I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
渡す12.98
視線12.32
方11.96
一日一日15.44
寒気14.19
驚き12.99
格好13.19
ものを12.71
惚け14.91
弱い13.11
見開く13.32
はっきり13.06
そう言えば12.80
甘え13.70
頷く12.55
気づく12.78
快く14.08
使う12.10
なのだ12.41
そんな中13.55
たった13.33
楽しむ13.09
必ず13.13
ちんちくりん15.13
永遠13.70
つもり12.48
変わり13.44
駐輪場15.66
気付く12.70
私達12.90
思いやり14.57
得ない13.43
付け12.69
最後12.63
吐き出す13.41
全部12.88
一言13.11
整える13.55
情けない13.50
預け13.62
もの派12.90
意気地15.29
身12.54
確かに12.39
余すことなく14.91
頬12.86
すら12.67
想い13.32
一度12.79
火照る14.55
出会う13.16
貴女13.21
なら12.00
総出12.91
何回も14.29
所で13.30
大きく12.61
言う11.56
凍り付く14.25
寄り道14.38
どれだけ13.08
辛い13.16
在る11.55
音12.39
泥13.67
近く12.69
気遣い13.79
し11.60
出し12.32
どうしよう13.29
安心感14.20
交じり合う15.66
傍13.23
区切る14.21
至る13.38
別12.74
瞬間12.61
申し訳13.60
寧12.86
辿る13.27
じっくり13.75
不快13.73
開く12.63
なの12.22
あんな12.93
仕丁13.25
恋心14.27
汲み出す15.70
無骨14.30
赤い12.81
昇る13.81
膨大13.67
憧れる13.97
先12.68
優しい12.76
若干13.24
続けて12.85
微か13.53
納得12.79
終わる12.44

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