A place close to yet far from the sea

At 25 years old, I visit an aquarium near the sea after being dumped by my lover. Ever since I became able to go to the aquarium alone, I've continued visiting regularly, even purchasing an annual pass, and whenever I experience some major shock, I come here to clear my memories. And this time, I visit the aquarium to settle the shocking memory of being dumped by my lover and to finally let go of my feelings for them.