I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
抱き締める33.91
31.96
31.95
紡ぐ33.79
身体32.49
見つめる32.75
とても32.67
彼方32.51
そうして32.85
32.82
震え33.19
よりも32.48
もっと32.63
32.69
告白33.52
漏れ33.65
全て32.32
られる31.68
感謝32.96
31.71
両手32.91
と言う31.58
白い32.82
32.09
心から33.54
こちら32.29
だろうか32.42
素直33.05
口にする33.30
一年前44.33
の様に42.34
何を42.46
42.13
出来る42.15
よう42.31
でも41.70
ない41.61
ても41.96
まで41.84
泣く43.07
幸せ42.99
のか41.74
41.91
41.97
それを42.10
それで42.44
41.64
収まる43.44
ご免43.00
哭く42.05
聴く43.95
42.24
伝える52.98
もう52.11
51.86
けど51.79
51.89
見える52.26
こんな52.33
51.46
謝る53.20
付き合う53.28
無い52.25
ありがとう52.86
熱い63.28
呉れ手62.75
61.16
62.02
62.26
分かる62.00
一緒に62.46
62.05
自分61.91
ずっと62.68
72.53
だから71.99
何時も72.58
そう71.75
72.68
あの72.00
同じ82.31
そして91.87
強い92.36
好き92.59
91.97
して91.31
待つ102.41
101.38
れる101.22
から111.17
しまう112.03
しまった112.19
様に111.76
気持ち112.61
112.30
この121.58
そんな131.84
だった131.58
ご免なさい133.18
くれる141.97

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