I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
渡す12.98
すら12.67
お互い13.30
何でも13.05
味13.06
最後12.63
自分でも13.59
奇跡13.58
度目13.68
越し13.68
がら14.21
受け入れる13.42
んだ11.80
感13.39
手放す13.83
辿々しい15.97
吸い込む13.64
淡い13.61
ギリギリ13.53
とっても13.57
何のことはない14.97
汗13.33
躊躇い13.91
信じられない13.47
もう一度13.13
出す12.43
凭れ掛かる14.98
濡らす14.14
余計13.16
整える13.55
なのだ12.41
今も13.35
起こす13.06
何処12.58
何回14.29
不快13.73
緊張13.09
掛け13.00
にあって13.76
火照る14.55
引く12.90
悪い12.37
としても12.63
上回る13.67
重ねる13.62
無骨14.30
心なしか14.07
らしい12.54
人11.87
登り切る15.58
次12.53
真冬14.64
結果12.73
すれば12.59
後押し14.16
少ない12.78
凍り付く14.25
他愛もない14.68
とも12.37
穏やか13.23
以内12.31
改まる14.74
必ず13.13
これ以上13.04
立ち尽くす13.94
さえ12.89
優しい12.76
ちゃんと12.69
地平14.87
その儘12.51
赤い12.81
握り13.58
我がまま13.88
さえも13.68
悲しみ13.79
為に12.22
一瞬にして13.88
辛い13.16
断る13.15
落ちる12.99
動く12.53
度胸14.18
許す12.89
悪13.28
幾重15.02
可愛げ14.50
確かめる13.49
気にかける14.85
最低13.50
バクバク14.73
消し飛ぶ14.16
涙腺14.84
腫れ14.52
焦る13.35
恋13.39
じっくり13.75
全能14.77
開く12.63
気遣い13.79
強欲14.28

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