"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

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偶に24.34
大切23.25
っぽい23.06
奪う22.94
大丈夫22.38
23.15
還俗25.36
過ぎ23.12
あっ21.98
有り難うございました23.41
虐待24.50
養子24.13
22.43
一緒に22.46
親族24.12
感じ22.29
21.96
22.94
本当に22.34
これ22.15
いきなり22.95
揉め24.21
言葉21.96
傷付ける24.12
同じ22.31
自身22.69
素直23.05
行動22.64
気付く22.70
口出し24.21
婦人24.15
しか22.33
24.04
こいつ22.74
読む22.89
22.31
っしょ24.71
では21.75
謝る23.20
後で22.94
責める23.82
浮かばれない25.62
に取って22.44
そうやって23.58
血筋23.91
殺す22.63
なり22.48
赦す24.52
そんな風に23.28
22.47
信じ込む24.88
理由22.47
くれる21.97
より22.31
そもそも22.73
見る22.00
義兄24.07
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本人22.96
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危険22.75
唐名22.55
んじゃ22.56
罵倒24.09
兄弟23.59
自殺24.10
したり23.12
させる22.36
周り22.77
22.09
習う23.76
呉れ手22.75
妊娠24.06
立場22.93
無くても23.52
示し23.48
過ぎる22.60
何故か22.92
おー23.71
22.72
主人公23.33
だろう21.78
旦那23.55
くらい22.33
クソ23.59
いえ22.75
21.87
恵まれる23.79
そっち23.10
出し22.32
殿22.18
マシ23.53
視線12.32
ギクリ15.30
視野13.66
頭悪い15.34
結婚12.95
完全12.65
戻る12.35

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