I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
例え13.46
配る13.69
なの12.22
恋心14.27
許す12.89
13.06
信じられない13.47
逢瀬14.75
七日12.50
泣き13.33
一杯一杯15.24
12.86
添える13.65
続けて12.85
子供12.60
駐輪場15.66
なら12.00
せる12.17
要領14.07
毎日のように14.24
向こう12.90
見開く13.32
永遠13.70
戸惑う13.51
一旦13.37
区切る14.21
固い13.50
言う11.56
改まる14.74
ギリギリ13.53
汲み出す15.70
意思13.20
優しい12.76
駄目12.86
段々13.84
我がまま13.88
当たり前13.08
わざわざ13.09
越し13.68
思える12.63
12.23
受け入れ13.34
抑え13.28
そんな中13.55
呼び出す13.54
押し流す14.57
度胸14.18
12.81
痛み13.05
焦る13.35
ピンと13.97
12.46
度目13.68
生まれ13.27
すれば12.59
憎らしい14.72
これ以上13.04
真冬14.64
最低13.50
同時に12.65
癇癪14.59
泣かせ14.56
今でも13.56
すら12.67
確証14.10
目頭14.70
気を遣う14.78
一歩13.21
理性13.79
たった一つ14.29
憧れる13.97
待った13.67
納得12.79
はっきり13.06
12.89
13.44
たって13.39
其れと12.92
何処12.58
話をする13.66
お揃い14.44
突然12.92
緊張13.09
出し12.32
重ねる13.62
応え13.72
ああ12.23
溢れる13.55
12.48
らしい12.54
登り切る15.58
近い12.79
に対して12.68
在る11.55
13.20
硬い13.44
もの派12.90
と言って12.71
としたら13.18
13.33

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