I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
度々13.93
自分でも13.59
なの12.22
やがて13.09
整える13.55
要領14.07
意思13.20
例え13.46
昇る13.81
一度12.79
恥ずかしい13.05
なんて12.13
飛び跳ねる14.19
悲しみ13.79
ならない12.51
預け13.62
一瞬にして13.88
正13.56
段々13.84
に対して12.68
とも12.37
呼び出し13.79
身12.54
済ませる13.29
渡す12.98
苦手13.32
慰める14.03
どれだけ13.08
最後12.63
総出12.91
根気よく15.04
巴豆12.47
さえも13.68
もの派12.90
所が13.12
思いやり14.57
一瞬12.69
やっぱり12.64
掛かる13.07
後押し14.16
と言って12.71
そこ12.66
気にかける14.85
何か12.12
汗13.33
応え13.72
欲しい12.46
真冬14.64
所12.78
へと12.14
貴女13.21
永遠13.70
思い出13.63
越し13.68
方11.96
ああ12.23
心12.57
戸惑う13.51
毎日のように14.24
焦る13.35
喜び13.37
あれから13.70
唯一13.27
気を遣う14.78
一旦13.37
呑む13.66
どうしよう13.29
何百13.96
址12.54
本心23.75
唇23.15
それが22.31
それは21.95
マフラー24.46
呼吸23.43
本当に22.34
来22.47
伸ばす23.00
程度22.58
なさい22.85
とか22.08
なぁ22.56
それから22.79
歩度22.23
暑い23.77
溢れ出す24.59
まま22.40
止まる22.95
には21.57
間22.43
感情22.86
耳22.73
支え23.37
心臓23.28
直前23.52
あっ21.98
塗れ23.95
残る22.71
前22.31
期待22.90

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