The childhood friend who had always been with me apparently won't be dating me.

My childhood friend is a beautiful girl with honey-colored hair, clear blue eyes like a pristine lake, and porcelain-like white skin. However, at the same time, she was taciturn, stubborn, self-centered, and a very difficult child to deal with. Until now, I've always been with her, and there were times I thought things might continue that way forever. But someday, we'll probably part ways. Because, it seems, she has no intention of being in a relationship with me.