
還俗25.36
残す22.85
出家24.63
気付く22.70
何故か22.92
23.15
したり23.12
それも22.72
くれる21.97
謝る23.20
習う23.76
祈り23.60
あっ21.98
これ22.15
口出し24.21
親父23.24
しか22.33
表情22.35
22.85
これは22.28
まで21.84
危険22.75
そんな風に23.28
アレ23.12
と言うか22.68
取る22.69
読む22.89
責任23.30
他人23.24
21.87
一緒に22.46
追い詰める23.64
23.31
本当に22.34
21.96
22.94
22.13
赦す24.52
21.29
傷付ける24.12
22.31
同じ22.31
理由22.47
奪う22.94
24.08
実家23.44
クソ23.59
思い込む23.91
大切23.25
目障り24.52
自殺24.10
思える22.63
24.04
無くても23.52

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