I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
今日22.61
其れだけ22.66
22.43
小走り24.19
勇気23.56
言い出し24.32
せい22.98
だけど22.44
21.60
22.47
階段23.20
なさい22.85
には21.57
それが22.31
繰り返し23.34
相手22.18
長い22.68
依托24.68
一段24.26
ゴメン24.19
目の前22.63
23.15
とは21.95
22.73
止まる22.95
早く22.72
変わらない23.12
大事22.94
では21.75
真っすぐ24.54
直前23.52
22.31
近づき23.85
遥かに23.61
駆け寄る23.41
感じる22.58
祝詞23.05
ながら21.91
体温23.99
本心23.75
塗れ23.95
感情22.86
出る22.34
22.12
あっ21.98
暑い23.77
をして22.06
21.96
それは21.95
伸ばす23.00
そんな中13.55
情けない13.50
厚意14.48
続く12.90
痛み13.05
佐賀13.23
思わず12.73
飛び跳ねる14.19
たって13.39
応え13.72
さっさと13.12
12.57
振り向く13.32
何か12.12
感じ12.29
自分で12.97
癇癪14.59
確証14.10
憧れる13.97
何処までも13.59
微か13.53
無骨14.30
出す12.43
止め12.78
身動きが取れない14.79
限界13.15
14.62
瞬間12.61
見つかる13.09
迸る14.15
もの派12.90
たった13.33
永遠13.70
どうしよう13.29
なんて12.13
自分から13.64
13.20
へと12.14
受け入れ13.34
思いやり14.57
後押し14.16
染まる13.39
その時12.75
女らしい14.41
引っ張る13.35
全能14.77
この期に及んで14.39
出会う13.16
13.44
なのだ12.41

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