The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 続ける | 3 | 2.56 |
| みたい | 3 | 2.65 |
| 最後 | 3 | 2.63 |
| と言う | 3 | 1.58 |
| だけど | 3 | 2.44 |
| 焼ける | 3 | 3.91 |
| どうして | 3 | 2.71 |
| 何で | 3 | 2.52 |
| 小さい | 3 | 2.69 |
| だろ | 3 | 2.69 |
| 立つ | 3 | 2.58 |
| 苛め | 3 | 3.87 |
| 驚く | 3 | 2.62 |
| せる | 4 | 2.17 |
| けど | 4 | 1.79 |
| 男 | 4 | 2.13 |
| 分かる | 4 | 2.00 |
| 彼ら | 4 | 2.47 |
| どうせ | 4 | 3.22 |
| 前に | 4 | 2.25 |
| 変 | 4 | 2.97 |
| のに | 4 | 2.21 |
| 他地 | 4 | 1.90 |
| 鳴る | 4 | 3.48 |
| 笑い | 4 | 2.95 |
| 何か | 4 | 2.12 |
| 小さな | 4 | 2.71 |
| 夜 | 4 | 2.74 |
| 勇気 | 4 | 3.56 |
| 一人 | 4 | 2.46 |
| 刻 | 4 | 2.65 |
| 食べる | 4 | 2.42 |
| か | 4 | 1.46 |
| 一緒に | 4 | 2.46 |
| しまった | 4 | 2.19 |
| 父 | 4 | 2.83 |
| 奥 | 4 | 2.86 |
| じゃない | 4 | 2.26 |
| だろう | 4 | 1.78 |
| 日 | 4 | 2.53 |
| どこか | 4 | 2.70 |
| 母親 | 4 | 3.18 |
| 去る | 4 | 3.02 |
| 怪物 | 4 | 3.50 |
| 女 | 4 | 2.48 |
| あ | 4 | 2.22 |
| 様な | 5 | 1.80 |
| 北 | 5 | 1.89 |
| 痛み | 5 | 3.05 |
| 帰る | 5 | 2.52 |
| 但 | 5 | 2.24 |
| 女子 | 5 | 3.33 |
| には | 5 | 1.57 |
| 感情 | 5 | 2.86 |
| られる | 5 | 1.68 |
| 味方 | 5 | 3.17 |
| 前 | 5 | 2.31 |
| 今日は | 5 | 2.66 |
| いい | 5 | 2.05 |
| 見る | 5 | 2.00 |
| ん | 5 | 2.09 |
| 期待 | 5 | 2.90 |
| 縫いぐるみ | 5 | 3.93 |
| 胸 | 5 | 2.68 |
| やる | 5 | 2.13 |
| まで | 5 | 1.84 |
| 見える | 5 | 2.26 |
| そんな | 5 | 1.84 |
| 市内 | 5 | 2.23 |
| 同じ | 5 | 2.31 |
| くれる | 5 | 1.97 |
| 腹 | 5 | 3.05 |
| お前 | 6 | 2.16 |
| 舞 | 6 | 3.88 |
| 次 | 6 | 2.53 |
| して | 6 | 1.31 |
| その時 | 6 | 2.75 |
| 座る | 6 | 2.78 |
| 怖い | 6 | 2.81 |
| へ | 6 | 1.95 |
| それでも | 6 | 2.43 |
| もう | 6 | 2.11 |
| 謝る | 6 | 3.20 |
| 自分 | 6 | 1.91 |
| 息 | 6 | 2.82 |
| ご免 | 6 | 3.00 |
| 君 | 7 | 2.19 |
| 先生 | 7 | 2.72 |
| 母 | 7 | 2.96 |
| ば | 7 | 1.60 |
| 家 | 7 | 2.15 |
| 様に | 7 | 1.76 |
| 今日 | 7 | 2.61 |
| そう | 7 | 1.75 |
| なんて | 7 | 2.13 |
| 教室 | 7 | 3.38 |
| 手 | 7 | 1.97 |
| 下 | 7 | 1.38 |
| 初めて | 7 | 2.64 |
| 書く | 8 | 2.69 |
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