"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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最近12.84
目の前12.63
だもの13.76
13.78
回る12.52
当たり13.81
済まない13.32
慰め13.79
死に13.20
またしても13.96
拍手13.71
云々13.91
言い付け15.18
やらかす13.74
あんなん15.02
図る13.73
今も13.35
いや12.14
身空15.83
恨む13.75
優遇14.30
顔面蒼白14.69
どうかと思う14.29
馬鹿野郎14.46
に対して12.68
13.29
子作り14.79
ちょいと14.13
可愛がる14.20
開催13.90
鹿13.80
すれば12.59
刃傷沙汰15.17
蒼白14.31
非道14.37
13.90
頭を下げる13.46
政略結婚14.15
みたいな12.70
12.86
尊敬13.63
言える12.62
声を掛ける13.77
抜く13.09
疑う13.25
あの子13.24
後継ぎ14.89
縁切り15.38
なので12.48
行ける13.40
落とす13.04
それとも13.02
どうやって13.23
直す13.51
13.66
クセに14.74
さっさと13.12
暫く13.56
マジ切れ15.88
てね13.19
12.90
22.47
22.72
大切23.25
主人公23.33
せる22.17
自身22.69
行動22.64
虐待24.50
揉め24.21
浮かばれない25.62
罵倒24.09
こいつ22.74
と言った22.53
生き22.80
まで21.84
23.15
思い込む23.91
相手22.18
取る22.69
責める23.82
ばかり22.53
感じ22.29
出し22.32
見る22.00
愛情23.79
唐名22.55
殺し22.99
出家24.63
一緒に22.46
とく23.39
なり22.48
謝る23.20
眼差し23.40
っぽい23.06
帰る22.52
そもそも22.73
送る22.89
固まる23.33

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