I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
改まる14.74
終わる12.44
もの11.96
躊躇い13.91
止め12.78
思わず12.73
そう言う12.36
怖い12.81
立ち止まる13.61
どうしよう13.29
確かに12.39
何より13.02
巻く13.53
じっくり13.75
とも12.37
吐息13.83
13.39
途端に13.56
貴女13.21
憎らしい14.72
恋心14.27
生まれ13.27
気を遣う14.78
総出12.91
押し込める14.33
もう一度13.13
手放す13.83
手を回す14.97
寒気14.19
12.34
に取って12.44
眺め13.05
心の中13.40
驚き12.99
真剣13.16
動く12.53
うじうじ14.93
本能的14.09
気付く12.70
がら14.21
たって13.39
13.33
瞬間12.61
何回も14.29
振り向く13.32
驚く12.62
柔らか13.62
とっても13.57
微か13.53
13.23
弱い13.11
仕丁13.25
12.78
腫れ14.52
14.62
13.20
火照る14.55
好く13.97
今も13.35
零れ落ちる14.75
同時に12.65
立ち尽くす13.94
気遣い13.79
限界13.15
預け13.62
焦る13.35
慰める14.03
根気よく15.04
逢瀬14.75
っぽい13.06
だって12.30
たり12.26
12.91
釣り合い14.80
12.74
最低13.50
最深部14.28
泣き13.33
ちんちくりん15.13
お揃い14.44
13.67
悪い12.37
12.54
その儘12.51
空く13.28
11.96
13.06
ふらつく14.29
精一杯13.63
11.75
笑う12.45
吹き飛ばす13.31
中々12.84
突然12.92
丸で12.60
時に12.57
膨大13.67
何百13.96
思いやり14.57
続けて12.85

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