I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
1320.56
1130.28
830.41
800.48
650.54
彼女461.98
420.77
330.86
311.50
291.04
280.48
こと211.30
言葉211.96
なる211.37
211.29
その191.44
いる191.00
思う181.61
くれる141.97
141.04
ご免なさい133.18
だった131.58
そんな131.84
この121.58
しまった112.19
から111.17
気持ち112.61
様に111.76
しまう112.03
112.30
れる101.22
待つ102.41
101.38
91.97
そして91.87
好き92.59
強い92.36
して91.31
同じ82.31
だから71.99
何時も72.58
72.68
72.53
あの72.00
そう71.75
62.02
62.05
ずっと62.68
呉れ手62.75
一緒に62.46
分かる62.00
熱い63.28
61.16
自分61.91
62.26
51.46
伝える52.98
51.86
ありがとう52.86
謝る53.20
見える52.26
51.89
付き合う53.28
けど51.79
無い52.25
もう52.11
こんな52.33
哭く42.05
一年前44.33
でも41.70
42.24
聴く43.95
ない41.61
収まる43.44
まで41.84
の様に42.34
それで42.44
ても41.96
何を42.46
出来る42.15
41.64
それを42.10
42.13
よう42.31
のか41.74
41.91
幸せ42.99
泣く43.07
ご免43.00
41.97
と言う31.58
より32.31
抱き締める33.91
32.09
どんなに33.61
よりも32.48
今日は32.66
当然32.54
ドキドキ33.90
漏れ33.65
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