I Can't Be Honest

I Can't Be Honest

蕾々虎々

In the shrine grounds where I was called by her. I didn't have that feeling, and at first I was surprised. Then I thought about it, and because it was her, I accepted it. I couldn't share the same feeling as her, but I never disliked it. I thought it seemed fun too, so that's why. And those days were very enjoyable. Day by day, that accumulated within me, and before I knew it, I was the one becoming dependent on her. But apparently, I had a very troublesome personality about it. As my attachment to her grew stronger day by day, conversely, I became unable to express my honest feelings. I found myself increasingly in situations where I could only give twisted replies, and I often saw her troubled expression. That must be why. I was called to this place of memories... Because she's kind, I figured she carefully chose how to convey our breakup... ---------------------------------------- This is a short story, but since I wanted to divide it into sections, I'm publishing it as a series. It will be completed in approximately 5 parts. > Now completed. I've uploaded the same version to Syosetu, Alpolis, Kakuyomu, and Novel Up+.

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Chapters 5
Reading Time
11 min
Words 2,149
Sentences 234
Characters 4,230
Unique Words 719
1-Occurrence Words
469
Unique Kanji 432
1-Occurrence Kanji
217
Avg Word Difficulty 2.03
Avg Sentence Length 9.2

Word List (719 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
震える13.32
辿る13.27
経験12.96
12.97
中々12.84
12.98
溜まる13.63
13.70
どれだけ13.08
必ず13.13
巴豆12.47
12.86
わざわざ13.09
とめど無く15.00
限界13.15
痛み13.05
思いやり14.57
配る13.69
12.68
とも12.37
13.67
何十13.81
っぽい13.06
抱え13.09
その儘12.51
14.88
焦る13.35
大きく12.61
13.23
だからこそ12.92
そこで12.74
一方13.21
居る12.39
筋違い14.81
自分から13.64
嫌う13.34
12.48
空く13.28
13.20
躊躇い13.91
位置12.95
膨大13.67
掛け13.00
11.75
受け入れる13.42
12.13
楽しむ13.09
仕丁13.25
上回る13.67
出来るだけ13.38
口づけ14.34
見つかる13.09
13.53
たり12.26
登り切る15.58
甘え13.70
待った13.67
姿12.21
苦手13.32
もう一度13.13
12.57
12.62
笑う12.45
微か13.53
お互い13.30
仕方13.31
初めて12.64
唯でさえ13.72
好く13.97
七日12.50
昇る13.81
なのだ12.41
泣き13.33
実際に12.99
使う12.10
飛び跳ねる14.19
向こう12.90
11.60
驚く12.62
強張る14.73
引っ張る13.35
一歩13.21
若干13.24
一度12.79
たって13.39
消し飛ぶ14.16
起きる12.74
確かめる13.49
13.99
脈打つ14.56
真っ暗13.97
何回14.29
束縛14.35
合わせて13.08
確かに12.39
余すことなく14.91
今でも13.56
立て13.46
へと12.14
遠く13.08

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