The Day I Started Growing Out My Hair

The Day I Started Growing Out My Hair

塩瀬 晶

She was more precious than anyone, more beloved than anyone—my childhood friend. Until that day, that moment. The summer before high school entrance exams. One day, as I studied in my room as usual with my childhood friend, whom I had harbored a long unrequited love for, she suddenly said "I got a boyfriend" and smiled beautifully, like a flower blooming. I managed to swallow my shock and whispered "Congratulations," and she responded with a smile, "Thank you." Then, as if to stop my breath, she uttered certain words. "I hate you." ────This is a story about finding your true self from a long, long unrequited love. ※Participation work in the Hoshi Hana Girls Project, 7th installment. No impact if read standalone.

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Statistics

Reading Time
69 min
Words 2,852
Sentences 245
Characters 5,524
Unique Words 926
1-Occurrence Words
568
Unique Kanji 569
1-Occurrence Kanji
256
Avg Word Difficulty 2.13
Avg Sentence Length 11.6

Word List (926 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
見つめる42.75
こんな42.33
そうして42.85
のか41.74
丈41.71
目41.99
の様に42.34
また42.19
志望校45.63
摂る44.03
でも41.70
両親43.20
縁側44.56
ても31.96
誰にでも34.11
貴女33.21
甘いもの34.26
哭く32.05
父32.83
ずっと32.68
往く33.36
のに32.21
何処か33.67
女子33.33
ばかり32.53
として31.89
だろう31.78
泣く33.07
出来る32.15
ぼんやり33.52
けれど32.43
身体32.49
夏休み33.96
何度33.72
遠く33.08
星33.09
やけに33.73
調べ33.20
甘い33.09
大切33.25
続ける32.56
伸ばす33.00
嗚呼34.55
ホットミルク35.11
や31.75
パソコン34.05
ハンカチ33.89
良い32.17
食卓34.11
他32.34
急激33.84
なさい32.85
熱い33.28
か31.46
歩度32.23
名32.55
がし33.14
母32.96
見学33.76
吐く32.90
持つ32.02
それから32.79
部屋32.30
玄関33.59
頬32.86
はい32.31
痛く33.78
花32.84
痺れ33.96
徐々に33.30
何32.09
苦しい33.37
学園32.98
心臓33.28
写真33.57
なら32.00
匜32.76
向かう32.31
短い33.10
座る32.78
感情32.86
大嫌い34.30
日々33.25
である31.76
触れる33.08
耳32.73
には31.57
掛け33.00
音32.39
北31.89
世界32.18
怒る32.88
始める32.48
扉32.66
欲しい22.46
付け22.69
恋愛対象24.87
でしょう22.49
へと22.14
ゆっくり22.72

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