I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
せめて13.31
押し流す14.57
他愛もない14.68
自分から13.64
変わり13.44
同時に12.65
思うように14.09
柔らか13.62
区切る14.21
毎日のように14.24
一瞬12.69
上回る13.67
消し飛ぶ14.16
本能的14.09
さえ12.89
12.81
申し訳13.60
姿12.21
なんて12.13
気づく12.78
断る13.15
視線12.32
所が13.12
越し13.68
胸を締め付ける15.40
思える12.63
14.04
最低13.50
言う11.56
合わせて13.08
つもり12.48
付け12.69
求め13.14
哀しい14.50
結び14.12
憎らしい14.72
出掛け14.36
たって13.39
です11.71
正面から13.58
唯でさえ13.72
快く14.08
伝え13.05
会う12.62
位置12.95
待った13.67
目頭14.70
ぐちゃぐちゃ14.35
一言13.11
出会う13.16
時に12.57
何回も14.29
寄り道14.38
12.34
巻く13.53
とも12.37
釣り合い14.80
12.86
つつ12.62
憧れる13.97
12.55
二歩14.41
一方13.21
切れ13.38
13.20
開く12.63
答え12.75
12.98
なら12.00
そうになった13.59
其れと12.92
出し12.32
火照る14.55
言い淀む14.52
13.99
思いやり14.57
口づけ14.34
確か12.92
駄目12.86
厚意14.48
嫌う13.34
淡い13.61
届く12.86
至る13.38
お礼13.28
零れ14.11
手を回す14.97
辿る13.27
と言って12.71
現れる12.76
確かめる13.49
そう言えば12.80
弱い13.11
涙腺14.84
深呼吸13.82
飛び跳ねる14.19
12.74
13.44
12.68
12.57

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