I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Statistics

Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
寒い33.54
身体32.49
31.71
素直33.05
今日は32.66
32.82
見つめる32.75
紡ぐ33.79
本当32.77
場所32.27
とても32.67
と言う31.58
ては32.43
31.96
両手32.91
のだ31.65
考える32.30
漏れ33.65
31.59
こちら32.29
よりも32.48
彼方32.51
一年33.42
考え32.19
決心34.13
震え33.19
心から33.54
口にする33.30
だろうか32.42
白い32.82
石段35.00
そうして32.85
全て32.32
どんなに33.61
当然32.54
抱き締める33.91
もっと32.63
32.69
32.44
する31.24
られる31.68
31.95
のに32.21
32.09
より32.31
辛く34.04
二人22.19
だけど22.44
祝詞23.05
外聞24.52
なのに22.74
先程23.07
に対する22.99
真っすぐ24.54
繰り返し23.34
心臓23.28
決まって23.34
感情22.86
其れだけ22.66
改めて23.04
相手22.18
小走り24.19
様な21.80
程度22.58
込める23.05
ながら21.91
目の前22.63
22.43
とは21.95
不安22.89
階段23.20
仕様22.43
遥かに23.61
22.47
寒さ23.89
残る22.71
まま22.40
整う23.66
聞く21.95
ゴメン24.19
には21.57
了い23.04
直前23.52
マフラー24.46
呼吸23.43
触れる23.08
22.55
感じる22.58
大事22.94
溢れ出す24.59
殊に22.16
早く22.72
23.15
ううん23.63
23.16
言い出し24.32
本心23.75
にして22.30
時間22.25
せい22.98

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