I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
当然32.54
紡ぐ33.79
丈31.71
一年33.42
嗚咽34.20
られる31.68
場所32.27
内32.69
ドキドキ33.90
抱き締める33.91
本当32.77
丁32.44
目31.99
彼方32.51
よりも32.48
白い32.82
辛く34.04
それでも32.43
表情32.35
こちら32.29
のだ31.65
する31.24
震え33.19
息32.82
考える32.30
さ31.59
寒い33.54
無意識33.59
素直33.05
ね41.64
気42.13
顔41.91
但42.24
手41.97
ご免43.00
それで42.44
泣く43.07
幸せ42.99
でも41.70
よう42.31
一年前44.33
哭く42.05
聴く43.95
のか41.74
何を42.46
の様に42.34
出来る42.15
まで41.84
ない41.61
それを42.10
収まる43.44
ても41.96
北51.89
けど51.79
謝る53.20
ありがとう52.86
付き合う53.28
無い52.25
見える52.26
伝える52.98
中51.86
こんな52.33
もう52.11
か51.46
一緒に62.46
熱い63.28
呉れ手62.75
分かる62.00
声62.02
時62.26
自分61.91
だ61.16
ずっと62.68
せ62.05
あの72.00
そう71.75
胸72.68
日72.53
何時も72.58
だから71.99
同じ82.31
そして91.87
今91.97
して91.31
強い92.36
好き92.59
下101.38
れる101.22
待つ102.41
口112.30
しまう112.03
気持ち112.61
しまった112.19
から111.17
様に111.76
この121.58
だった131.58
ご免なさい133.18
そんな131.84
くれる141.97

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