I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
下さい12.34
いるか12.92
音12.39
幾重15.02
着ける13.43
微か13.53
としても12.63
お礼13.28
駐輪場15.66
確かめる13.49
筋違い14.81
漏らす13.26
巴豆12.47
と言って12.71
高揚感14.61
掛け13.00
実際に12.99
仕方13.31
もの11.96
赤い12.81
吐く12.90
向こう12.90
上回る13.67
驚き12.99
消える12.71
淡い13.61
押し込める14.33
会う12.62
超える13.25
恋13.39
なのだ12.41
恋心14.27
染まる13.39
し11.60
掛かる13.07
貴女13.21
切れ13.38
配る13.69
そう言う12.36
もう一度13.13
子供12.60
真剣13.16
無骨14.30
逢瀬14.75
そうになった13.59
せる12.17
段々13.84
目頭14.70
お揃い14.44
吐息13.83
奴12.57
涙12.98
郷13.42
悪13.28
確証14.10
止め12.78
深呼吸13.82
にあって13.76
思うように14.09
出す12.43
訳12.81
緩やか13.90
受け入れ13.34
済ませる13.29
度胸14.18
施錠14.71
がら14.21
やがて13.09
得ない13.43
とめど無く15.00
名12.55
鎖13.53
安心感14.20
微塵13.81
現れる12.76
程12.89
立て13.46
に対して12.68
立ち尽くす13.94
真冬14.64
大きく12.61
預け13.62
好く13.97
至る13.38
寒気14.19
痛み13.05
疼く14.52
何百13.96
泣き13.33
整える13.55
なんて12.13
途端に13.56
近く12.69
巻く13.53
え12.39
決壊14.62
束縛14.35
溢れる13.55
寄り道14.38
その手13.34
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