"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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こんなん14.29
授業13.32
一回13.50
おい12.87
男の子13.51
てね13.19
かなり12.54
ゴリ押し14.77
今年13.34
全く以て15.29
優先13.37
可愛がる14.20
探す12.81
手前13.33
爵位13.71
我が家13.70
慰め13.79
すれば12.59
お家騒動15.05
仕返し14.33
ちゃん12.24
素敵13.41
自己評価14.93
にして12.30
13.73
誘き出す15.05
そしたら13.83
何なり14.71
尊敬13.63
若い13.13
掛かる13.07
先程13.07
王子様13.69
言い付け15.18
下手13.26
頂く13.21
刃傷沙汰15.17
隠れ13.31
憎悪13.86
人達13.16
何で12.52
なぁ12.56
ちょいと14.13
蒼白14.31
おろおろ14.47
人当たり14.91
で候13.44
図る13.73
それとも13.02
万歳14.32
こそ12.75
しまう12.03
ならない12.51
とっても13.57
12.90
もし12.64
何やら13.19
誰が13.18
実際13.06
不本意14.23
報告12.76
ねぇ12.61
非難13.84
画道13.23
疎ましい14.80
現に13.86
13.90
害悪14.77
12.11
人間12.21
理不尽13.67
育てる13.68
通常13.30
視野13.66
償う14.34
後に12.87
やろう13.16
いや12.14
決して12.91
あわよくば14.49
良い12.17
12.75
やだ13.69
ぶん殴る14.19
喧伝14.61
使用人13.36
お孫さん14.98
たら13.78
待つ12.41
見様13.25
ブックマーク14.36
さぁ13.31
冥福15.15
12.89
縁切り15.38
思い12.61
じゃう14.07
依估14.62
目の仇にする16.69

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