Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Statistics

Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
如何にも13.22
現在12.87
足早に14.08
ないか12.68
添える13.65
一瞥13.77
大して13.81
小さい頃14.07
丸で12.60
うーん13.12
感じる12.58
男の子13.51
13.13
11.75
ピンク色14.23
迎え13.35
それから12.79
逃げ13.21
強い12.36
破れ14.25
放っておく14.13
身体12.49
そんなに12.88
守る12.66
13.21
少しでも13.32
取れる13.10
好意13.72
薄笑い14.96
両腕13.60
足りる13.35
証明13.41
チョコ13.95
クソガキ14.38
見透かす14.15
これ12.15
八つ当たり14.16
肩をいからせる16.81
真っ直ぐ13.17
ここ12.11
十六14.05
時間12.25
庭内12.27
はいはい13.62
いい事13.82
押しやる14.68
気取り14.69
傷つく13.63
怒り12.96
残す12.85
意味ない14.50
探り14.11
詰め13.50
13.14
ごっこ14.41
テーブル13.02
戸惑い13.73
余りに13.33
クマ13.43
痛めつける14.29
無邪気13.81
割る13.54
無数13.32
渋々13.82
ばかり12.53
今も13.35
知らない12.68
目が覚める14.44
多分12.94
はぁ12.88
正しく13.40
心臓13.28
何時もより13.79
12.57
少なくとも13.05
一度も13.58
破れる14.19
13.03
もっと12.63
より12.31
殺す12.63
11.96
日々13.25
めっちゃ13.83
見るから13.92
振り払う13.79
ごそごそ14.66
12.62
酷く13.32
じゃん13.55
まとも13.58
連中12.86
指先13.46
13.57
13.47
鳴り14.07
傷つける13.50
慣れ13.18
抱く12.83
12.97

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