"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

"I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so no one could ever love me"? What the hell are you talking about, you fool!!

月白ヤトヒコ

At a party being held at my place, I saw a child being treated coldly by their family. Apparently, their mother died when the child was born. Ever since, the father and older siblings have treated them as if they were their enemy. I'd never seen it before, but the family's behavior was notorious enough to be the subject of gossip. I hate this kind of thing, you know? A little while back, my best friend suddenly entered seminary school. And it was for this exact reason. So, acting like an immature adult, I got angry and yelled, and threw myself between this pathetic old man and the child who was cowering under his abuse. In front of me, you're the one doing something shitty like that. The kid being verbally abused isn't my best friend, and this old man isn't his father either—I know that. But I can't forgive it. It's an eyesore and an earache. So—take my displaced anger, why don't you? It's the same thing you're doing to that child. "Every time you treat that child as your enemy, every time you mistreat them, every time you scold them unfairly, it's like you're saying, 'Oh thank you so much for taking revenge on my behalf! I gave birth to this child, but that doesn't matter! Because this child took my life! Please mistreat them more, make them suffer more, corner them, and make them understand!' You're acting like that kind of nasty woman who enjoys hurting her own child, and even after you die, your family and husband spread that reputation—man, that's just pathetic." Even after death, for the family to say, 'she blamed the newborn child for her death and wanted revenge taken on them'—honestly, the wife has no peace even in death. 'I'm a sinner who took my mother's life, so nobody will love me'? That's complete bullshit!! The setting is vague. This is a side story about the best friend of the protagonist from "Why Do You Also Live?"—you don't need to have read that one. Posted on Alphapolice and Kakuyomu.

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Reading Time
75 min
Words 3,028
Sentences 305
Characters 5,964
Unique Words 955
1-Occurrence Words
562
Unique Kanji 558
1-Occurrence Kanji
227
Avg Word Difficulty 2.27
Avg Sentence Length 9.9

Word List (955 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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最近12.84
思い知らせる14.64
万が一13.50
戸籍14.56
首を振る13.85
口調13.14
何で12.52
気味13.47
あり12.26
ちび14.31
年の差15.01
短編14.35
一切13.13
探す12.81
12.75
付き合う13.28
後ろ12.63
打算14.35
排除13.51
生涯13.91
いずれ13.42
それから12.79
発言13.13
棚上げ14.75
と言う11.58
大っ嫌い14.96
12.74
躊躇う13.79
鳴く13.69
叱責14.17
愛憎15.43
に加え13.96
13.11
後に12.87
すい13.66
示す13.10
非難13.84
おい12.87
少年12.80
先ずは12.86
13.73
八つ当たりに15.44
たら13.78
無理心中15.63
生きる13.23
別室14.33
刀伊13.64
この前13.60
12.86
ねー12.79
一下14.26
向かう12.31
お産15.19
付けたり14.74
間違う13.21
暫く13.56
家庭13.90
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境遇14.09
病む14.31
ええ12.61
償う14.34
焼き13.55
つい13.19
参加者13.85
代え14.44
やらかす13.74
手上げ13.61
12.53
思考13.07
14.57
控え室14.33
兄貴13.52
子女14.47
誰も12.77
守る12.66
誘き出す15.05
14.57
頭悪い15.34
慰め13.79
割って入る14.50
未だ12.14
待つ12.41
うん12.39
別に12.69
ても11.96
峨々14.00
シリアス14.50
男性13.02
いや12.14
抱く12.83
嫌がる13.66
しかし12.08
人間12.21
報告12.76
宙ぶらりん15.20
びっくりした13.91
おお12.89
とっても13.57

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