I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Statistics

Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
31.95
彼方32.51
嗚咽34.20
32.69
抱き締める33.91
31.99
全て32.32
する31.24
辛く34.04
より32.31
両手32.91
告白33.52
こちら32.29
31.59
とても32.67
られる31.68
決心34.13
よりも32.48
無意識33.59
身体32.49
寒い33.54
ドキドキ33.90
考え32.19
31.71
32.09
場所32.27
のに32.21
考える32.30
もっと32.63
口にする33.30
と言う31.58
震え33.19
のだ31.65
それでも32.43
31.96
しっかり32.79
感謝32.96
悲しい33.34
一年33.42
当然32.54
ては32.43
素直33.05
32.44
本当32.77
そうして32.85
白い32.82
小走り24.19
一段24.26
止まる22.95
22.23
下ろす23.29
浮かぶ22.94
思い22.61
感じる22.58
改めて23.04
ちゃう22.74
整う23.66
呼吸23.43
にして22.30
23.16
22.31
二人22.19
22.43
込める23.05
遥かに23.61
外聞24.52
全く22.49
21.96
ながら21.91
歩度22.23
溢れ出す24.59
マフラー24.46
寒さ23.89
若しかして23.01
一番22.58
本当に22.34
それは21.95
体温23.99
だろう21.78
あっ21.98
不安22.89
本心23.75
繰り返し23.34
23.15
離れ23.00
駆け寄る23.41
せい22.98
目の前22.63
相手22.18
てる21.65
様な21.80
21.60
22.55
変わらない23.12
心臓23.28
伝わる23.09
甚い23.90
に対する22.99
聞く21.95
直前23.52

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