I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
もう一度13.13
格好13.19
じっくり13.75
グチャグチャ14.94
なの12.22
自分でも13.59
零れ14.11
返し13.12
淡い13.61
何処までも13.59
渡す12.98
痛み13.05
正面から13.58
やっぱり12.64
何回も14.29
距離12.79
押し流す14.57
だからこそ12.92
だって12.30
洪水14.64
度目13.68
合わせて13.08
郷13.42
届く12.86
疲労13.56
呼び出す13.54
涙12.98
脈打つ14.56
です11.71
瞬間12.61
突然12.92
恋13.39
せめて13.31
お互い13.30
要領14.07
間近13.76
いい12.05
気にかける14.85
度胸14.18
下さい12.34
とも12.37
確かめる13.49
鍵13.33
これ以上13.04
ものを12.71
一瞬にして13.88
感13.39
許す12.89
お揃い14.44
とっても13.57
と共に12.60
決壊14.62
消える12.71
枕13.99
さえも13.68
確か12.92
迸る14.15
抑え13.28
全能14.77
度々13.93
仕丁13.25
柔らか13.62
見栄14.43
納得12.79
精一杯13.63
口づけ14.34
所が13.12
ああ12.23
続けて12.85
すら12.67
ドクドク15.07
見つかる13.09
断る13.15
っぽい13.06
蓋13.70
そこ12.66
無くても13.52
漏らす13.26
出す12.43
上回る13.67
為に12.22
堰14.88
ちんちくりん15.13
凭れ掛かる14.98
受け入れ13.34
巻く13.53
わざわざ13.09
弱い13.11
交じり合う15.66
姿12.21
言う11.56
逢瀬14.75
意思13.20
神社14.02
がら14.21
抱く12.83
超える13.25
帰り13.48
心12.57
添える13.65

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