I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
貴女13.21
総出12.91
駄目12.86
買う12.81
震える13.32
今も13.35
その時12.75
一杯一杯15.24
意味12.49
ぐちゃぐちゃ14.35
せめて13.31
一瞬12.69
方11.96
頷く12.55
ドクドク15.07
枕13.99
会う12.62
え12.39
切れ13.38
応え13.72
準備12.67
度胸14.18
得ない13.43
話をする13.66
漏らす13.26
駐輪場15.66
一日一日15.44
疼く14.52
確証14.10
に取って12.44
何でも13.05
突然12.92
振り向く13.32
そう言う12.36
居る12.39
とも12.37
下さい12.34
優しい12.76
人11.87
姿12.21
鎖13.53
其れと12.92
他愛もない14.68
溜まる13.63
何回14.29
先12.68
冬13.20
奇跡13.58
逢瀬14.75
伝え13.05
超える13.25
大人しく13.26
これ以上13.04
渦13.69
束縛14.35
済ませる13.29
気遣い13.79
側12.68
佐賀13.23
当たり前13.08
消える12.71
眺め13.05
出す12.43
仕丁13.25
添える13.65
言い淀む14.52
呼び出し13.79
預け13.62
毎週14.55
少ない12.78
寒気14.19
身12.54
弱い13.11
二歩14.41
出入り口14.00
へと12.14
毎日のように14.24
唯でさえ13.72
鍵13.33
一歩13.21
何十13.81
為に12.22
怖い12.81
女12.48
一旦13.37
笑う12.45
そう言えば12.80
配る13.69
持つ12.02
誘う13.11
ものを12.71
休みなく15.11
疲労13.56
たって13.39
傍13.23
改まる14.74
若干13.24
意思13.20
抑え13.28
どうしよう13.29

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