"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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前に42.25
かな42.42
命懸け44.38
ショック43.60
にも42.03
なんて42.13
パーティー43.12
貶める44.14
いい42.05
ですか42.36
可哀想43.78
とは41.95
掛ける43.30
二回43.82
幸せ42.99
非常に42.99
付く42.78
つか43.81
保護43.52
かも42.76
違う42.29
せい42.98
なの42.22
栄養44.05
なー43.13
奴42.57
ちょい44.39
手々43.09
市内42.23
周囲42.52
暮42.46
神学校44.72
姉上43.90
オッサン43.93
後42.36
命42.72
だろ42.69
んで43.13
やる52.13
更に52.42
ま52.85
喜ぶ53.26
ー52.29
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がる52.87
かも知れない52.21
まあ52.23
だった51.58
妻53.17
方51.96
中51.86
問題52.39
もっと52.63
判る53.27
せ52.05
酷い53.02
そして51.87
下51.38
君52.19
産む53.79
ぜ52.66
亡くなる53.30
として51.89
めっちゃ53.83
アホ53.68
上52.23
へ51.95
こう言う52.87
佃53.25
絶対53.07
他52.34
のか61.74
様に61.76
ん62.09
お前62.16
んだ61.80
です61.71
欲しい62.46
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二佐62.98
女72.48
親友73.58
この71.58
渡し72.40
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死ぬ72.49
のに72.21
じゃない72.26
される72.48
か71.46
られる71.68
だから71.99
なんだ72.26
そう言う82.36
そう81.75
生まれる83.03
あの82.00
ね91.64
ワケ94.10

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