I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
やがて13.09
とっても13.57
抑え13.28
出す12.43
凍える14.42
毎日のように14.24
覚え12.76
せる12.17
12.13
さっさと13.12
駐輪場15.66
ものを12.71
目頭14.70
13.33
楽しむ13.09
度目13.68
現れる12.76
出入り口14.00
上回る13.67
13.06
心の中13.40
12.39
情けない13.50
当たり前13.08
近く12.69
握り13.58
動く12.53
13.23
呑む13.66
持つ12.02
姿12.21
お揃い14.44
途端に13.56
12.46
落ちる12.99
意気地15.29
13.67
一日一日15.44
吐く12.90
なの12.22
ああ12.23
一歩13.21
です11.71
どうしよう13.29
地平14.87
すら12.67
止め12.78
眺め13.05
狂う13.61
もの派12.90
だって12.30
甘え13.70
最低13.50
喜び13.37
初めて12.64
掛かる13.07
距離12.79
辿々しい15.97
至る13.38
その手13.34
いるか12.92
準備12.67
納得12.79
渡す12.98
出し12.32
続けて12.85
帰り13.48
得ない13.43
思い出13.63
バクバク14.73
そんな中13.55
仕方13.31
手紙13.07
改まる14.74
その時12.75
確証14.10
一瞬12.69
今でも13.56
である11.76
近い12.79
佐賀13.23
精一杯13.63
ピンと13.97
根気よく15.04
気にかける14.85
12.98
この期に及んで14.39
振り向く13.32
言う11.56
はっきり13.06
重ねる13.62
そこで12.74
12.91
お礼13.28
つもり12.48
思いきり14.55
凭れ掛かる14.98
14.04
12.62
緊張13.09

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