"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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少し12.13
守る12.66
お孫さん14.98
出す12.43
当たり13.81
鹿13.80
道理13.95
ってか13.72
社交14.11
危害14.16
失礼13.13
ブックマーク14.36
声12.02
峨々14.00
がさ13.81
まともに13.42
理不尽13.67
初産15.61
思考13.07
癖して14.94
おろおろ14.47
いけない12.71
画道13.23
殿達14.74
さて12.78
公爵12.85
お産15.19
誘き出す15.05
委縮14.85
&13.78
思い12.61
刃傷沙汰15.17
さぁ13.31
掛かる13.07
生む13.81
自己評価14.93
にして12.30
調べ13.20
とっても13.57
愛す13.65
待遇改善15.56
年12.64
に対して12.68
可愛がる14.20
我が子14.04
可能性12.61
無い12.25
簡単12.68
死に13.20
無きゃ13.95
自主的14.60
ぞ12.08
兄貴13.52
祈る13.47
そこまで12.73
手加減13.71
構わない13.22
あり得る13.51
そんなに12.88
三回14.07
拍手13.71
あの子13.24
でしたら13.49
今年13.34
後ろ12.63
蘭13.73
償い14.62
関係者13.56
と言う11.58
ちび14.31
ます12.81
保健15.26
迫害14.41
異様13.64
やらかす13.74
付き合う13.28
どうせ13.22
最終学年15.51
離れる12.83
おまけ13.96
仕返し14.33
部13.30
あれ12.23
でしかない13.42
良識ある15.46
あんな12.93
持つ12.02
万歳14.32
やがる13.67
十才15.28
泣き13.33
短編14.35
抱く12.83
全然13.10
ガチ14.54
一言13.11
割って入る14.50
報告12.76
とる13.14

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