I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
なんて12.13
突然12.92
たり12.26
胸を締め付ける15.40
使う12.10
預け13.62
12.81
12.89
仕丁13.25
佐賀13.23
神社14.02
永遠13.70
13.33
呼び出す13.54
13.49
近く12.69
憎らしい14.72
余計13.16
零れ14.11
それに12.23
本能的14.09
誘う13.11
帰り13.48
目頭14.70
思い出13.63
ゆっくり12.72
汲み出す15.70
生まれ13.27
以内12.31
立て13.46
お礼13.28
としたら13.18
惚け14.91
謝罪13.36
感じ12.29
んだ11.80
13.69
付け12.69
12.57
一方13.21
出会う13.16
やがて13.09
せめて13.31
この期に及んで14.39
可愛げ14.50
躊躇い13.91
固い13.50
釣り合い14.80
14.62
いい12.05
とも12.37
私達12.90
12.13
思いきり14.55
出来るだけ13.38
もの11.96
押し込める14.33
求め13.14
12.55
情けない13.50
限界13.15
着ける13.43
と言って12.71
出入り口14.00
若干13.24
厚意14.48
吐息13.83
為に12.22
13.39
気付く12.70
淡い13.61
思い出す12.70
手紙13.07
悪い12.37
もの派12.90
何のことはない14.97
持つ12.02
これ12.15
大人13.10
あんな12.93
意気地15.29
柔らか13.62
度々13.93
気づく12.78
さえ12.89
段々13.84
弱い13.11
凍り付く14.25
何百13.96
緩やか13.90
ぐちゃぐちゃ14.35
改まる14.74
施錠14.71
いるか12.92
掛け13.00
一日一日15.44
恋心14.27
得ない13.43
受け入れ13.34
自分でも13.59
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