I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
所が13.12
筋違い14.81
12.89
貴女13.21
13.06
そう言えば12.80
施錠14.71
自分でも13.59
自分で12.97
思える12.63
消し飛ぶ14.16
強欲14.28
向こう12.90
濡らす14.14
ああ12.23
厚意14.48
呼び出す13.54
爪先14.47
零れ落ちる14.75
一度12.79
子供12.60
情けない13.50
に取って12.44
せめて13.31
欲しい12.46
初めて12.64
釣り合い14.80
12.68
引っ張る13.35
12.39
目頭14.70
覚え12.76
呼び出し13.79
悲しみ13.79
12.54
例え13.46
13.69
つつ12.62
寒気14.19
起こす13.06
厳重13.97
真冬14.64
抱く12.83
消える12.71
謝罪13.36
13.20
心の中13.40
お揃い14.44
に加えて13.96
思うように14.09
見つかる13.09
仕丁13.25
言い淀む14.52
恥ずかしい13.05
嬉しい12.74
慰める14.03
そう言う12.36
がら14.21
生まれ13.27
渡す12.98
13.33
姿12.21
身動きが取れない14.79
だって12.30
一日一日15.44
何か12.12
12.86
なの12.22
いい12.05
相手22.18
了い23.04
残る22.71
一番22.58
下ろす23.29
ちゃう22.74
22.55
余裕22.89
ううん23.63
感情22.86
暑い23.77
全く22.49
塗れ23.95
にして22.30
浮かぶ22.94
程度22.58
其れだけ22.66
なぁ22.56
離れ23.00
まま22.40
思い22.61
なのに22.74
とか22.08
22.73
それは21.95
溢れ出す24.59
歩度22.23
に対する22.99
本心23.75
言える22.62
には21.57

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