I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
脈打つ14.56
添える13.65
どうしよう13.29
吸い込む13.64
に加えて13.96
起きる12.74
手放す13.83
目頭14.70
一歩13.21
されど14.23
所で13.30
不快13.73
昇る13.81
14.04
憎らしい14.72
この期に及んで14.39
溜まる13.63
一瞬12.69
あんな12.93
だからこそ12.92
ぐちゃぐちゃ14.35
得ない13.43
落ちる12.99
思うように14.09
そう言う12.36
本能的14.09
引っ張る13.35
格好13.19
13.20
寒気14.19
動く12.53
幾重15.02
感じ12.29
13.56
抱え13.09
掛かる13.07
いるか12.92
驚き12.99
溢れる13.55
である11.76
12.68
頷く12.55
少ない12.78
もの11.96
13.44
佐賀13.23
今でも13.56
それよりも13.35
下さい12.34
何より13.02
使う12.10
ピンと13.97
苦手13.32
12.39
汲み出す15.70
12.86
続く12.90
もの派12.90
戸惑う13.51
お揃い14.44
何回も14.29
確か12.92
為す13.89
恋心14.27
12.39
抱く12.83
巴豆12.47
ならない12.51
全部12.88
瞬間12.61
その時12.75
立て13.46
意思13.20
12.55
怖い12.81
届く12.86
泣き13.33
可愛げ14.50
真っ暗13.97
要領14.07
お礼13.28
真冬14.64
為に12.22
出掛け14.36
余計13.16
伝え13.05
漏らす13.26
仕方13.31
躊躇い13.91
すれば12.59
近い12.79
何処12.58
限界13.15
らしい12.54
深呼吸13.82
毎日のように14.24
出し12.32
に取って12.44
っぽい13.06
大きく12.61

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