I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
11.96
固い13.50
どれだけ13.08
気づく12.78
これ以上13.04
穏やか13.23
交じり合う15.66
狂う13.61
さっさと13.12
返し13.12
整える13.55
すら12.67
心の中13.40
12.97
と言うのに13.07
痛み13.05
意味12.49
気にかける14.85
それに12.23
二歩14.41
濡らす14.14
言い淀む14.52
バクバク14.73
あれから13.70
だって12.30
後押し14.16
至る13.38
準備12.67
一言13.11
想い13.32
境内14.79
最後12.63
合わせて13.08
思わず12.73
ものを12.71
断る13.15
度々13.93
何か12.12
姿12.21
越し13.68
優しい12.76
緩やか13.90
一歩13.21
思いきり14.55
淡い13.61
たった一つ14.29
14.04
12.57
とめど無く15.00
12.74
呑む13.66
全能14.77
一日一日15.44
腫れ14.52
遠く13.08
同時に12.65
その時12.75
瞬間12.61
13.70
12.39
寄り道14.38
最低13.50
出し12.32
泣き13.33
わざわざ13.09
微か13.53
私達12.90
頷く12.55
恥ずかしい13.05
すれば12.59
手放す13.83
限界13.15
何回も14.29
近く12.69
段々13.84
楽しむ13.09
せる12.17
消える12.71
話をする13.66
駐輪場15.66
当たり前13.08
13.28
神社14.02
許す12.89
要領14.07
着ける13.43
お揃い14.44
たった13.33
12.81
掛かる13.07
求め13.14
施錠14.71
ぐちゃぐちゃ14.35
束縛14.35
これ12.15
見つかる13.09
13.99
疲労13.56
もの11.96
ちんちくりん15.13

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