I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
13.56
哀しい14.50
高揚感14.61
に取って12.44
切れ13.38
振り向く13.32
自分から13.64
可愛げ14.50
釣り合い14.80
我がまま13.88
途端に13.56
安心感14.20
感じ12.29
ああ12.23
甘え13.70
度目13.68
引っ張る13.35
さえ12.89
何処までも13.59
想い13.32
いい12.05
合わせて13.08
目頭14.70
12.34
泣き13.33
為に12.22
話をする13.66
狂う13.61
胸を締め付ける15.40
近い12.79
凛々しい14.11
心の中13.40
見つかる13.09
呑む13.66
溜まる13.63
謝罪13.36
意思13.20
交じり合う15.66
12.88
11.96
配る13.69
あれから13.70
抱え13.09
出す12.43
重ねる13.62
汲み出す15.70
思うように14.09
奇跡13.58
辛い13.16
思いきり14.55
済ませる13.29
何回14.29
に加えて13.96
改まる14.74
14.62
と共に12.60
一杯一杯15.24
境内14.79
じっくり13.75
経験12.96
下さい12.34
13.28
13.33
14.88
起こす13.06
受け入れる13.42
出し12.32
付け12.69
13.69
笑う12.45
束縛14.35
ちゃんと12.69
出来るだけ13.38
いるか12.92
一歩13.21
押し込める14.33
寒気14.19
13.49
どうしよう13.29
としても12.63
嫌う13.34
唯一13.27
12.89
そう言う12.36
気遣い13.79
11.87
動く12.53
確証14.10
涙腺14.84
グチャグチャ14.94
思い出す12.70
地平14.87
断る13.15
12.68
誘う13.11
苦手13.32
納得12.79
震える13.32
つもり12.48
柔らか13.62

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