The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 心臓 | 1 | 3.28 |
| 外竹 | 1 | 3.94 |
| 時計 | 1 | 3.79 |
| とっくに | 1 | 3.74 |
| せずに | 1 | 3.22 |
| 無邪気 | 1 | 3.81 |
| 戸惑う | 1 | 3.51 |
| 飛び出し | 1 | 3.42 |
| 落書き | 1 | 4.61 |
| 大して | 1 | 3.81 |
| それも | 1 | 2.72 |
| 臭い | 1 | 3.42 |
| ゴミ | 1 | 3.82 |
| ごっこ | 1 | 4.41 |
| 単皮 | 1 | 4.27 |
| 見え | 1 | 2.91 |
| 何処 | 1 | 2.58 |
| 時々 | 1 | 3.53 |
| 食う | 1 | 3.13 |
| 立ちはだかる | 1 | 4.04 |
| 刎 | 1 | 3.53 |
| 席につく | 1 | 4.95 |
| 二 | 1 | 2.60 |
| 過ぎる | 1 | 2.60 |
| 明るい | 1 | 3.19 |
| 品柄 | 1 | 2.63 |
| 行く | 1 | 1.99 |
| ああ | 1 | 2.23 |
| 俯く | 1 | 3.57 |
| 荒げる | 1 | 4.56 |
| 証明 | 1 | 3.41 |
| 酔う | 1 | 3.78 |
| しゃくり上げる | 1 | 5.19 |
| おい | 1 | 2.87 |
| 悲しい | 1 | 3.34 |
| 命 | 1 | 2.72 |
| 逃げ | 1 | 3.21 |
| あの人 | 1 | 3.29 |
| では | 1 | 1.75 |
| 自己紹介 | 1 | 3.63 |
| 抱く | 1 | 2.83 |
| 仲間たち | 1 | 3.73 |
| 探す | 1 | 2.81 |
| お願い | 1 | 2.92 |
| 加害者 | 1 | 4.63 |
| 立ち上がる | 1 | 2.96 |
| 暮 | 1 | 2.46 |
| 埋める | 1 | 3.40 |
| 可哀想に | 1 | 4.39 |
| 見るから | 1 | 3.92 |
| 答え | 1 | 2.75 |
| 方 | 1 | 1.96 |
| 白 | 1 | 3.00 |
| 連れて | 1 | 2.86 |
| 一分 | 1 | 4.13 |
| 遭う | 1 | 3.72 |
| をして | 1 | 2.06 |
| 克く | 1 | 2.46 |
| 両腕 | 1 | 3.60 |
| 笑える | 1 | 3.85 |
| 呼ぶ | 1 | 2.52 |
| こんな | 1 | 2.33 |
| 点 | 1 | 2.89 |
| 痛む | 1 | 3.75 |
| 子供 | 1 | 2.60 |
| 汚れる | 1 | 3.88 |
| あそこ | 1 | 3.21 |
| いいか | 1 | 3.15 |
| 机 | 1 | 3.21 |
| 今朝 | 1 | 3.77 |
| 感覚 | 1 | 2.95 |
| 迎え | 1 | 3.35 |
| あの | 1 | 2.00 |
| ピンク色 | 1 | 4.23 |
| 引き | 1 | 3.23 |
| 長居 | 1 | 4.34 |
| 助けて | 1 | 3.13 |
| ごそごそ | 1 | 4.66 |
| ここ | 1 | 2.11 |
| よう | 1 | 2.31 |
| 馬鹿に | 1 | 3.68 |
| 良い | 1 | 2.17 |
| 勢家 | 1 | 3.43 |
| チッ | 1 | 3.92 |
| 答える | 1 | 2.69 |
| 崩れ落ちる | 1 | 3.64 |
| 苛める | 1 | 4.48 |
| 勝負 | 1 | 3.22 |
| 当たり前 | 1 | 3.08 |
| ばかり | 1 | 2.53 |
| 結論 | 1 | 3.40 |
| 庇う | 1 | 3.56 |
| 夕陽 | 1 | 4.45 |
| ちゃ | 1 | 2.92 |
| 知る | 1 | 2.11 |
| やけに | 1 | 3.73 |
| 縁がない | 1 | 5.08 |
| 謝り | 1 | 4.17 |
| 気持ち | 1 | 2.61 |
| 毎日のように | 1 | 4.24 |
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