The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| ブランコ | 1 | 4.96 |
| ご飯 | 1 | 3.33 |
| させる | 1 | 2.36 |
| 目を覚ます | 1 | 4.11 |
| 見上げる | 1 | 3.03 |
| 底荷 | 1 | 2.49 |
| 苦しい | 1 | 3.37 |
| チョコ | 1 | 3.95 |
| 楽 | 1 | 3.16 |
| 多く | 1 | 2.66 |
| 放課後 | 1 | 3.96 |
| 凄く | 1 | 3.11 |
| 可哀想に | 1 | 4.39 |
| 逸らす | 1 | 3.35 |
| 振り払う | 1 | 3.79 |
| 誰 | 1 | 2.78 |
| 通り | 1 | 2.74 |
| 目に遭う | 1 | 4.66 |
| 変に | 1 | 3.93 |
| 立てる | 1 | 3.28 |
| 刎 | 1 | 3.53 |
| そんなに | 1 | 2.88 |
| 火 | 1 | 2.74 |
| 足 | 1 | 2.57 |
| 一方的 | 1 | 3.57 |
| 連れ込む | 1 | 4.39 |
| もし | 1 | 2.64 |
| 毎日のように | 1 | 4.24 |
| 無さそう | 1 | 3.37 |
| 寄坐 | 1 | 4.60 |
| ああ | 1 | 2.23 |
| 薄笑い | 1 | 4.96 |
| やって来る | 1 | 3.06 |
| 主 | 1 | 2.62 |
| 男たち | 1 | 3.49 |
| 在る | 1 | 1.55 |
| まま | 1 | 2.40 |
| 外に | 1 | 2.98 |
| 数日後 | 1 | 4.04 |
| 答え | 1 | 2.75 |
| 始まる | 1 | 2.93 |
| 選ぶ | 1 | 2.84 |
| 懸 | 1 | 2.62 |
| 待つ | 1 | 2.41 |
| 迎え | 1 | 3.35 |
| 軽蔑 | 1 | 4.31 |
| さ | 1 | 1.59 |
| この人 | 1 | 3.25 |
| しゃくり上げる | 1 | 5.19 |
| 安っぽい | 1 | 4.69 |
| 通告 | 1 | 4.85 |
| 寝 | 1 | 3.06 |
| 争覇 | 1 | 3.62 |
| おい | 1 | 2.87 |
| 嫌い | 1 | 3.22 |
| 乱暴 | 1 | 3.73 |
| 余りに | 1 | 3.33 |
| 過ぎる | 1 | 2.60 |
| 引っ | 1 | 3.62 |
| 何時もより | 1 | 3.79 |
| 付け | 1 | 2.69 |
| 破れる | 1 | 4.19 |
| おう | 1 | 3.25 |
| 食事 | 1 | 2.84 |
| 外竹 | 1 | 3.94 |
| くそっ | 1 | 3.74 |
| 背ける | 1 | 4.01 |
| 摘み | 1 | 4.53 |
| 悲しい | 1 | 3.34 |
| とは | 1 | 1.95 |
| より | 1 | 2.31 |
| 質問 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 飲みかけ | 1 | 5.25 |
| 休み | 1 | 3.57 |
| をして | 1 | 2.06 |
| と言うより | 1 | 3.10 |
| 鐘 | 1 | 3.93 |
| 自分で | 1 | 2.97 |
| 尽くす | 1 | 3.43 |
| 振り返る | 1 | 2.95 |
| しか | 1 | 2.33 |
| 渋々 | 1 | 3.82 |
| 危険 | 1 | 2.75 |
| 勝手に | 1 | 3.04 |
| 吐き気 | 1 | 4.23 |
| まとも | 1 | 3.58 |
| って言う | 1 | 2.83 |
| あいつ | 1 | 2.86 |
| 一団 | 1 | 3.81 |
| 手入れ | 1 | 3.12 |
| 剔 | 1 | 2.60 |
| なるほど | 1 | 2.67 |
| とっくに | 1 | 3.74 |
| 良い | 1 | 2.17 |
| 死ね | 1 | 3.67 |
| 他聞 | 1 | 3.15 |
| とにかく | 1 | 3.04 |
| こう言う | 1 | 2.87 |
| 食う | 1 | 3.13 |
| 立派 | 1 | 3.24 |
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