Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
ブランコ14.96
ご飯13.33
させる12.36
目を覚ます14.11
見上げる13.03
底荷12.49
苦しい13.37
チョコ13.95
13.16
多く12.66
放課後13.96
凄く13.11
可哀想に14.39
逸らす13.35
振り払う13.79
12.78
通り12.74
目に遭う14.66
変に13.93
立てる13.28
13.53
そんなに12.88
12.74
12.57
一方的13.57
連れ込む14.39
もし12.64
毎日のように14.24
無さそう13.37
寄坐14.60
ああ12.23
薄笑い14.96
やって来る13.06
12.62
男たち13.49
在る11.55
まま12.40
外に12.98
数日後14.04
答え12.75
始まる12.93
選ぶ12.84
12.62
待つ12.41
迎え13.35
軽蔑14.31
11.59
この人13.25
しゃくり上げる15.19
安っぽい14.69
通告14.85
13.06
争覇13.62
おい12.87
嫌い13.22
乱暴13.73
余りに13.33
過ぎる12.60
引っ13.62
何時もより13.79
付け12.69
破れる14.19
おう13.25
食事12.84
外竹13.94
くそっ13.74
背ける14.01
摘み14.53
悲しい13.34
とは11.95
より12.31
質問12.94
飲みかけ15.25
休み13.57
をして12.06
と言うより13.10
13.93
自分で12.97
尽くす13.43
振り返る12.95
しか12.33
渋々13.82
危険12.75
勝手に13.04
吐き気14.23
まとも13.58
って言う12.83
あいつ12.86
一団13.81
手入れ13.12
12.60
なるほど12.67
とっくに13.74
良い12.17
死ね13.67
他聞13.15
とにかく13.04
こう言う12.87
食う13.13
立派13.24
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