I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
て1320.56
の1130.28
を830.41
が800.48
に650.54
彼女461.98
と420.77
で330.86
私311.50
も291.04
は280.48
言葉211.96
なる211.37
こと211.30
板211.29
いる191.00
その191.44
思う181.61
な141.04
くれる141.97
だった131.58
ご免なさい133.18
そんな131.84
この121.58
様に111.76
しまった112.19
口112.30
気持ち112.61
から111.17
しまう112.03
待つ102.41
れる101.22
下101.38
今91.97
強い92.36
好き92.59
して91.31
そして91.87
同じ82.31
そう71.75
だから71.99
胸72.68
あの72.00
日72.53
何時も72.58
だ61.16
時62.26
呉れ手62.75
分かる62.00
熱い63.28
一緒に62.46
自分61.91
声62.02
ずっと62.68
せ62.05
見える52.26
伝える52.98
謝る53.20
付き合う53.28
無い52.25
こんな52.33
中51.86
北51.89
ありがとう52.86
もう52.11
けど51.79
か51.46
の様に42.34
出来る42.15
まで41.84
手41.97
ね41.64
但42.24
ない41.61
収まる43.44
でも41.70
何を42.46
それで42.44
ても41.96
一年前44.33
それを42.10
幸せ42.99
顔41.91
のか41.74
ご免43.00
気42.13
聴く43.95
哭く42.05
泣く43.07
よう42.31
全て32.32
ては32.43
息32.82
表情32.35
寒い33.54
見つめる32.75
悲しい33.34
場所32.27
無意識33.59
のに32.21
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