"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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母上23.60
浮かばれない25.62
還俗25.36
くれる21.97
二曹23.26
元22.67
あっ21.98
素直23.05
そう言えば22.80
見る22.00
っしょ24.71
艸25.60
虐待24.50
自身22.69
罵倒24.09
育つ23.40
管24.08
出し22.32
やれ23.27
したり23.12
そんな風に23.28
無くても23.52
板21.29
生き22.80
同じよう23.06
親父23.24
前22.31
案内23.08
養子24.13
習う23.76
親族24.12
これは22.28
くらい22.33
人生23.17
と言うか22.68
マシ23.53
責める23.82
それも22.72
筈22.97
ありがとう22.86
受ける22.66
目障り24.52
まで21.84
いきなり22.95
血筋23.91
呉れ手22.75
態度22.94
何22.09
同じ22.31
大丈夫22.38
他人23.24
でしょ23.03
兄弟23.59
大切23.25
以外22.55
そもそも22.73
出家24.63
取る22.69
婚約者23.09
何故22.62
なり22.48
最初22.54
過ぎ23.12
五22.47
口出し24.21
ダメージ23.08
酷く23.32
貰う22.51
実家23.44
クソ23.59
義兄24.07
恵まれる23.79
ボケ23.70
言葉21.96
話21.96
殿22.18
何故か22.92
間22.43
示し23.48
愛情23.79
女性22.55
妊娠24.06
捧げる23.50
誰22.78
来る22.08
追い詰める23.64
祈り23.60
んじゃ22.56
低い22.95
本人22.96
罪23.31
せる22.17
婦人24.15
感じ22.29
等22.72
では21.75
微塵23.81
させる22.36
むしゃくしゃ25.37

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