"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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いずれ13.42
委縮14.85
思わず12.73
目の前12.63
首を振る13.85
可愛がる14.20
過去13.06
呼ぶ12.52
子息13.88
通常13.30
ちゃん12.24
お願いします13.20
隠れ13.31
大っ嫌い14.96
尊敬13.63
に依る12.76
での12.60
政略14.58
に加え13.96
理不尽13.67
死に13.20
別に12.69
とうとう13.70
ば11.60
抱く12.83
ねー12.79
返事12.98
すっごく13.97
断絶14.46
向かう12.31
こそ12.75
間接的14.43
年12.64
やらかす13.74
おろおろ14.47
三回14.07
実際に12.99
棚上げ14.75
万が一13.50
我が子14.04
んな13.82
こんなん14.29
暮らし13.33
責め13.85
お手柔らかに14.81
かね13.25
でる12.96
示す13.10
若い13.13
縁付く15.83
誤字13.82
出禁13.89
図る13.73
冥福15.15
愛す13.65
詳しく13.53
思い12.61
迫害14.41
マジ切れ15.88
だが11.83
もん12.71
間違う13.21
開催13.90
手11.97
つらく当たる16.26
使用人13.36
あんなん15.02
思春期14.47
一言13.11
総出12.91
癖して14.94
そこまで12.73
慰め13.79
被る13.46
済まない13.32
挙げ句14.26
社交14.11
主催14.18
証拠13.32
待つ12.41
おしまい14.09
育てる13.68
独りよがり15.06
ぶん殴る14.19
制14.23
付いている13.38
償い14.62
峨々14.00
不12.72
ならない12.51
侯14.05
籍14.51
め13.21
年の差15.01
参加者13.85
子作り14.79
妊娠中14.97
良識ある15.46
出来12.54

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