I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
21.96
22.23
早く22.72
まま22.40
触れる23.08
近づき23.85
22.55
感じる22.58
時間22.25
22.47
呼吸23.43
直前23.52
外聞24.52
繰り返し23.34
今日22.61
塗れ23.95
23.16
一番22.58
マフラー24.46
先程23.07
てる21.65
にして22.30
思い22.61
残る22.71
心臓23.28
歩度22.23
21.60
下ろす23.29
本心23.75
駆け寄る23.41
とは21.95
其れだけ22.66
真っすぐ24.54
相手22.18
をして22.06
体温23.99
変わらない23.12
聞く21.95
出る22.34
ゴメン24.19
大事22.94
言い出し24.32
仕様22.43
だけど22.44
ううん23.63
もし22.64
祝詞23.05
伝わる23.09
ちゃう22.74
には21.57
許す12.89
落ちる12.99
と言うのに13.07
13.69
苦手13.32
焦る13.35
零れ14.11
度目13.68
胸を締め付ける15.40
可愛げ14.50
どうしよう13.29
嬉しい12.74
緩やか13.90
見栄14.43
重ねる13.62
確かめる13.49
もの11.96
所で13.30
正面から13.58
疼く14.52
吹き飛ばす13.31
気遣い13.79
寄り道14.38
穏やか13.23
バクバク14.73
立ち止まる13.61
固い13.50
やっぱり12.64
頷く12.55
続き13.30
迸る14.15
今でも13.56
済ませる13.29
あれから13.70
帰り13.48
最深部14.28
ドクドク15.07
12.23
13.44
結果12.73
唯でさえ13.72
話をする13.66
狂う13.61
濡らす14.14
何でも13.05
とめど無く15.00
14.04
吐き出す13.41
これ12.15
痛み13.05

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