"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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最悪13.24
流し13.30
あの子13.24
誰にも13.40
いずれ13.42
13.64
主宰15.65
13.41
心配12.58
ちゃん12.24
寝言14.48
嗚咽14.20
あり12.26
道理13.95
回る12.52
こんなん14.29
実際13.06
12.89
初等14.52
躊躇う13.79
迫害14.41
子作り14.79
前提13.58
証拠13.32
探す12.81
非難13.84
非道14.37
なので12.48
帳代13.86
参加者13.85
なんぞ13.85
ええ12.61
下手13.26
面倒見14.50
11.96
こんな12.33
養子に出す16.21
12.86
見せる12.38
どうかと思う14.29
思春期14.47
在す12.45
罪悪感13.80
たら13.78
自傷15.30
12.86
都合13.56
馬鹿野郎14.46
八つ当たりに15.44
結婚12.95
知らない12.68
ガチ14.54
に加え13.96
三回14.07
子女14.47
償う14.34
13.30
捲る13.89
そんなに12.88
無関係13.91
13.29
爵位13.71
引っ張り出す14.74
目の仇にする16.69
頂く13.21
見当違い14.56
13.85
良識ある15.46
少年12.80
騒ぎ13.37
戻る12.35
籠る13.91
独りよがり15.06
母の命15.88
先程13.07
保健15.26
自己評価14.93
手加減13.71
さっき12.78
懸け14.37
そこまで12.73
蔑ろ14.33
あわよくば14.49
憐れ14.71
間接的14.43
償い14.62
人達13.16
最近12.84
崩れる13.63
授業13.32
付けたり14.74
幾つも13.39
鞭打つ14.90
すれば12.59
拍手13.71
疎ましい14.80
何を12.46
造る13.60
依估14.62

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