I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
口にする33.30
心から33.54
こちら32.29
のだ31.65
全て32.32
ては32.43
寒い33.54
だろうか32.42
何32.09
今日は32.66
のに32.21
素直33.05
当然32.54
白い32.82
彼方32.51
しっかり32.79
と言う31.58
ドキドキ33.90
悲しい33.34
考える32.30
抱き締める33.91
られる31.68
どんなに33.61
嗚咽34.20
辛く34.04
さ31.59
見31.96
考え32.19
震え33.19
目31.99
丈31.71
へ31.95
息32.82
とても32.67
決心34.13
告白33.52
漏れ33.65
内32.69
身体32.49
石段35.00
する31.24
見つめる32.75
紡ぐ33.79
一年33.42
よりも32.48
両手32.91
若しかして23.01
触れる23.08
そっと23.14
には21.57
感じる22.58
止まる22.95
長い22.68
近づき23.85
それから22.79
外聞24.52
全く22.49
伝わる23.09
だろう21.78
とか22.08
支え23.37
体温23.99
真っすぐ24.54
込める23.05
甚い23.90
ながら21.91
マフラー24.46
前22.31
とは21.95
聞く21.95
ちゃう22.74
ば21.60
もし22.64
残る22.71
目の前22.63
それが22.31
言い出し24.32
直前23.52
話21.96
二人22.19
祝詞23.05
勇気23.56
了い23.04
相手22.18
早く22.72
ううん23.63
駆け寄る23.41
余裕22.89
塗れ23.95
それは21.95
間22.43
呼吸23.43
時間22.25
繰り返し23.34
をして22.06
なさい22.85
幾22.12
期待22.90
せい22.98
本心23.75

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