"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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別に12.69
おお12.89
と言うのに13.07
ほぼ13.03
大人げ15.07
入り13.18
完全12.65
若しかしたら13.16
ちょいと14.13
無事13.09
賢い13.83
大事12.94
資格13.72
13.29
12.15
驚愕13.40
異様13.64
ゴリ押し14.77
為に12.22
Σ15.11
すっごく13.97
13.90
戸籍14.56
良い12.17
可能性12.61
以内12.31
掛かる13.07
五日13.24
あの子13.24
失礼13.13
頭悪い15.34
キャー14.63
家系14.19
すい13.66
てね13.19
祈る13.47
かね13.25
涙目13.75
構わない13.22
びっくりした13.91
つい13.19
つらく当たる16.26
どうやって13.23
おしまい14.09
一応12.83
へー13.80
自傷15.30
頭を下げる13.46
国王陛下13.75
最終学年15.51
でる12.96
恨む13.75
嫌がる13.66
いずれ13.42
何なり14.71
13.49
もし12.64
14.97
滂沱15.04
見様13.25
13.24
祈り23.60
それも22.72
23.31
殺し22.99
習う23.76
妊娠24.06
責める23.82
むしゃくしゃ25.37
22.31
せる22.17
婦人24.15
貰う22.51
出し22.32
女性22.55
呉れ手22.75
同じ22.31
そもそも22.73
22.85
22.47
これは22.28
21.29
旦那23.55
固まる23.33
示し23.48
低い22.95
くれる21.97
22.39
クソ23.59
24.08
初めて22.64
残す22.85
25.60
実家23.44
取る22.69
帰る22.52
二曹23.26
唐名22.55
来る22.08

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