"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

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簡単12.68
いいね13.98
帰す13.93
とっとと13.96
五日13.24
戻る12.35
クセに14.74
誤字13.82
14.51
刃傷沙汰15.17
限る13.29
こんなん14.29
精神13.21
最悪13.24
開催13.90
愛憎15.43
13.73
12.75
12.02
なよ13.13
つらく当たる16.26
非難13.84
11.71
可愛がる14.20
縁切り15.38
調べ13.20
理不尽13.67
首を振る13.85
見開き14.03
我が子14.04
13.78
使用人13.36
返事12.98
慰め13.79
しまう12.03
としても12.63
あり得る13.51
お手柔らかに14.81
四端13.17
汚名14.62
12.86
落とす13.04
呼ばわり14.19
お家騒動15.05
生む13.81
優秀13.23
先程13.07
なる程14.59
がさ13.81
怯える13.71
天然13.94
似る13.03
依估14.62
お孫さん14.98
入れ12.71
鹿13.80
12.11
一言13.11
面倒見14.50
13.90
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口調13.14
やだ13.69
一回13.50
おお12.89
なんぞ13.85
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かなり12.54
思春期14.47
内容12.74
察す13.55
14.23
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誰も12.77
かなー13.98
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一応12.83
優遇14.30
継承13.89
十才15.28
13.66
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お産15.19
家庭13.90
良識ある15.46
ほぼ13.03
馬鹿野郎14.46
主催14.18
思い12.61
12.89
憐れ14.71
11.97
でしたら13.49
顔面蒼白14.69
と言うのに13.07

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