"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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みたいだ12.84
がさ13.81
鹿13.80
鳴く13.69
主役14.03
さっき12.78
人間12.21
あれ12.23
続ける12.56
限る13.29
誤字13.82
大人げ15.07
育てる13.68
誰が13.18
未だ12.14
若い13.13
三回14.07
資格13.72
手加減13.71
男性13.02
賢い13.83
こんな12.33
こそ12.75
関係者13.56
調べ13.20
遠巻き14.12
仕返し14.33
声を掛ける13.77
兄貴13.52
書く12.69
八つ当たりに15.44
12.02
12.90
蒸発14.25
戻る12.35
静かに13.02
害悪14.77
出禁13.89
回復12.68
入れ12.71
13.14
てね13.19
政略14.58
13.90
独りよがり15.06
幾つも13.39
身空15.83
シリアス14.50
捲る13.89
言える12.62
13.30
またしても13.96
見せる12.38
待遇改善15.56
13.90
継ぐ13.64
我慢強い15.06
責め13.85
ほいほい14.97
一言13.11
満足13.15
12.86
お願いします13.20
至極14.03
聞く11.95
頂く13.21
授業13.32
耳障り14.41
排除13.51
よか14.82
躊躇う13.79
そこまで12.73
非道14.37
王子様13.69
にやっ13.86
どうやって13.23
必要12.28
慰め13.79
可能性12.61
疎ましい14.80
失礼13.13
少女12.57
マジ切れ15.88
いけない12.71
委縮14.85
12.96
最近12.84
実際13.06
縁付く15.83
無きゃ13.95
見開き14.03
つもり12.48
思い知らせる14.64
それを12.10
こんなん14.29
もし12.64
舎利14.04
見縊る15.63
依估14.62

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