"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

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帰す13.93
死に13.20
下さい12.34
不幸13.66
いや12.14
臍の緒16.40
暮らし13.33
子女14.47
12.96
憐れ14.71
祈る13.47
限る13.29
先ずは12.86
視野13.66
天然13.94
何でも13.05
さっさと13.12
そこまで12.73
とも12.37
宙ぶらりん15.20
見様13.25
焼き13.55
12.72
14.97
示す13.10
仕返し14.33
ねー12.79
落とす13.04
自傷15.30
暫く13.56
それじゃあ13.25
癇に障る15.18
つもり12.48
今年13.34
ご免なさい13.18
至極14.03
侍女13.20
真っ最中14.39
またしても13.96
知らない12.68
優遇14.30
主役14.03
無関係13.91
実力13.00
産後15.33
ってか13.72
お家騒動15.05
付けたり14.74
妊娠中14.97
さっき12.78
吸い取る14.33
最悪13.24
一下14.26
責め13.85
12.96
侮辱14.05
でしかない13.42
とっても13.57
クソガキ14.38
11.97
都合13.56
呼ぶ12.52
可愛がる14.20
小さい頃14.07
探す12.81
ても11.96
掛かる13.07
若い13.13
んな13.82
13.29
兄貴13.52
済まない13.32
生きる13.23
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異様13.64
流し13.30
すい13.66
当たり13.81
過保護14.23
12.96
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調べ13.20
償う14.34
頭悪い15.34
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あれ12.23
使用人13.36
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落ち13.01
若しかしたら13.16
に対して12.68
お産15.19
どうやって13.23
無しで13.72
気味13.47
お願いします13.20
少女12.57
普通に12.98
言い出す13.62

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