I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
て1320.56
の1130.28
を830.41
が800.48
に650.54
彼女461.98
と420.77
で330.86
私311.50
も291.04
は280.48
言葉211.96
こと211.30
なる211.37
板211.29
その191.44
いる191.00
思う181.61
な141.04
くれる141.97
そんな131.84
ご免なさい133.18
だった131.58
この121.58
口112.30
様に111.76
しまった112.19
から111.17
気持ち112.61
しまう112.03
下101.38
れる101.22
待つ102.41
強い92.36
して91.31
今91.97
好き92.59
そして91.87
同じ82.31
胸72.68
そう71.75
あの72.00
何時も72.58
だから71.99
日72.53
呉れ手62.75
ずっと62.68
時62.26
自分61.91
声62.02
だ61.16
分かる62.00
熱い63.28
一緒に62.46
せ62.05
付き合う53.28
ありがとう52.86
伝える52.98
けど51.79
無い52.25
謝る53.20
中51.86
もう52.11
北51.89
見える52.26
か51.46
こんな52.33
のか41.74
気42.13
の様に42.34
出来る42.15
但42.24
まで41.84
ご免43.00
顔41.91
哭く42.05
よう42.31
収まる43.44
何を42.46
それを42.10
ても41.96
でも41.70
一年前44.33
ない41.61
それで42.44
聴く43.95
手41.97
泣く43.07
幸せ42.99
ね41.64
白い32.82
素直33.05
のだ31.65
心から33.54
する31.24
だろうか32.42
のに32.21
表情32.35
そうして32.85
何32.09
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