Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
待つ12.41
13.06
連中12.86
ノート13.85
赤い12.81
聞きつける14.13
臭い13.42
刻む13.37
入れる12.73
押しつけ14.20
言葉通り13.92
12.78
足音13.51
死ね13.67
とっくに13.74
13.15
ちょうど良い13.72
読む12.89
出す12.43
愛情13.79
何故だか14.16
12.54
余りに13.33
代わりに13.10
こくり14.23
許す12.89
克く12.46
手を出す13.90
13.83
出来るようになる14.11
ちゃ12.92
数日13.33
準備12.67
明るい13.19
知る12.11
群がる14.06
大して13.81
処世術15.08
押す13.40
気分12.99
助けて13.13
照れ13.61
乱暴13.73
ごそごそ14.66
ゲーム化15.37
増える12.87
慣れた13.44
濡れる13.84
12.47
行く11.99
変に13.93
質の悪い14.92
陰気14.66
戸惑う13.51
痛っ14.34
背ける14.01
逃げ13.21
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