I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
着く13.05
一歩13.21
地平14.87
何回も14.29
続き13.30
怖い12.81
時に12.57
口づけ14.34
バクバク14.73
そう言えば12.80
痛み13.05
握り13.58
14.88
それに12.23
格好13.19
11.60
実際に12.99
溜まる13.63
12.54
12.48
姿12.21
余すことなく14.91
疼く14.52
結果12.73
柔らか13.62
一瞬12.69
佐賀13.23
ならない12.51
吐き出す13.41
せる12.17
総出12.91
唯でさえ13.72
疲労13.56
起きる12.74
零れ落ちる14.75
火照る14.55
思いやり14.57
真冬14.64
11.75
続く12.90
洪水14.64
越し13.68
んだ11.80
としても12.63
見開く13.32
甘え13.70
14.62
出し12.32
休みなく15.11
大人しく13.26
一方13.21
全部12.88
身動きが取れない14.79
真剣13.16
毎週14.55
14.33
これ以上13.04
伝え13.05
気にかける14.85
12.74
続けて12.85
引く12.90
ちんちくりん15.13
13.99
受け入れ13.34
神社14.02
好く13.97
謝罪13.36
根気よく15.04
吐息13.83
あんな12.93
微塵13.81
少ない12.78
心の中13.40
寒気14.19
初めて12.64
なんて12.13
出入り口14.00
決壊14.62
12.68
硬い13.44
意気地15.29
やっぱり12.64
驚き12.99
13.42
預け13.62
一杯一杯15.24
情けない13.50
凍える14.42
中一15.06
濡らす14.14
束縛14.35
限界13.15
着ける13.43
自分から13.64
直接13.02
唯一13.27
緩やか13.90
哀しい14.50
凛々しい14.11

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