I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
地平14.87
女らしい14.41
申し訳13.60
一度12.79
渡す12.98
後押し14.16
時に12.57
気付く12.70
付け12.69
子供12.60
自分でも13.59
安心感14.20
そこで12.74
見開く13.32
漏らす13.26
今も13.35
至る13.38
何のことはない14.97
癇癪14.59
引っ張る13.35
憎らしい14.72
感じ12.29
丸で12.60
なんて12.13
合わせて13.08
続けて12.85
あれから13.70
心なしか14.07
出入り口14.00
毎日のように14.24
掛け13.00
一言13.11
立ち止まる13.61
13.49
応え13.72
高揚感14.61
何か12.12
12.86
わざわざ13.09
としても12.63
汲み出す15.70
呼び出す13.54
大きく12.61
着く13.05
最後12.63
真っ暗13.97
格好13.19
12.57
不快13.73
仕方13.31
何処までも13.59
やっぱり12.64
爪先14.47
其れと12.92
12.54
11.87
預け13.62
手を回す14.97
整える13.55
余計13.16
交じり合う15.66
要領14.07
お礼13.28
例え13.46
向こう12.90
その儘12.51
快く14.08
13.56
13.53
硬い13.44
辿々しい15.97
距離12.79
少ない12.78
です11.71
凍り付く14.25
13.33
厳重13.97
焦る13.35
微塵13.81
いい12.05
所で13.30
お揃い14.44
さえ12.89
に取って12.44
うじうじ14.93
13.42
バクバク14.73
抱え13.09
唯一13.27
手紙13.07
それに12.23
大人13.10
なら12.00
零れ14.11
何十13.81
もの派12.90
痛み13.05
中一15.06
たって13.39
12.81

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