The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 如何にも | 1 | 3.22 |
| 現在 | 1 | 2.87 |
| 足早に | 1 | 4.08 |
| ないか | 1 | 2.68 |
| 添える | 1 | 3.65 |
| 一瞥 | 1 | 3.77 |
| 大して | 1 | 3.81 |
| 小さい頃 | 1 | 4.07 |
| 丸で | 1 | 2.60 |
| うーん | 1 | 3.12 |
| 感じる | 1 | 2.58 |
| 男の子 | 1 | 3.51 |
| す | 1 | 3.13 |
| や | 1 | 1.75 |
| ピンク色 | 1 | 4.23 |
| 迎え | 1 | 3.35 |
| それから | 1 | 2.79 |
| 逃げ | 1 | 3.21 |
| 強い | 1 | 2.36 |
| 破れ | 1 | 4.25 |
| 放っておく | 1 | 4.13 |
| 身体 | 1 | 2.49 |
| そんなに | 1 | 2.88 |
| 守る | 1 | 2.66 |
| 机 | 1 | 3.21 |
| 少しでも | 1 | 3.32 |
| 取れる | 1 | 3.10 |
| 好意 | 1 | 3.72 |
| 薄笑い | 1 | 4.96 |
| 両腕 | 1 | 3.60 |
| 足りる | 1 | 3.35 |
| 証明 | 1 | 3.41 |
| チョコ | 1 | 3.95 |
| クソガキ | 1 | 4.38 |
| 見透かす | 1 | 4.15 |
| これ | 1 | 2.15 |
| 八つ当たり | 1 | 4.16 |
| 肩をいからせる | 1 | 6.81 |
| 真っ直ぐ | 1 | 3.17 |
| ここ | 1 | 2.11 |
| 十六 | 1 | 4.05 |
| 時間 | 1 | 2.25 |
| 庭内 | 1 | 2.27 |
| はいはい | 1 | 3.62 |
| いい事 | 1 | 3.82 |
| 押しやる | 1 | 4.68 |
| 気取り | 1 | 4.69 |
| 傷つく | 1 | 3.63 |
| 怒り | 1 | 2.96 |
| 残す | 1 | 2.85 |
| 意味ない | 1 | 4.50 |
| 探り | 1 | 4.11 |
| 詰め | 1 | 3.50 |
| 膝 | 1 | 3.14 |
| ごっこ | 1 | 4.41 |
| テーブル | 1 | 3.02 |
| 戸惑い | 1 | 3.73 |
| 余りに | 1 | 3.33 |
| クマ | 1 | 3.43 |
| 痛めつける | 1 | 4.29 |
| 無邪気 | 1 | 3.81 |
| 割る | 1 | 3.54 |
| 無数 | 1 | 3.32 |
| 渋々 | 1 | 3.82 |
| ばかり | 1 | 2.53 |
| 今も | 1 | 3.35 |
| 知らない | 1 | 2.68 |
| 目が覚める | 1 | 4.44 |
| 多分 | 1 | 2.94 |
| はぁ | 1 | 2.88 |
| 正しく | 1 | 3.40 |
| 心臓 | 1 | 3.28 |
| 何時もより | 1 | 3.79 |
| 足 | 1 | 2.57 |
| 少なくとも | 1 | 3.05 |
| 一度も | 1 | 3.58 |
| 破れる | 1 | 4.19 |
| 床 | 1 | 3.03 |
| もっと | 1 | 2.63 |
| より | 1 | 2.31 |
| 殺す | 1 | 2.63 |
| 方 | 1 | 1.96 |
| 日々 | 1 | 3.25 |
| めっちゃ | 1 | 3.83 |
| 見るから | 1 | 3.92 |
| 振り払う | 1 | 3.79 |
| ごそごそ | 1 | 4.66 |
| 主 | 1 | 2.62 |
| 酷く | 1 | 3.32 |
| じゃん | 1 | 3.55 |
| まとも | 1 | 3.58 |
| 連中 | 1 | 2.86 |
| 指先 | 1 | 3.46 |
| 飯 | 1 | 3.57 |
| 鏡 | 1 | 3.47 |
| 鳴り | 1 | 4.07 |
| 傷つける | 1 | 3.50 |
| 慣れ | 1 | 3.18 |
| 抱く | 1 | 2.83 |
| み | 1 | 2.97 |
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