I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
気遣い13.79
悪13.28
その儘12.51
唯一13.27
いい12.05
と言うのに13.07
程12.89
自分でも13.59
それに12.23
掛け13.00
彼12.13
へと12.14
子供12.60
別12.74
枕13.99
佐賀13.23
恥ずかしい13.05
話をする13.66
すれば12.59
喜び13.37
求め13.14
せる12.17
やっぱり12.64
所12.78
最深部14.28
大人13.10
為に12.22
現れる12.76
どうしよう13.29
引っ張る13.35
意気地15.29
懸12.62
昇る13.81
駐輪場15.66
溢れる13.55
一旦13.37
動く12.53
もの派12.90
自分から13.64
他愛もない14.68
ああ12.23
そう言えば12.80
預け13.62
ものを12.71
消える12.71
冬13.20
手放す13.83
弱い13.11
地平14.87
思わず12.73
この期に及んで14.39
汗13.33
許す12.89
重ねる13.62
そうになった13.59
情けない13.50
思い出す12.70
落ちる12.99
手を回す14.97
泣かせ14.56
鍵13.33
休みなく15.11
っぽい13.06
胸を締め付ける15.40
凛々しい14.11
確かめる13.49
さっさと13.12
先12.68
と共に12.60
確か12.92
優しい12.76
傍13.23
感じ12.29
終わる12.44
応え13.72
爪先14.47
悪い12.37
感13.39
し11.60
これ12.15
方11.96
準備12.67
緊張13.09
生まれ13.27
瞬間12.61
想い13.32
握り13.58
段々13.84
鎖13.53
辿々しい15.97
熱13.20
飛び跳ねる14.19
思える12.63
吐き出す13.41
け13.49
一杯一杯15.24
溜まる13.63
上12.23
もう一度13.13
バクバク14.73

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