I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
哀しい14.50
私達12.90
12.89
14.04
帰り13.48
これ12.15
さっさと13.12
目頭14.70
何回も14.29
なの12.22
高揚感14.61
13.33
感じ12.29
わざわざ13.09
13.20
準備12.67
意思13.20
それに12.23
12.54
胸を締め付ける15.40
じっくり13.75
預け13.62
越し13.68
一杯一杯15.24
握り13.58
はっきり13.06
為に12.22
と言って12.71
申し訳13.60
12.23
無くても13.52
ちゃんと12.69
吐く12.90
14.33
仕方13.31
唯一13.27
バクバク14.73
としたら13.18
正面から13.58
ピンと13.97
限界13.15
辿る13.27
立ち尽くす13.94
出入り口14.00
何のことはない14.97
焦る13.35
と共に12.60
ドクドク15.07
これ以上13.04
抱え13.09
自分から13.64
12.13
ギリギリ13.53
そこで12.74
不快13.73
強欲14.28
怖い12.81
一瞬12.69
がら14.21
一旦13.37
遠く13.08
一日一日15.44
合わせて13.08
辛い13.16
終わる12.44
だからこそ12.92
に取って12.44
頷く12.55
切れ13.38
途端に13.56
弱い13.11
憧れる13.97
度胸14.18
落ちる12.99
束縛14.35
へと12.14
添える13.65
起きる12.74
13.44
汲み出す15.70
11.87
七日12.50
他愛もない14.68
です11.71
ものを12.71
すれば12.59
情けない13.50
何十13.81
真冬14.64
12.88
惚け14.91
経験12.96
交じり合う15.66
気にかける14.85
12.74
ふらつく14.29
驚く12.62
14.62
名残惜しい14.26
近い12.79

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