"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

Read Now

Statistics

Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
んな13.82
短編14.35
12.74
喧伝14.61
てね13.19
見開き14.03
抱く12.83
保健15.26
叱責14.17
口調13.14
行ける13.40
じゃね14.02
12.96
それとも13.02
見様13.25
上手く行く14.77
主役14.03
後ろ12.63
天然13.94
母の命15.88
古事15.83
産後15.33
なぁ12.56
舎利14.04
初等14.52
かなり12.54
入り13.18
状況下14.19
ってのは13.25
リンク14.11
書く12.69
12.64
責め13.85
13.49
なんぞ13.85
年配14.40
二人目14.43
面倒12.94
蒼白14.31
がさ13.81
教会13.16
思い知らせる14.64
12.02
12.72
年の差15.01
お家騒動15.05
13.85
たら13.78
育てる13.68
隠れ13.31
鞭打つ14.90
12.90
養子に出す16.21
最近12.84
誘き出す15.05
で候13.44
もん12.71
一下14.26
慰め13.79
全く12.49
すっごく13.97
罪人14.02
全く以て15.29
マジ切れ15.88
回復12.68
キャー14.63
13.21
言い付け15.18
12.51
やらかす13.74
若い13.13
一切13.13
ちょいと14.13
挙げ句14.26
でしかない13.42
間違う13.21
ゴリ押し14.77
たり12.26
すれば12.59
頂く13.21
Σ15.11
簡単12.68
今も13.35
使用人13.36
委縮14.85
付けたり14.74
主催14.18
画策14.26
びっくりした13.91
寂しい13.33
そしたら13.83
ない11.61
13.50
懸け14.37
当たり13.81
声を掛ける13.77
失礼13.13
人当たり14.91
12.86
社交14.11

Showing 701 - 800 of 955 words