I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
だからこそ12.92
所12.78
結び14.12
次12.53
一旦13.37
今でも13.56
弱い13.11
ピンと13.97
終わる12.44
配る13.69
瞬間12.61
気を遣う14.78
見つかる13.09
毎日のように14.24
距離12.79
位置12.95
想い13.32
すら12.67
汗13.33
遠く13.08
全部12.88
それよりも13.35
涙腺14.84
待った13.67
怖い12.81
休みなく15.11
お礼13.28
憧れる13.97
厚意14.48
度目13.68
大人しく13.26
神社14.02
いるか12.92
一言13.11
喜び13.37
途端に13.56
自分でも13.59
厳重13.97
っぽい13.06
引く12.90
悲しみ13.79
中一15.06
抱え込む14.03
着く13.05
たって13.39
続けて12.85
わざわざ13.09
現れる12.76
登り切る15.58
会う12.62
余計13.16
可愛げ14.50
濡らす14.14
大人13.10
ものを12.71
それに12.23
少ない12.78
したい12.75
意気地15.29
泣き13.33
凭れ掛かる14.98
越し13.68
そこで12.74
爪先14.47
つつ12.62
私達12.90
さえも13.68
鍵13.33
そんな中13.55
緊張13.09
これ12.15
確証14.10
何処12.58
続く12.90
程12.89
心なしか14.07
申し訳13.60
生まれ13.27
堰14.88
答え12.75
疼く14.52
何十13.81
唯でさえ13.72
何回14.29
たった13.33
仕丁13.25
駐輪場15.66
中々12.84
嬉しい12.74
なの12.22
思い出13.63
としたら13.18
出入り口14.00
どうしよう13.29
気遣い13.79
唯一13.27
限界13.15
済ませる13.29
渦13.69
無骨14.30

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