The Day I Started Growing Out My Hair

The Day I Started Growing Out My Hair

塩瀬 晶

She was more precious than anyone, more beloved than anyone—my childhood friend. Until that day, that moment. The summer before high school entrance exams. One day, as I studied in my room as usual with my childhood friend, whom I had harbored a long unrequited love for, she suddenly said "I got a boyfriend" and smiled beautifully, like a flower blooming. I managed to swallow my shock and whispered "Congratulations," and she responded with a smile, "Thank you." Then, as if to stop my breath, she uttered certain words. "I hate you." ────This is a story about finding your true self from a long, long unrequited love. ※Participation work in the Hoshi Hana Girls Project, 7th installment. No impact if read standalone.

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Statistics

Reading Time
69 min
Words 2,852
Sentences 245
Characters 5,524
Unique Words 926
1-Occurrence Words
568
Unique Kanji 569
1-Occurrence Kanji
256
Avg Word Difficulty 2.13
Avg Sentence Length 11.6

Word List (926 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
12.15
寄せる13.71
つとめて15.01
零れる14.17
悪い12.37
掬う14.43
低い12.95
伸び13.37
与え12.95
あーあー14.69
取っ13.00
12.96
勢家13.43
近付き14.45
塗装13.70
返り14.46
失恋14.57
会う12.62
自戒15.16
驚く12.62
一度も13.58
挙げた13.28
呼び掛け14.58
お構いなし14.42
一人で12.92
13.38
上手13.75
天井13.32
自嘲14.04
食い13.66
悪口14.23
飛んで13.00
書く12.69
ずらす13.99
触れ合う14.26
時期13.35
13.30
です11.71
思い出す12.70
片手間14.64
詰まり12.59
何の気なしに15.03
可惜13.37
笑い12.95
立つ12.58
あっという間に13.49
文句13.23
振り返る12.95
12.33
示し13.48
覚える13.07
澄む13.92
伝える12.98
起因14.52
とは言え12.60
自由13.33
溶ける13.59
身体中14.35
傷つける13.50
そこで12.74
諦めの境地15.36
ちらほら14.10
僧尼12.52
私達12.90
もの自体16.16
泣き13.33
項目14.03
入浴14.23
行動12.64
クラス13.02
ってば13.84
不意に13.38
求め13.14
どうして12.71
さえも13.68
偏差値15.26
誰も12.77
ても良い12.90
挨拶12.94
口腔14.78
ついて来る14.06
貰える13.04
どう12.34
中々12.84
迄に13.09
反応12.69
震わせる13.45
口を開く13.33
鼓膜14.35
当たる13.06
詰まる13.59
心地良い14.44
瞬間12.61
じゃねぇ13.48
12.43
私立学校16.27
生まれ13.27
多い12.52
だろうか12.42
13.51

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