"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
長子14.76
12.89
視野13.66
行ける13.40
母の命15.88
13.90
感想13.18
状況下14.19
宜しい13.44
償い14.62
に加え13.96
何を12.46
静かに13.02
待つ12.41
入り13.18
前提13.58
まともに13.42
思わず12.73
普段から13.83
とっても13.57
言い付け15.18
総出12.91
躊躇う13.79
愛す13.65
12.86
普通に12.98
誤字13.82
完全12.65
ちょこちょこ14.54
出切る12.24
Σ15.11
返事12.98
画策14.26
ながら11.91
かね13.25
もん12.71
落とす13.04
済まない13.32
なぁ12.56
非道14.37
お孫さん14.98
大変12.84
おまけ13.96
沢山12.94
叱責14.17
13.41
べー14.43
思考13.07
画道13.23
13.11
初産15.61
家庭13.90
探す12.81
賢い13.83
涙目13.75
てね13.19
政略結婚14.15
みたいな12.70
と言うのに13.07
懸け14.37
あり12.26
13.73
あんな12.93
元凶14.01
付いている13.38
無関係13.91
出来12.54
愛する13.63
みたいだ12.84
初等14.52
ます12.81
復讐心14.89
11.71
代え14.44
簡単12.68
大っ嫌い14.96
呼ばわり14.19
としても12.63
国王陛下13.75
12.08
怒る12.88
適当13.17
通常13.30
舎利14.04
見様13.25
13.64
12.72
委縮14.85
上手く行く14.77
後ろ12.63
ってか13.72
見縊る15.63
不思議12.81
待遇改善15.56
この前13.60
手上げ13.61
五日13.24
仕返し14.33
13.66
だが11.83

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