The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 勢家 | 1 | 3.43 |
| 急ぐ | 1 | 3.42 |
| がし | 1 | 3.14 |
| 足音 | 1 | 3.51 |
| つもり | 1 | 2.48 |
| クマ | 1 | 3.43 |
| 受けのいい | 1 | 6.59 |
| 尚更 | 1 | 3.69 |
| 楽しみ | 1 | 3.11 |
| 縁起の悪い | 1 | 5.78 |
| 覆う | 1 | 3.25 |
| 睨む | 1 | 3.25 |
| 胃酸 | 1 | 5.48 |
| 漏れる | 1 | 3.55 |
| 心の中 | 1 | 3.40 |
| どっち | 1 | 3.48 |
| やっと | 1 | 3.21 |
| 悪口 | 1 | 4.23 |
| 吐き気 | 1 | 4.23 |
| まー | 1 | 3.87 |
| 取る | 1 | 2.69 |
| 地獄 | 1 | 3.43 |
| 殺す | 1 | 2.63 |
| 心臓 | 1 | 3.28 |
| 破れる | 1 | 4.19 |
| ねえ | 1 | 2.74 |
| 父親 | 1 | 3.14 |
| 時間 | 1 | 2.25 |
| 聞こえる | 1 | 2.77 |
| こくり | 1 | 4.23 |
| 始点 | 1 | 3.69 |
| こんなに | 1 | 3.14 |
| 時計 | 1 | 3.79 |
| 血 | 1 | 2.71 |
| ひそひそ | 1 | 4.50 |
| 付け | 1 | 2.69 |
| 黒ずむ | 1 | 4.81 |
| 教育 | 1 | 3.34 |
| 同じよう | 1 | 3.06 |
| 装う | 1 | 3.97 |
| 鳩尾 | 1 | 4.36 |
| 飛び出し | 1 | 3.42 |
| 飲む | 1 | 2.84 |
| 真っ直ぐ | 1 | 3.17 |
| 突き放す | 1 | 4.35 |
| かのように | 1 | 3.02 |
| 愛情 | 1 | 3.79 |
| 冗談 | 1 | 3.17 |
| ばっか | 1 | 3.98 |
| 址 | 1 | 2.54 |
| 知らない | 1 | 2.68 |
| 悔しい | 1 | 3.38 |
| 休み | 1 | 3.57 |
| 立ち上がる | 1 | 2.96 |
| 庇う | 1 | 3.56 |
| 入れる | 1 | 2.73 |
| 余りに | 1 | 3.33 |
| 庭内 | 1 | 2.27 |
| 手を出す | 1 | 3.90 |
| ちゃんと | 1 | 2.69 |
| 刺激 | 1 | 3.60 |
| 結論 | 1 | 3.40 |
| 呑み | 1 | 4.43 |
| 吐き捨てる | 1 | 4.08 |
| ライター | 1 | 4.71 |
| 少しでも | 1 | 3.32 |
| ずっと | 1 | 2.68 |
| 哀れ | 1 | 3.81 |
| ちゃった | 1 | 3.01 |
| だらけ | 1 | 3.54 |
| 事がある | 1 | 2.89 |
| 悲しい | 1 | 3.34 |
| 叫ぶ | 1 | 2.93 |
| それを | 1 | 2.10 |
| 肩をいからせる | 1 | 6.81 |
| すっと | 1 | 3.91 |
| 隙 | 1 | 3.12 |
| 処世術 | 1 | 5.08 |
| 笑顔 | 1 | 2.66 |
| ごっこ | 1 | 4.41 |
| 最近 | 1 | 2.84 |
| 朝食 | 1 | 3.36 |
| じっと | 1 | 3.19 |
| 痛く | 1 | 3.78 |
| 割 | 1 | 3.87 |
| 代 | 1 | 2.96 |
| 待つ | 1 | 2.41 |
| 慣れた | 1 | 3.44 |
| あの人 | 1 | 3.29 |
| 探す | 1 | 2.81 |
| 昔 | 1 | 2.93 |
| 止まる | 1 | 2.95 |
| 走る | 1 | 2.77 |
| 鼻 | 1 | 3.23 |
| 勝手に | 1 | 3.04 |
| 放課後 | 1 | 3.96 |
| すんな | 1 | 3.96 |
| 身体 | 1 | 2.49 |
| 何時でも | 1 | 3.33 |
| したい | 1 | 2.75 |
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