I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
強欲14.28
佐賀13.23
受け入れる13.42
痛み13.05
駐輪場15.66
終わる12.44
落ちる12.99
思いきり14.55
立ち止まる13.61
余計13.16
正面から13.58
11.87
返し13.12
為に12.22
見開く13.32
いい12.05
駄目12.86
がら14.21
へと12.14
何回14.29
に取って12.44
すら12.67
ふらつく14.29
楽しむ13.09
涙腺14.84
姿12.21
付け12.69
答え12.75
そんな中13.55
中々12.84
必ず13.13
飛び跳ねる14.19
自分から13.64
会う12.62
近い12.79
欲しい12.46
待った13.67
見栄14.43
渡す12.98
緩やか13.90
一言13.11
嬉しい12.74
と共に12.60
なの12.22
12.48
その手13.34
一方13.21
とめど無く15.00
にあって13.76
優しい12.76
動く12.53
やがて13.09
出し12.32
押し流す14.57
もの派12.90
驚き12.99
丸で12.60
13.42
今でも13.56
いるか12.92
確かめる13.49
汲み出す15.70
納得12.79
例え13.46
12.98
一度12.79
何百13.96
笑う12.45
何のことはない14.97
吐息13.83
空く13.28
うじうじ14.93
他愛もない14.68
頷く12.55
らしい12.54
何処までも13.59
爪先14.47
改まる14.74
確かに12.39
経験12.96
永遠13.70
漏らす13.26
気を遣う14.78
13.39
思い出す12.70
見つかる13.09
12.34
下さい12.34
届く12.86
現れる12.76
得ない13.43
したい12.75
12.74
ちゃんと12.69
13.20
貴女13.21
そこで12.74
度目13.68
13.44
泣き13.33

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