"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

Read Now

Statistics

Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
峨々14.00
言い付け15.18
小さい頃14.07
怒鳴る13.71
入り13.18
先程13.07
続けて12.85
奪い取る14.10
あり得る13.51
ちゃん12.24
吉13.85
報告12.76
体12.15
しかし12.08
でる12.96
独りよがり15.06
若しかしたら13.16
ながら11.91
あり12.26
それを12.10
子作り14.79
排除13.51
後ろ12.63
見11.96
うん12.39
ええ12.61
ほぼ13.03
図る13.73
主役14.03
継承13.89
母の命15.88
最終学年15.51
とも12.37
異様13.64
愛する13.63
境遇14.09
委縮14.85
お節介14.46
間違う13.21
どやす15.22
寮13.64
宙ぶらりん15.20
見縊る15.63
抜け13.20
ば11.60
管理13.26
三回14.07
割って入る14.50
リンク14.11
ても11.96
一人っ子15.05
広め14.19
生涯13.91
部13.30
一応12.83
為12.86
為に12.22
断絶14.46
おろおろ14.47
つもり12.48
手上げ13.61
へと12.14
蚊14.57
大人げ15.07
無しで13.72
落ち13.01
それから12.79
付いている13.38
愛憎15.43
声12.02
罪悪感13.80
刃傷沙汰15.17
寂しい13.33
誰も12.77
で候13.44
んな13.82
精神13.21
ねぇ12.61
良識ある15.46
てね13.19
おお12.89
なんぞ13.85
たり12.26
やろう13.16
侮辱14.05
下手13.26
着せる13.98
体内13.59
焼き13.55
悲しい13.34
無事13.09
見様13.25
何で12.52
優遇14.30
思い12.61
べー14.43
元凶14.01
帰す13.93
慰め13.79
馬鹿野郎14.46

Showing 501 - 600 of 955 words