I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
弱い13.11
12.78
何処までも13.59
吹き飛ばす13.31
七日12.50
空く13.28
在る11.55
14.04
である11.76
憧れる13.97
思いきり14.55
硬い13.44
驚く12.62
恥ずかしい13.05
ぐちゃぐちゃ14.35
バクバク14.73
凍える14.42
とっても13.57
心の中13.40
切れ13.38
若干13.24
視線12.32
答え12.75
他愛もない14.68
自分でも13.59
惚け14.91
厚意14.48
悪い12.37
同時に12.65
唯一13.27
間近13.76
どうしよう13.29
12.97
悲しみ13.79
やっぱり12.64
12.23
上回る13.67
何回も14.29
それに12.23
出す12.43
13.20
唯でさえ13.72
怖い12.81
溜まる13.63
固い13.50
12.48
精一杯13.63
信じられない13.47
狂う13.61
続き13.30
幾重15.02
お礼13.28
抑え13.28
なの12.22
地平14.87
二歩14.41
焦る13.35
13.70
神社14.02
何百13.96
13.56
全部12.88
快く14.08
ギリギリ13.53
迸る14.15
添える13.65
12.34
グチャグチャ14.94
所が13.12
これ以上13.04
寒気14.19
ちんちくりん15.13
経験12.96
佐賀13.23
確かめる13.49
ああ12.23
手を回す14.97
涙腺14.84
辿る13.27
淡い13.61
もの派12.90
意思13.20
火照る14.55
永遠13.70
意気地15.29
気を遣う14.78
いい12.05
掛け13.00
強欲14.28
12.68
11.96
12.55
辿々しい15.97
あれから13.70
濡らす14.14
本能的14.09
覚え12.76
さえ12.89
済ませる13.29
せめて13.31
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