"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
24.08
過ぎ23.12
自殺24.10
22.09
大丈夫22.38
主人公23.33
婚約者23.09
初めて22.64
こいつ22.74
21.29
祈り23.60
周り22.77
傷付ける24.12
そう言えば22.80
責める23.82
いえ22.75
マシ23.53
おー23.71
っしょ24.71
受け22.61
出し22.32
22.97
兄弟23.59
ばかり22.53
以外22.55
21.96
22.31
旦那23.55
やれ23.27
なり22.48
とく23.39
受ける22.66
感じ22.29
過ぎる22.60
有り難うございました23.41
22.13
22.78
自己満足34.52
見苦しい34.30
体調33.59
ちょっと32.29
負担33.51
32.68
ご免33.00
32.68
二人32.19
33.32
一番32.58
31.91
終える32.86
それでも32.43
困る32.85
討つ33.74
貴族32.46
八つ当たり34.16
のです32.21
32.13
なら32.00
自分自身33.68
んです32.32
はっ32.79
許し33.29
それは31.95
赤の他人34.66
起こし33.33
伯父貴35.21
本当32.77
32.13
あなた方33.88
それが32.31
32.22
32.65
嫁ぐ33.78
時に32.57
馬鹿32.99
身体32.49
野郎33.52
存在32.32
人殺し34.32
ので31.80
画僧32.89
33.55
よね32.43
性格33.09
こっち32.61
それに32.23
遭う33.72
ガキ共34.55
迷惑33.31
優しい32.76
だけど32.44
自分で32.97
ちゃう32.74
殊に32.16
大馬鹿34.94
マジ33.30
貶める44.14
非常に42.99
なー43.13
付く42.78

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