"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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おまけ13.96
マジ切れ15.88
いいね13.98
古事15.83
での12.60
当たり13.81
差し上げる14.01
あの子13.24
あり12.26
示す13.10
向ける12.71
目の仇にする16.69
自傷15.30
ながら11.91
最悪13.24
男性13.02
委縮14.85
涙目13.75
奪い取る14.10
やだ13.69
嫁13.50
噂12.96
状況下14.19
戻る12.35
とる13.14
抱く12.83
入れ12.71
国王陛下13.75
鳴く13.69
おお12.89
ねー12.79
大人げ15.07
い12.74
びっくりした13.91
ます12.81
耳障り14.41
やらかす13.74
害悪14.77
籍14.51
顔面蒼白14.69
上手く行く14.77
お家騒動15.05
四端13.17
見せる12.38
誰が13.18
落ち13.01
大変12.84
天然13.94
評価13.17
後ろ12.63
復讐心14.89
とうとう13.70
下手13.26
可愛がる14.20
へー13.80
ゞ14.97
いけない12.71
流し13.30
鹿13.80
出禁13.89
別に12.69
暮らし13.33
騒ぎ13.37
たり12.26
拍手13.71
駒13.90
キャー14.63
どうやって13.23
間違う13.21
目の前12.63
完全12.65
小さい頃14.07
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で候13.44
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我が家13.70
良い12.17
それから12.79
都合13.56
叱責14.17
べー14.43
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乳13.24
とっとと13.96
実力13.00
高13.14
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連絡13.05
仕返し14.33
真っ最中14.39
宜しい13.44
馬12.75
じゃね14.02
嫌がる13.66
今更13.31
鞭打つ14.90
無関係13.91
兄貴13.52

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