I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Statistics

Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
依托24.68
伝わる23.09
にして22.30
ううん23.63
だろう21.78
全く22.49
触れる23.08
整う23.66
余裕22.89
甚い23.90
変わらない23.12
期待22.90
早く22.72
繰り返し23.34
下ろす23.29
了い23.04
ゴメン24.19
本心23.75
込める23.05
伸ばす23.00
目の前22.63
支え23.37
言い出し24.32
祝詞23.05
22.47
長い22.68
其れだけ22.66
仕様22.43
先程23.07
マフラー24.46
に対する22.99
程度22.58
まま22.40
歩度22.23
決まって23.34
不安22.89
聞く21.95
思い22.61
外聞24.52
近づき23.85
22.23
言える22.62
てる21.65
本当に22.34
小走り24.19
呼吸23.43
せい22.98
殊に22.16
大事22.94
感情22.86
あっ21.98
相手22.18
駆け寄る23.41
真っすぐ24.54
浮かぶ22.94
離れ23.00
少し22.13
では21.75
22.31
溢れ出す24.59
22.73
22.12
なさい22.85
なのに22.74
一段24.26
止まる22.95
塗れ23.95
一番22.58
とか22.08
心臓23.28
だけど22.44
23.15
改めて23.04
辛く34.04
とても32.67
31.95
白い32.82
31.59
考え32.19
ては32.43
両手32.91
よりも32.48
のだ31.65
告白33.52
感謝32.96
悲しい33.34
と言う31.58
だろうか32.42
紡ぐ33.79
嗚咽34.20
心から33.54
31.71
32.09
しっかり32.79
無意識33.59
抱き締める33.91
32.82
一年33.42
32.44
見つめる32.75

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