I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
には21.57
一番22.58
そっと23.14
二人22.19
先程23.07
呼吸23.43
一段24.26
もし22.64
込める23.05
間22.43
では21.75
本当に22.34
歩度22.23
来22.47
離れ23.00
時間22.25
駆け寄る23.41
遥かに23.61
出る22.34
了い23.04
言い出し24.32
それは21.95
相手22.18
寒さ23.89
とは21.95
長い22.68
暑い23.77
浮かぶ22.94
をして22.06
本心23.75
あっ21.98
まま22.40
なのに22.74
外聞24.52
不安22.89
余裕22.89
支え23.37
だろう21.78
それが22.31
聞く21.95
頭22.23
殊に22.16
話21.96
勇気23.56
階段23.20
期待22.90
下ろす23.29
てる21.65
言える22.62
ば21.60
駄目12.86
出来るだけ13.38
彼12.13
堰14.88
毎週14.55
この期に及んで14.39
要領14.07
何より13.02
一日一日15.44
それに12.23
他12.34
吸い込む13.64
もの11.96
あんな12.93
添える13.65
である11.76
たった一つ14.29
悪い12.37
出入り口14.00
け13.49
へと12.14
すら12.67
断る13.15
蒲14.62
じっくり13.75
唯でさえ13.72
合わせて13.08
はっきり13.06
抑え13.28
何十13.81
ああ12.23
幾重15.02
理性13.79
束縛14.35
悲しみ13.79
一瞬12.69
丸で12.60
地平14.87
されど14.23
一度12.79
至る13.38
やがて13.09
真っ暗13.97
以内12.31
自分でも13.59
気にかける14.85
恋心14.27
淡い13.61
その時12.75
そこで12.74

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