I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
1320.56
1130.28
830.41
800.48
650.54
彼女461.98
420.77
330.86
311.50
291.04
280.48
言葉211.96
なる211.37
こと211.30
211.29
いる191.00
その191.44
思う181.61
くれる141.97
141.04
だった131.58
ご免なさい133.18
そんな131.84
この121.58
112.30
様に111.76
しまった112.19
から111.17
しまう112.03
気持ち112.61
待つ102.41
101.38
れる101.22
して91.31
そして91.87
強い92.36
91.97
好き92.59
同じ82.31
72.53
あの72.00
だから71.99
そう71.75
72.68
何時も72.58
62.02
分かる62.00
62.05
呉れ手62.75
自分61.91
熱い63.28
ずっと62.68
62.26
61.16
一緒に62.46
もう52.11
見える52.26
51.86
伝える52.98
無い52.25
51.46
けど51.79
こんな52.33
ありがとう52.86
付き合う53.28
謝る53.20
51.89
それを42.10
のか41.74
何を42.46
それで42.44
ても41.96
聴く43.95
41.64
42.24
収まる43.44
41.91
出来る42.15
でも41.70
ご免43.00
泣く43.07
よう42.31
ない41.61
一年前44.33
まで41.84
幸せ42.99
41.97
の様に42.34
哭く42.05
42.13
今日は32.66
見つめる32.75
もっと32.63
両手32.91
ドキドキ33.90
寒い33.54
感謝32.96
漏れ33.65
抱き締める33.91
のだ31.65
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