Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Statistics

Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
はは13.43
いいか13.15
13.93
気分12.99
聞こえる12.77
ある日13.73
もし12.64
始まる12.93
警戒12.92
事がない13.27
指す13.83
ひそひそ14.50
目を覚ます14.11
抱く12.83
される12.48
12.39
なんか12.48
酷く13.32
握る13.01
12.74
挙げて13.30
リストカット16.31
めっちゃ13.83
何じゃ13.36
12.75
こんなに13.14
丸で12.60
程なくして14.25
言い捨てる14.48
その事13.14
いける13.19
クマ13.43
調子13.23
パチンコ15.08
さらさら14.18
毎日13.21
守る12.66
11.97
何時でも13.33
凄く13.11
より12.31
転校14.65
通り12.74
肩をいからせる16.81
毎回13.80
品柄12.63
口角14.11
見つける12.80
おいおい13.46
たちまち14.07
12.74
無邪気13.81
本当に12.34
何故だか14.16
13.03
出す12.43
なんだ12.26
震える13.32
謝罪13.36
一行13.49
取れる13.10
教師13.40
逃げ出す13.33
心の中13.40
あそこ13.21
黒ずむ14.81
逃げ場所15.47
底荷12.49
無ければ13.11
汚れ13.65
立派13.24
慣れた13.44
ちゃった13.01
許す12.89
戸惑い13.73
燃やす13.64
失望14.11
両腕13.60
まとも13.58
完全12.65
あの人13.29
笑顔12.66
悔しい13.38
落書き14.61
産む13.79
無数13.32
開き13.45
公園13.94
質の悪い14.92
答え12.75
加害者14.63
ざわつく14.14
投げる13.49
日々13.25
刻む13.37
自己紹介13.63
ちゃんと12.69
思い浮かべる13.73
悲しい13.34
合う12.87

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