"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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云々13.91
憐れ14.71
不思議12.81
思い12.61
精神13.21
おろおろ14.47
愛憎15.43
自傷15.30
問い掛ける14.24
罪悪感13.80
喧伝14.61
冥福15.15
手前13.33
頂く13.21
シリアス14.50
Σ15.11
ブックマーク14.36
もん12.71
のだ11.65
言える12.62
奪い取る14.10
結構12.82
一人っ子15.05
資格13.72
マジ切れ15.88
呼ばわり14.19
短編14.35
まともに13.42
我慢13.21
恨む13.75
あの子13.24
クソガキ14.38
無い12.25
件12.96
やだ13.69
籠る13.91
騒ぎ13.37
部13.30
元凶14.01
そんなに12.88
それから12.79
若い13.13
愛す13.65
としても12.63
産後15.33
に加え13.96
感想13.18
為12.86
画策14.26
自己評価14.93
二人目14.43
迫害14.41
癇に障る15.18
少年12.80
無事13.09
面倒見14.50
い12.74
制14.23
出禁13.89
頭を下げる13.46
大人げ15.07
あんなん15.02
依估14.62
稲架13.49
母12.96
疎ましい14.80
ば11.60
当たり13.81
報告12.76
上手く行く14.77
焼き13.55
簡単12.68
にして12.30
小さい12.69
ってか13.72
ってのは13.25
一応12.83
待つ12.41
実際に12.99
尊敬13.63
ほぼ13.03
誰が13.18
子女14.47
調べ13.20
異様13.64
人当たり14.91
初等14.52
面倒12.94
寮13.64
人間12.21
だが11.83
継ぐ13.64
死者13.65
籍14.51
この前13.60
見11.96
でしたら13.49
通常13.30
頂ける13.53

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