I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
若しかして23.01
伝わる23.09
寒さ23.89
甚い23.90
22.23
離れ23.00
あっ21.98
真っすぐ24.54
早く22.72
溢れ出す24.59
決まって23.34
なぁ22.56
てる21.65
言える22.62
ちゃう22.74
それが22.31
残る22.71
だろう21.78
それから22.79
一番22.58
駆け寄る23.41
了い23.04
様な21.80
23.16
なさい22.85
仕様22.43
先程23.07
21.60
少し22.13
祝詞23.05
とか22.08
殊に22.16
繰り返し23.34
感じる22.58
ながら21.91
それは21.95
21.96
目の前22.63
聞く21.95
ううん23.63
外聞24.52
二人22.19
勇気23.56
心臓23.28
22.12
とは21.95
近づき23.85
暑い23.77
せい22.98
小走り24.19
不安22.89
今日22.61
直前23.52
まま22.40
浮かぶ22.94
出る22.34
相手22.18
22.55
もし22.64
23.15
に対する22.99
塗れ23.95
込める23.05
では21.75
だけど22.44
22.43
変わらない23.12
本当に22.34
なのに22.74
ゴメン24.19
触れる23.08
歩度22.23
階段23.20
震え33.19
嗚咽34.20
告白33.52
場所32.27
身体32.49
辛く34.04
それでも32.43
もっと32.63
考え32.19
紡ぐ33.79
一年33.42
石段35.00
31.99
のだ31.65
寒い33.54
32.82
と言う31.58
だろうか32.42
心から33.54
する31.24
こちら32.29
素直33.05
悲しい33.34
抱き締める33.91
32.09
無意識33.59
本当32.77

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