"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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利用12.98
ならない12.51
やろう13.16
主宰15.65
回る12.52
みたいな12.70
たり12.26
少女12.57
愛する13.63
初等14.52
だもの13.76
自傷15.30
12.96
罪人14.02
発言13.13
別室14.33
全く以て15.29
12.61
少年12.80
すい13.66
12.64
感謝12.96
しかし12.08
詳しく13.53
手前13.33
素敵13.41
以内12.31
挙げ句14.26
まともに13.42
人達13.16
下さい12.34
間違う13.21
迫害14.41
無理心中15.63
みたいだ12.84
鹿13.80
ながら11.91
一応12.83
関係ない13.45
誰も12.77
12.72
11.96
済まない13.32
構わない13.22
元凶14.01
守る12.66
一回13.50
万歳14.32
じゃね14.02
何なり14.71
無事13.09
面倒見14.50
臍帯16.72
排除13.51
償う14.34
心配12.58
寝言14.48
13.11
知る12.11
加える13.36
我慢強い15.06
かなー13.98
ます12.81
思春期14.47
割って入る14.50
視野13.66
言える12.62
出来12.54
あの子13.24
13.90
非難13.84
探す12.81
境遇14.09
連絡13.05
間接的14.43
戸籍14.56
子作り14.79
評価13.17
14.05
最悪13.24
落ち13.01
そしたら13.83
依估14.62
またしても13.96
ガチ14.54
さっさと13.12
11.97
焼き13.55
声を掛ける13.77
優先13.37
12.75
聞く11.95
若しかしたら13.16
抱く12.83
注意13.10
稲架13.49
暫く13.56
家系14.19
異様13.64

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