"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
ちょこちょこ14.54
知らない12.68
愛する13.63
保健15.26
鳴く13.69
お家騒動15.05
それとも13.02
見様13.25
復讐心14.89
手加減13.71
直す13.51
程12.89
ありがとう御座います12.84
あんな12.93
加える13.36
少女12.57
蘭13.73
あり12.26
ても11.96
失礼13.13
若い13.13
続ける12.56
首を振る13.85
刃傷沙汰15.17
何なり14.71
ガチ14.54
手前13.33
後ろ12.63
侍女13.20
とっても13.57
死者13.65
罪人14.02
誰にも13.40
帳代13.86
出来12.54
なる程14.59
人達13.16
冥福15.15
似る13.03
馬鹿野郎14.46
蒸発14.25
使用人13.36
三回14.07
言い付け15.18
がさ13.81
責め13.85
蔑ろ14.33
視野13.66
たり12.26
寂しい13.33
至極14.03
政略14.58
鞭打つ14.90
怯える13.71
&13.78
寝言14.48
で候13.44
ねー12.79
言13.66
付けたり14.74
まともに13.42
償い14.62
大切23.25
虐待24.50
行動22.64
育つ23.40
やれ23.27
辛い23.16
目障り24.52
でしょ23.03
そっち23.10
赦す24.52
殺す22.63
そうやって23.58
謝る23.20
むしゃくしゃ25.37
殿22.18
こいつ22.74
最初22.54
同じ22.31
五22.47
管24.08
とりあえず22.73
くらい22.33
案内23.08
思い込む23.91
信じ込む24.88
話21.96
大丈夫22.38
不快23.73
入る22.14
他人23.24
それも22.72
残す22.85
では21.75
出家24.63
口出し24.21
兄弟23.59
まで21.84
過ぎる22.60

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