I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
紡ぐ33.79
よりも32.48
抱き締める33.91
感謝32.96
より32.31
それでも32.43
だろうか32.42
白い32.82
全て32.32
両手32.91
31.59
のに32.21
場所32.27
32.69
無意識33.59
彼方32.51
悲しい33.34
もっと32.63
表情32.35
心から33.54
32.44
とても32.67
口にする33.30
のだ31.65
そうして32.85
ては32.43
32.09
見つめる32.75
一年33.42
出来る42.15
ご免43.00
41.64
41.97
泣く43.07
収まる43.44
一年前44.33
聴く43.95
哭く42.05
それを42.10
41.91
でも41.70
幸せ42.99
のか41.74
ない41.61
42.24
ても41.96
の様に42.34
何を42.46
42.13
まで41.84
よう42.31
それで42.44
伝える52.98
こんな52.33
無い52.25
けど51.79
もう52.11
謝る53.20
付き合う53.28
51.89
見える52.26
ありがとう52.86
51.46
51.86
自分61.91
61.16
ずっと62.68
62.26
呉れ手62.75
62.02
62.05
熱い63.28
分かる62.00
一緒に62.46
72.68
そう71.75
何時も72.58
だから71.99
あの72.00
72.53
同じ82.31
して91.31
そして91.87
好き92.59
強い92.36
91.97
待つ102.41
101.38
れる101.22
から111.17
112.30
しまう112.03
気持ち112.61
しまった112.19
様に111.76
この121.58
そんな131.84
だった131.58
ご免なさい133.18
141.04

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