"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

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前提13.58
産後15.33
思わず12.73
仕返し14.33
古事15.83
恨む13.75
初産15.61
てね13.19
お産15.19
14.57
13.24
公爵12.85
視野13.66
都合13.56
犯罪者13.88
付いている13.38
結婚12.95
画道13.23
子女14.47
たり12.26
資格13.72
14.23
王家13.23
12.02
総出12.91
落とす13.04
みたいな12.70
人間12.21
シリアス14.50
蔑ろ14.33
当たり13.81
思春期14.47
良い12.17
なよ13.13
保健15.26
かなー13.98
焼き13.55
入り口13.28
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どうやって13.23
若い13.13
暮らし13.33
報告12.76
国王陛下13.75
つい13.19
どうかと思う14.29
満足13.15
先ずは12.86
今も13.35
真っ最中14.39
14.05
後ろ12.63
発言13.13
でる12.96
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祈る13.47
政略14.58
縁切り15.38
ツンと14.72
お願いします13.20
知らない12.68
気味13.47
図る13.73
14.57
蒸発14.25
誰が13.18
不幸13.66
委縮14.85
云々13.91
自己評価14.93
しまう12.03
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良く12.94
あんなん15.02
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躊躇う13.79
持つ12.02
ほぼ13.03
利用12.98
万歳14.32
とも12.37
おしまい14.09
我が子14.04
向ける12.71
頭を下げる13.46
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やがる13.67
とっても13.57
11.97
びっくりした13.91
無しで13.72
ます12.81
非道14.37
少し12.13
加える13.36
言える12.62
で候13.44
無きゃ13.95

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