I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
中一15.06
最深部14.28
突然12.92
意味12.49
近く12.69
直接13.02
悪い12.37
一旦13.37
為に12.22
伝え13.05
必ず13.13
14.33
グチャグチャ14.94
にあって13.76
11.60
度目13.68
とっても13.57
余すことなく14.91
12.23
13.49
永遠13.70
辿々しい15.97
つもり12.48
憧れる13.97
そこ12.66
経験12.96
引く12.90
手を回す14.97
真剣13.16
そんな中13.55
後押し14.16
大人13.10
そう言う12.36
13.33
答え12.75
時に12.57
その時12.75
13.44
思い出す12.70
吐き出す13.41
飛び跳ねる14.19
汲み出す15.70
落ちる12.99
無骨14.30
染まる13.39
泣き13.33
一度12.79
何でも13.05
12.53
痛み13.05
あんな12.93
押し込める14.33
さっさと13.12
巻く13.53
丸で12.60
12.48
たって13.39
得ない13.43
心の中13.40
奇跡13.58
越し13.68
ギリギリ13.53
子供12.60
実際に12.99
押し流す14.57
一日一日15.44
途端に13.56
佐賀13.23
向こう12.90
たった一つ14.29
現れる12.76
嬉しい12.74
結果12.73
超える13.25
全能14.77
出会う13.16
緊張13.09
預け13.62
会う12.62
それに12.23
寄り道14.38
近い12.79
12.88
わざわざ13.09
距離12.79
切れ13.38
すら12.67
と共に12.60
消し飛ぶ14.16
疲労13.56
喜び13.37
惚け14.91
ドクドク15.07
決壊14.62
正面から13.58
もう一度13.13
続き13.30
区切る14.21
11.96
意思13.20

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