Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
本当に12.34
掴む13.00
残す12.85
調子13.23
好き12.59
感覚12.95
女の子12.92
ご飯13.33
続く12.90
しか12.33
始点13.69
毎回13.80
自尊心14.48
凄く13.11
じっと13.19
すんな13.96
助けて13.13
踊り場14.80
なるほど12.67
破れる14.19
まま12.40
12.98
二人目14.43
守る12.66
子供12.60
謝り14.17
振り向く13.32
知る12.11
眉間13.66
立ち上がる12.96
広げる13.18
すっと13.91
手を出す13.90
12.23
付ける13.02
あいつ12.86
11.97
思い12.61
逃げ場所15.47
優しい12.76
探す12.81
ひそひそ14.50
呼吸13.43
さらさら14.18
必ず13.13
どっち13.48
朝食13.36
程々に14.17
どうしても13.16
母さん13.39
とく13.39
向かう12.31
両腕13.60
呑み14.43
めっちゃ13.83
痛く13.78
聞こえる12.77
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