Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
心臓13.28
外竹13.94
時計13.79
とっくに13.74
せずに13.22
無邪気13.81
戸惑う13.51
飛び出し13.42
落書き14.61
大して13.81
それも12.72
臭い13.42
ゴミ13.82
ごっこ14.41
単皮14.27
見え12.91
何処12.58
時々13.53
食う13.13
立ちはだかる14.04
13.53
席につく14.95
12.60
過ぎる12.60
明るい13.19
品柄12.63
行く11.99
ああ12.23
俯く13.57
荒げる14.56
証明13.41
酔う13.78
しゃくり上げる15.19
おい12.87
悲しい13.34
12.72
逃げ13.21
あの人13.29
では11.75
自己紹介13.63
抱く12.83
仲間たち13.73
探す12.81
お願い12.92
加害者14.63
立ち上がる12.96
12.46
埋める13.40
可哀想に14.39
見るから13.92
答え12.75
11.96
13.00
連れて12.86
一分14.13
遭う13.72
をして12.06
克く12.46
両腕13.60
笑える13.85
呼ぶ12.52
こんな12.33
12.89
痛む13.75
子供12.60
汚れる13.88
あそこ13.21
いいか13.15
13.21
今朝13.77
感覚12.95
迎え13.35
あの12.00
ピンク色14.23
引き13.23
長居14.34
助けて13.13
ごそごそ14.66
ここ12.11
よう12.31
馬鹿に13.68
良い12.17
勢家13.43
チッ13.92
答える12.69
崩れ落ちる13.64
苛める14.48
勝負13.22
当たり前13.08
ばかり12.53
結論13.40
庇う13.56
夕陽14.45
ちゃ12.92
知る12.11
やけに13.73
縁がない15.08
謝り14.17
気持ち12.61
毎日のように14.24
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