Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
勢家13.43
急ぐ13.42
がし13.14
足音13.51
つもり12.48
クマ13.43
受けのいい16.59
尚更13.69
楽しみ13.11
縁起の悪い15.78
覆う13.25
睨む13.25
胃酸15.48
漏れる13.55
心の中13.40
どっち13.48
やっと13.21
悪口14.23
吐き気14.23
まー13.87
取る12.69
地獄13.43
殺す12.63
心臓13.28
破れる14.19
ねえ12.74
父親13.14
時間12.25
聞こえる12.77
こくり14.23
始点13.69
こんなに13.14
時計13.79
血12.71
ひそひそ14.50
付け12.69
黒ずむ14.81
教育13.34
同じよう13.06
装う13.97
鳩尾14.36
飛び出し13.42
飲む12.84
真っ直ぐ13.17
突き放す14.35
かのように13.02
愛情13.79
冗談13.17
ばっか13.98
址12.54
知らない12.68
悔しい13.38
休み13.57
立ち上がる12.96
庇う13.56
入れる12.73
余りに13.33
庭内12.27
手を出す13.90
ちゃんと12.69
刺激13.60
結論13.40
呑み14.43
吐き捨てる14.08
ライター14.71
少しでも13.32
ずっと12.68
哀れ13.81
ちゃった13.01
だらけ13.54
事がある12.89
悲しい13.34
叫ぶ12.93
それを12.10
肩をいからせる16.81
すっと13.91
隙13.12
処世術15.08
笑顔12.66
ごっこ14.41
最近12.84
朝食13.36
じっと13.19
痛く13.78
割13.87
代12.96
待つ12.41
慣れた13.44
あの人13.29
探す12.81
昔12.93
止まる12.95
走る12.77
鼻13.23
勝手に13.04
放課後13.96
すんな13.96
身体12.49
何時でも13.33
したい12.75

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