I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

Read Now

Statistics

Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
歩度22.23
聞く21.95
長い22.68
前22.31
離れ23.00
不安22.89
では21.75
首22.55
全く22.49
小走り24.19
せい22.98
に対する22.99
決まって23.34
駆け寄る23.41
感情22.86
相手22.18
期待22.90
甚い23.90
一番22.58
思い22.61
呼吸23.43
もし22.64
依托24.68
程度22.58
二人22.19
それは21.95
遥かに23.61
そっと23.14
今日22.61
余裕22.89
一段24.26
あっ21.98
とは21.95
頭22.23
幾22.12
来22.47
時間22.25
てる21.65
それが22.31
には21.57
をして22.06
耳22.73
言える22.62
目の前22.63
ゴメン24.19
真っすぐ24.54
伝わる23.09
残る22.71
とか22.08
にして22.30
眼23.16
伸ばす23.00
先程23.07
其れだけ22.66
ながら21.91
まま22.40
外聞24.52
本心23.75
なぁ22.56
整う23.66
若しかして23.01
下ろす23.29
心臓23.28
本当に22.34
勇気23.56
繰り返し23.34
止まる22.95
触れる23.08
言い出し24.32
間22.43
近づき23.85
体温23.99
変わらない23.12
表情32.35
悲しい33.34
と言う31.58
当然32.54
しっかり32.79
内32.69
考える32.30
心から33.54
どんなに33.61
決心34.13
紡ぐ33.79
目31.99
何32.09
一年33.42
もっと32.63
見つめる32.75
震え33.19
考え32.19
丁32.44
より32.31
ては32.43
両手32.91
身体32.49
無意識33.59
場所32.27
口にする33.30
へ31.95

Showing 501 - 600 of 719 words