I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
この期に及んで14.39
したい12.75
合わせて13.08
なのだ12.41
としたら13.18
可愛げ14.50
買う12.81
名残惜しい14.26
止め12.78
覚え12.76
濡らす14.14
最深部14.28
好く13.97
ぐちゃぐちゃ14.35
出来るだけ13.38
無骨14.30
近い12.79
確かに12.39
蒲14.62
名12.55
毎日のように14.24
度目13.68
神社14.02
意味12.49
がら14.21
固い13.50
どうしよう13.29
一歩13.21
居る12.39
何より13.02
持つ12.02
掛かる13.07
気にかける14.85
腫れ14.52
あんな12.93
謝罪13.36
至る13.38
ならない12.51
つつ12.62
釣り合い14.80
空く13.28
子供12.60
鎖13.53
け13.49
飛び跳ねる14.19
大人しく13.26
其れと12.92
これ12.15
喜び13.37
幾重15.02
汗13.33
どれだけ13.08
居13.44
凍える14.42
高揚感14.61
会う12.62
掛け13.00
その時12.75
蓋13.70
訳12.81
ピンと13.97
弱い13.11
手紙13.07
方11.96
だって12.30
落ちる12.99
漏らす13.26
起きる12.74
としても12.63
とも12.37
答え12.75
七日12.50
正13.56
である11.76
涙腺14.84
たった13.33
何百13.96
決壊14.62
身動きが取れない14.79
変わり13.44
寧12.86
さえ12.89
思うように14.09
そこで12.74
程12.89
快く14.08
唯一13.27
経験12.96
と言うのに13.07
安心感14.20
整える13.55
続く12.90
次12.53
泣き13.33
もの11.96
零れ落ちる14.75
嬉しい12.74
理性13.79
なんて12.13
登り切る15.58

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