Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
軽蔑14.31
転ぶ13.77
連れて12.86
放る13.59
外竹13.94
願う13.27
振る12.80
自分で12.97
支え13.37
いつの間にか13.19
公園13.94
叩きつける13.45
添える13.65
猫12.91
殺す12.63
弁当13.94
酔う13.78
反射的に13.75
幾つか13.13
もし12.64
朝食13.36
見上げる13.03
一瞥13.77
おお12.89
断る13.15
投げる13.49
笑い声13.54
受けのいい16.59
指す13.83
そ12.90
助ける13.17
立てる13.28
突き放す14.35
かのように13.02
如何にも13.22
メモ帳14.66
感覚12.95
その事13.14
懸12.62
口角14.11
考え12.19
ねえ12.74
一方的13.57
逃げ13.21
知らない12.68
鳴り14.07
少しでも13.32
何故か12.92
急いで13.33
押しやる14.68
足りる13.35
手を出す13.90
子供12.60
まとも13.58
夕陽14.45
すれば12.59
間違え13.80
外に12.98
悪魔13.04
すんな13.96
馬鹿に13.68
本当に12.34
される12.48
所12.78
心臓13.28
とにかく13.04
続く12.90
丸で12.60
役目13.38
追いかける13.34
はぁ12.88
答える12.69
決める12.93
瞳12.67
背ける14.01
散る13.52
出す12.43
それも12.72
言い捨てる14.48
まー13.87
をして12.06
非難13.84
遭う13.72
入れ歯13.16
探り14.11
より12.31
準備12.67
振り払う13.79
掴む13.00
迷子14.07
眉間13.66
机13.21
ここ12.11
お願い12.92
処世術15.08
視野13.66
挨拶12.94
小さい頃14.07
丁寧13.39
屋上13.93
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