Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
寄る13.37
おいおい13.46
はは13.43
好き12.59
バカ13.23
安心12.88
事がない13.27
もっと12.63
ブランコ14.96
待つ12.41
一方的13.57
逸らす13.35
受けのいい16.59
12.93
そうだ12.18
感じ12.29
残す12.85
呼吸13.43
後で12.94
押しつけ14.20
注目13.52
心の声14.33
押しやる14.68
12.72
以内12.31
押さえ13.44
こんな12.33
12.78
迎え13.35
走る12.77
割る13.54
加害者14.63
日々13.25
見るから13.92
ノート13.85
楽しみ13.11
なるほど12.67
破れる14.19
荒げる14.56
12.74
抵抗12.84
黒ずむ14.81
距離12.79
装う13.97
神様13.24
押す13.40
あいつ12.86
理由12.47
臭い13.42
見透かす14.15
軽蔑14.31
汚れ13.65
食事12.84
準備12.67
食べ物13.50
正邪14.28
あそこ13.21
酔う13.78
代わりに13.10
出来るようになる14.11
傷つく13.63
取る12.69
いいよ13.37
増える12.87
挨拶12.94
刺す13.50
より12.31
不味い13.21
13.57
一瞬12.69
笑み12.60
縁がない15.08
早い12.99
何故か12.92
毎日のように14.24
とく13.39
立ち上がる12.96
片耳15.27
ながらも12.88
欠航13.74
教育13.34
鳩尾14.36
やっと13.21
渋々13.82
過ぎる12.60
13.22
何それ13.89
愛情13.79
何て13.87
よう12.31
散る13.52
12.67
飲む12.84
見つける12.80
悪魔13.04
13.57
振る12.80
席につく14.95
明るい13.19
奴ら13.10
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