"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

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転舵43.34
かも42.76
神学校44.72
非常に42.99
可哀想43.78
42.57
だろ42.69
周囲42.52
42.72
掛ける43.30
貶める44.14
パーティー43.12
幸せ42.99
なー43.13
姉上43.90
にも42.03
市内42.23
付く42.78
42.46
かな42.42
ですか42.36
頼む42.70
いい42.05
オッサン43.93
二回43.82
保護43.52
ちょい44.39
前に42.25
って言う42.83
せい42.98
じゃ42.24
手々43.09
42.36
なの42.22
とは41.95
違う42.29
虐げる44.25
つか43.81
アホ53.68
酷い53.02
52.05
として51.89
だった51.58
かも知れない52.21
52.19
問題52.39
更に52.42
53.25
52.23
こう言う52.87
がる52.87
52.29
もっと52.63
52.34
絶対53.07
52.85
喜ぶ53.26
そして51.87
51.38
まあ52.23
51.96
言動53.64
亡くなる53.30
めっちゃ53.83
判る53.27
52.66
51.95
53.17
産む53.79
51.86
やる52.13
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のか61.74
です61.71
二佐62.98
欲しい62.46
んだ61.80
様に61.76
62.09
お前62.16
なんだ72.26
出産74.07
られる71.68
72.48
この71.58
渡し72.40
死ぬ72.49
だから71.99
71.46
親友73.58
のに72.21
される72.48
じゃない72.26
生まれる83.03
そう81.75
そう言う82.36
あの82.00
あんたら93.98
93.86

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