"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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目障り24.52
殺し22.99
他人23.24
帰る22.52
思える22.63
送る22.89
22.97
である21.76
奪う22.94
そんな風に23.28
22.43
大丈夫22.38
責任23.30
主人公23.33
ボケ23.70
22.47
感じ22.29
女性22.55
生き22.80
相手22.18
21.87
不快23.73
23.31
何故22.62
同じ22.31
24.08
旦那23.55
権力23.60
いきなり22.95
浮かばれない25.62
罵倒24.09
殿22.18
二曹23.26
信じ込む24.88
受ける22.66
理由22.47
兄弟23.59
来る22.08
だろう21.78
口出し24.21
虐待24.50
人生23.17
22.67
気付く22.70
一緒に22.46
大きく22.61
素直23.05
んじゃ22.56
と言った22.53
させる22.36
25.60
22.85
実家23.44
同じよう23.06
案内23.08
22.09
いえ22.75
22.72
示し23.48
有り難うございました23.41
祈り23.60
酷く23.32
責める23.82
そうやって23.58
妊娠24.06
むしゃくしゃ25.37
マシ23.53
呉れ手22.75
とりあえず22.73
立場22.93
初めて22.64
過ぎる22.60
クソ23.59
言葉21.96
21.29
八つ22.93
分かる22.00
アレ23.12
まで21.84
行動22.64
低い22.95
養子24.13
貰う22.51
22.31
婦人24.15
22.78
後で22.94
傷付ける24.12
22.13
従兄24.28
揉め24.21
何故か22.92
21.96
読む22.89
追い詰める23.64
っぽい23.06
しか22.33
悪女24.44
五月蠅25.12

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