"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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賢い13.83
口調13.14
家庭13.90
何で12.52
古事15.83
頂く13.21
持つ12.02
Σ15.11
悲しい13.34
国王陛下13.75
12.11
14.57
にして12.30
落とす13.04
かなー13.98
叱責14.17
懸け14.37
てね13.19
首を振る13.85
怒鳴る13.71
目の仇にする16.69
万歳14.32
別に12.69
知る12.11
至極14.03
大事12.94
帳代13.86
14.57
滂沱15.04
すれば12.59
11.71
峨々14.00
画策14.26
蒸発14.25
焼き13.55
管理13.26
待つ12.41
鳴く13.69
14.97
引っ張り出す14.74
愛する13.63
別室14.33
直す13.51
13.66
加える13.36
出切る12.24
こんなん14.29
かね13.25
癖して14.94
舎利14.04
図る13.73
思春期14.47
と言う11.58
ありがとう御座います12.84
べー14.43
声を掛ける13.77
慣れる13.12
生涯13.91
ご免なさい13.18
割って入る14.50
すっごく13.97
恨む13.75
やろう13.16
発言13.13
びっくりした13.91
過去13.06
12.98
当たり13.81
適当13.17
引き13.23
すい13.66
抱く12.83
控え室14.33
おまけ13.96
境遇14.09
お願いします13.20
参加者13.85
12.86
あの子13.24
自主的14.60
継ぐ13.64
危害14.16
侍女13.20
にやっ13.86
刃傷沙汰15.17
惣社13.37
ほぼ13.03
戻る12.35
少年12.80
崩れる13.63
やがる13.67
言い付け15.18
11.96
騒ぎ13.37
13.90
ってのは13.25
12.53
縁切り15.38
12.96

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