The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 本当に | 1 | 2.34 |
| 掴む | 1 | 3.00 |
| 残す | 1 | 2.85 |
| 調子 | 1 | 3.23 |
| 好き | 1 | 2.59 |
| 感覚 | 1 | 2.95 |
| 女の子 | 1 | 2.92 |
| ご飯 | 1 | 3.33 |
| 続く | 1 | 2.90 |
| しか | 1 | 2.33 |
| 始点 | 1 | 3.69 |
| 毎回 | 1 | 3.80 |
| 自尊心 | 1 | 4.48 |
| 凄く | 1 | 3.11 |
| じっと | 1 | 3.19 |
| すんな | 1 | 3.96 |
| 助けて | 1 | 3.13 |
| 踊り場 | 1 | 4.80 |
| なるほど | 1 | 2.67 |
| 破れる | 1 | 4.19 |
| まま | 1 | 2.40 |
| 涙 | 1 | 2.98 |
| 二人目 | 1 | 4.43 |
| 守る | 1 | 2.66 |
| 子供 | 1 | 2.60 |
| 謝り | 1 | 4.17 |
| 振り向く | 1 | 3.32 |
| 知る | 1 | 2.11 |
| 眉間 | 1 | 3.66 |
| 立ち上がる | 1 | 2.96 |
| 広げる | 1 | 3.18 |
| すっと | 1 | 3.91 |
| 手を出す | 1 | 3.90 |
| 頭 | 1 | 2.23 |
| 付ける | 1 | 3.02 |
| あいつ | 1 | 2.86 |
| 今 | 1 | 1.97 |
| 思い | 1 | 2.61 |
| 逃げ場所 | 1 | 5.47 |
| 優しい | 1 | 2.76 |
| 探す | 1 | 2.81 |
| ひそひそ | 1 | 4.50 |
| 呼吸 | 1 | 3.43 |
| さらさら | 1 | 4.18 |
| 必ず | 1 | 3.13 |
| どっち | 1 | 3.48 |
| 朝食 | 1 | 3.36 |
| 程々に | 1 | 4.17 |
| どうしても | 1 | 3.16 |
| 母さん | 1 | 3.39 |
| とく | 1 | 3.39 |
| 向かう | 1 | 2.31 |
| 両腕 | 1 | 3.60 |
| 呑み | 1 | 4.43 |
| めっちゃ | 1 | 3.83 |
| 痛く | 1 | 3.78 |
| 聞こえる | 1 | 2.77 |
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