"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

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大っ嫌い14.96
誰が13.18
お家13.95
打算14.35
持つ12.02
都合13.56
子女14.47
害悪14.77
11.96
優秀13.23
我慢強い15.06
断絶14.46
政略14.58
12.96
さっき12.78
一下14.26
報告12.76
頂く13.21
でしたら13.49
付き合う13.28
加える13.36
宙ぶらりん15.20
離れる12.83
証拠13.32
罪悪感13.80
家庭13.90
ギクリ15.30
実力13.00
12.96
短編14.35
流し13.30
12.75
人当たり14.91
責め13.85
惣社13.37
四端13.17
思考13.07
聞く11.95
可愛がる14.20
おろおろ14.47
初等14.52
拍手13.71
籠る13.91
呼ばわり14.19
誘き出す15.05
入り口13.28
何を12.46
何やら13.19
目の前12.63
控え室14.33
挙げ句14.26
びっくりした13.91
しまう12.03
着せる13.98
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無しで13.72
14.57
戻る12.35
いずれ13.42
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臍の緒16.40
なんぞ13.85
12.96
返事12.98
異様13.64
ガチ14.54
十才15.28
慰め13.79
つらく当たる16.26
関係者13.56
捲る13.89
詳しい13.29
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引き13.23
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ちゃん12.24
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問い掛ける14.24
へと12.14
稲架13.49
優先13.37
なる程14.59
泣き13.33
12.02
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ええ12.61
だもの13.76
云々13.91
外囲13.11
向かう12.31
首を振る13.85
結構12.82
後継ぎ14.89
のだ11.65

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