I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Statistics

Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
13.99
あれから13.70
続き13.30
可愛げ14.50
飛び跳ねる14.19
焦る13.35
口づけ14.34
話をする13.66
そうになった13.59
起きる12.74
思い出す12.70
限界13.15
必ず13.13
瞬間12.61
休みなく15.11
若干13.24
変わり13.44
11.75
14.04
弱い13.11
其れと12.92
そう言う12.36
一言13.11
一瞬にして13.88
待った13.67
吐く12.90
震える13.32
誘う13.11
13.39
13.44
たった13.33
11.96
ちゃんと12.69
出掛け14.36
微塵13.81
間近13.76
上回る13.67
にあって13.76
13.23
時に12.57
緩やか13.90
とも12.37
済ませる13.29
突然12.92
釣り合い14.80
段々13.84
続く12.90
立ち尽くす13.94
一旦13.37
12.13
見栄14.43
整える13.55
淡い13.61
好く13.97
さえ12.89
思いきり14.55
楽しむ13.09
吹き飛ばす13.31
買う12.81
立て13.46
辿々しい15.97
神社14.02
続けて12.85
七日12.50
何回も14.29
12.88
12.68
12.57
何か12.12
とは21.95
触れる23.08
一番22.58
二人22.19
思い22.61
様な21.80
少し22.13
若しかして23.01
ゴメン24.19
呼吸23.43
外聞24.52
其れだけ22.66
22.73
長い22.68
とか22.08
早く22.72
目の前22.63
それから22.79
伝わる23.09
てる21.65
なぁ22.56
まま22.40
甚い23.90
あっ21.98
にして22.30
それは21.95
には21.57
言い出し24.32
マフラー24.46
近づき23.85
遥かに23.61

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