I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
らしい12.54
狂う13.61
言う11.56
辛い13.16
理性13.79
吐息13.83
向こう12.90
初めて12.64
求め13.14
決壊14.62
溢れる13.55
んだ11.80
総出12.91
としたら13.18
その時12.75
へと12.14
全部12.88
13.23
要領14.07
欲しい12.46
束縛14.35
11.75
膨大13.67
名残惜しい14.26
真っ暗13.97
為に12.22
とも12.37
13.53
12.54
中一15.06
奇跡13.58
何処12.58
12.23
大人13.10
ものを12.71
何か12.12
幾重15.02
大人しく13.26
今でも13.56
驚く12.62
目頭14.70
余計13.16
中々12.84
泣き13.33
13.20
答え12.75
ドクドク15.07
抱え13.09
下さい12.34
悪い12.37
他愛もない14.68
12.39
消える12.71
恋心14.27
誘う13.11
想い13.32
いるか12.92
続き13.30
っぽい13.06
在る11.55
済ませる13.29
待った13.67
思うように14.09
たった一つ14.29
その儘12.51
思いやり14.57
とっても13.57
限界13.15
楽しむ13.09
そこ12.66
としても12.63
13.70
抱え込む14.03
疼く14.52
微か13.53
にあって13.76
超える13.25
12.89
吹き飛ばす13.31
本能的14.09
一旦13.37
14.62
其れと12.92
引っ張る13.35
覚え12.76
思わず12.73
何のことはない14.97
11.96
区切る14.21
泣かせ14.56
心なしか14.07
引く12.90
起きる12.74
準備12.67
さえも13.68
出入り口14.00
貴女13.21
胸を締め付ける15.40
微塵13.81
なんて12.13

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