The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 寄る | 1 | 3.37 |
| おいおい | 1 | 3.46 |
| はは | 1 | 3.43 |
| 好き | 1 | 2.59 |
| バカ | 1 | 3.23 |
| 安心 | 1 | 2.88 |
| 事がない | 1 | 3.27 |
| もっと | 1 | 2.63 |
| ブランコ | 1 | 4.96 |
| 待つ | 1 | 2.41 |
| 一方的 | 1 | 3.57 |
| 逸らす | 1 | 3.35 |
| 受けのいい | 1 | 6.59 |
| 嘘 | 1 | 2.93 |
| そうだ | 1 | 2.18 |
| 感じ | 1 | 2.29 |
| 残す | 1 | 2.85 |
| 呼吸 | 1 | 3.43 |
| 後で | 1 | 2.94 |
| 押しつけ | 1 | 4.20 |
| 注目 | 1 | 3.52 |
| 心の声 | 1 | 4.33 |
| 押しやる | 1 | 4.68 |
| 命 | 1 | 2.72 |
| 以内 | 1 | 2.31 |
| 押さえ | 1 | 3.44 |
| こんな | 1 | 2.33 |
| 所 | 1 | 2.78 |
| 迎え | 1 | 3.35 |
| 走る | 1 | 2.77 |
| 割る | 1 | 3.54 |
| 加害者 | 1 | 4.63 |
| 日々 | 1 | 3.25 |
| 見るから | 1 | 3.92 |
| ノート | 1 | 3.85 |
| 楽しみ | 1 | 3.11 |
| なるほど | 1 | 2.67 |
| 破れる | 1 | 4.19 |
| 荒げる | 1 | 4.56 |
| 道 | 1 | 2.74 |
| 抵抗 | 1 | 2.84 |
| 黒ずむ | 1 | 4.81 |
| 距離 | 1 | 2.79 |
| 装う | 1 | 3.97 |
| 神様 | 1 | 3.24 |
| 押す | 1 | 3.40 |
| あいつ | 1 | 2.86 |
| 理由 | 1 | 2.47 |
| 臭い | 1 | 3.42 |
| 見透かす | 1 | 4.15 |
| 軽蔑 | 1 | 4.31 |
| 汚れ | 1 | 3.65 |
| 食事 | 1 | 2.84 |
| 準備 | 1 | 2.67 |
| 食べ物 | 1 | 3.50 |
| 正邪 | 1 | 4.28 |
| あそこ | 1 | 3.21 |
| 酔う | 1 | 3.78 |
| 代わりに | 1 | 3.10 |
| 出来るようになる | 1 | 4.11 |
| 傷つく | 1 | 3.63 |
| 取る | 1 | 2.69 |
| いいよ | 1 | 3.37 |
| 増える | 1 | 2.87 |
| 挨拶 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 刺す | 1 | 3.50 |
| より | 1 | 2.31 |
| 不味い | 1 | 3.21 |
| 飯 | 1 | 3.57 |
| 一瞬 | 1 | 2.69 |
| 笑み | 1 | 2.60 |
| 縁がない | 1 | 5.08 |
| 早い | 1 | 2.99 |
| 何故か | 1 | 2.92 |
| 毎日のように | 1 | 4.24 |
| とく | 1 | 3.39 |
| 立ち上がる | 1 | 2.96 |
| 片耳 | 1 | 5.27 |
| ながらも | 1 | 2.88 |
| 欠航 | 1 | 3.74 |
| 教育 | 1 | 3.34 |
| 鳩尾 | 1 | 4.36 |
| やっと | 1 | 3.21 |
| 渋々 | 1 | 3.82 |
| 過ぎる | 1 | 2.60 |
| 端 | 1 | 3.22 |
| 何それ | 1 | 3.89 |
| 愛情 | 1 | 3.79 |
| 何て | 1 | 3.87 |
| よう | 1 | 2.31 |
| 散る | 1 | 3.52 |
| 瞳 | 1 | 2.67 |
| 飲む | 1 | 2.84 |
| 見つける | 1 | 2.80 |
| 悪魔 | 1 | 3.04 |
| 靴 | 1 | 3.57 |
| 振る | 1 | 2.80 |
| 席につく | 1 | 4.95 |
| 明るい | 1 | 3.19 |
| 奴ら | 1 | 3.10 |
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