"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

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愛す13.65
上手く行く14.77
寮13.64
優秀13.23
寝言14.48
引き13.23
まともに13.42
がさ13.81
守る12.66
今更13.31
お節介14.46
ってか13.72
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奪い取る14.10
なぁ12.56
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今も13.35
吸い取る14.33
少し12.13
輩13.75
万が一13.50
たり12.26
それとも13.02
出切る12.24
害悪14.77
優遇14.30
鞭打つ14.90
直す13.51
危害14.16
男性13.02
目の仇にする16.69
侮辱14.05
前提13.58
限る13.29
へと12.14
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愛する13.63
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年12.64
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乳13.24
刀伊13.64
見様13.25
言い付け15.18
言13.66
とうとう13.70
四端13.17
抱く12.83
気味13.47
首を振る13.85
被る13.46
挙げ句14.26
保健15.26
待つ12.41
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どうせ13.22
都合13.56
思考13.07
戸籍14.56
尊敬13.63
怒鳴る13.71
一応12.83
だが11.83
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べー14.43
良い12.17
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てね13.19
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無きゃ13.95
びっくりした13.91
お孫さん14.98
隠れ13.31
ならない12.51
不12.72
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子息13.88
憐れ14.71
後に12.87
下さい12.34
臍帯16.72
我慢強い15.06
見11.96
広め14.19

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