"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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浮かばれない25.62
取る22.69
だろう21.78
従兄24.28
思える22.63
習う23.76
24.08
殺し22.99
育つ23.40
不快23.73
23.31
22.67
他人23.24
殿22.18
眼差し23.40
過ぎ23.12
最初22.54
呉れ手22.75
ありがとう22.86
とく23.39
貰う22.51
分かる22.00
でしょ23.03
案内23.08
入る22.14
八つ22.93
母上23.60
あっ21.98
しか22.33
義兄24.07
いきなり22.95
自殺24.10
理由22.47
22.94
気付く22.70
本当に22.34
ボケ23.70
何故22.62
せる22.17
固まる23.33
責める23.82
捧げる23.50
そう言えば22.80
させる22.36
養子24.13
二曹23.26
親族24.12
なり22.48
思い込む23.91
それも22.72
っしょ24.71
後で22.94
目障り24.52
25.60
自身22.69
行動22.64
24.04
辛い23.16
低い22.95
感じ22.29
に取って22.44
態度22.94
同じ22.31
来る22.08
くらい22.33
婚約者23.09
初めて22.64
追い詰める23.64
そうやって23.58
22.31
送る22.89
罵倒24.09
実家23.44
旦那23.55
五月蠅25.12
酷く23.32
愛情23.79
示し23.48
主人公23.33
過ぎる22.60
22.43
22.09
奪う22.94
還俗25.36
より22.31
22.97
血筋23.91
哭く22.05
恵まれる23.79
マシ23.53
大きく22.61
22.39
偶に24.34
アレ23.12
謝る23.20
出し22.32
っぽい23.06
大丈夫22.38
そっち23.10

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