I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
1320.56
1130.28
830.41
800.48
650.54
彼女461.98
420.77
330.86
311.50
291.04
280.48
言葉211.96
こと211.30
なる211.37
211.29
いる191.00
その191.44
思う181.61
141.04
くれる141.97
そんな131.84
ご免なさい133.18
だった131.58
この121.58
様に111.76
から111.17
気持ち112.61
112.30
しまう112.03
しまった112.19
れる101.22
101.38
待つ102.41
して91.31
91.97
強い92.36
そして91.87
好き92.59
同じ82.31
72.68
72.53
そう71.75
だから71.99
あの72.00
何時も72.58
一緒に62.46
62.26
62.05
ずっと62.68
分かる62.00
61.16
自分61.91
熱い63.28
62.02
呉れ手62.75
こんな52.33
付き合う53.28
ありがとう52.86
見える52.26
けど51.79
51.89
もう52.11
謝る53.20
伝える52.98
51.86
51.46
無い52.25
でも41.70
の様に42.34
哭く42.05
ても41.96
まで41.84
幸せ42.99
42.24
収まる43.44
一年前44.33
よう42.31
ご免43.00
何を42.46
41.91
41.97
42.13
ない41.61
聴く43.95
のか41.74
それを42.10
泣く43.07
出来る42.15
それで42.44
41.64
本当32.77
もっと32.63
悲しい33.34
32.82
32.69
どんなに33.61
31.71
しっかり32.79
する31.24
感謝32.96
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