"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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出し22.32
実家23.44
責任23.30
艸25.60
むしゃくしゃ25.37
五月蠅25.12
貰う22.51
親父23.24
感じ22.29
そんな風に23.28
分かる22.00
見る22.00
本当に22.34
間22.43
謝る23.20
他人23.24
筈22.97
等22.72
主人公23.33
傷付ける24.12
責める23.82
今21.97
あっち23.48
取る22.69
殿22.18
くれる21.97
これは22.28
マシ23.53
話21.96
罪23.31
女性22.55
である21.76
示し23.48
養子24.13
傷22.94
愛情23.79
共22.85
微塵23.81
に取って22.44
酷く23.32
思える22.63
送る22.89
元22.67
まで21.84
眼差し23.40
赦す24.52
受け22.61
哭く22.05
読む22.89
自殺24.10
低い22.95
いえ22.75
来る22.08
そう言えば22.80
より22.31
案内23.08
偶に24.34
最初22.54
板21.29
立場22.93
初めて22.64
表情22.35
人生23.17
以外22.55
揉め24.21
妊娠24.06
母上23.60
やれ23.27
したり23.12
祈り23.60
誰22.78
ばかり22.53
自身22.69
なり22.48
突然22.92
生き22.80
とりあえず22.73
管24.08
くらい22.33
言葉21.96
そっち23.10
従兄24.28
過ぎ23.12
ダメージ23.08
それも22.72
だろう21.78
せる22.17
同じよう23.06
ありがとう22.86
相手22.18
気付く22.70
呉れ手22.75
家庭13.90
流し13.30
母12.96
簡単12.68
万歳14.32
手前13.33
さっさと13.12

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