The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 意味ない | 1 | 4.50 |
| その場 | 1 | 2.86 |
| 昔 | 1 | 2.93 |
| 出す | 1 | 2.43 |
| 押しのける | 1 | 4.30 |
| 風景 | 1 | 3.68 |
| 無邪気 | 1 | 3.81 |
| うーん | 1 | 3.12 |
| 陰気 | 1 | 4.66 |
| 薄笑い | 1 | 4.96 |
| 愛情 | 1 | 3.79 |
| 距離 | 1 | 2.79 |
| クマ | 1 | 3.43 |
| 指先 | 1 | 3.46 |
| 添える | 1 | 3.65 |
| マイナス | 1 | 4.08 |
| 頭 | 1 | 2.23 |
| クソガキ | 1 | 4.38 |
| 謝り | 1 | 4.17 |
| 向かう | 1 | 2.31 |
| 見上げる | 1 | 3.03 |
| 十六 | 1 | 4.05 |
| しか | 1 | 2.33 |
| 助けて | 1 | 3.13 |
| 笑顔 | 1 | 2.66 |
| 近づく | 1 | 2.83 |
| 公園 | 1 | 3.94 |
| それを | 1 | 2.10 |
| 連れ込む | 1 | 4.39 |
| 分が悪い | 1 | 4.54 |
| 何時でも | 1 | 3.33 |
| 数日 | 1 | 3.33 |
| 震える | 1 | 3.32 |
| 何て | 1 | 3.87 |
| 痣 | 1 | 4.54 |
| ようやく | 1 | 2.82 |
| どっち | 1 | 3.48 |
| 急ぐ | 1 | 3.42 |
| 地獄 | 1 | 3.43 |
| 振り払う | 1 | 3.79 |
| される | 1 | 2.48 |
| 視野 | 1 | 3.66 |
| 渋々 | 1 | 3.82 |
| 黒ずむ | 1 | 4.81 |
| 一つも | 1 | 3.83 |
| 止まる | 1 | 2.95 |
| より | 1 | 2.31 |
| 瞳 | 1 | 2.67 |
| ごっこ | 1 | 4.41 |
| 道 | 1 | 2.74 |
| 待った | 1 | 3.67 |
| 願う | 1 | 3.27 |
| 乱暴 | 1 | 3.73 |
| 肩 | 1 | 2.70 |
| 合う | 1 | 2.87 |
| 引っ | 1 | 3.62 |
| 突き放す | 1 | 4.35 |
| 立ち去る | 1 | 3.70 |
| 時々 | 1 | 3.53 |
| させる | 1 | 2.36 |
| 片耳 | 1 | 5.27 |
| 何故だか | 1 | 4.16 |
| 十年 | 1 | 3.74 |
| いつだって | 1 | 3.91 |
| はいはい | 1 | 3.62 |
| そんなに | 1 | 2.88 |
| 淡い | 1 | 3.61 |
| 増える | 1 | 2.87 |
| 目を覚ます | 1 | 4.11 |
| 男たち | 1 | 3.49 |
| 一周 | 1 | 4.32 |
| 軽蔑 | 1 | 4.31 |
| 先に | 1 | 2.69 |
| 固まる | 1 | 3.33 |
| とく | 1 | 3.39 |
| 周り | 1 | 2.77 |
| 寄坐 | 1 | 4.60 |
| チッ | 1 | 3.92 |
| 仲間たち | 1 | 3.73 |
| 破れ | 1 | 4.25 |
| 目の前 | 1 | 2.63 |
| 痛っ | 1 | 4.34 |
| 時計 | 1 | 3.79 |
| 午前 | 1 | 3.84 |
| ゴミ | 1 | 3.82 |
| 突っ込む | 1 | 3.15 |
| 摘み | 1 | 4.53 |
| 現在 | 1 | 2.87 |
| 上 | 1 | 2.23 |
| おお | 1 | 2.89 |
| それも | 1 | 2.72 |
| 二 | 1 | 2.60 |
| 酔う | 1 | 3.78 |
| 言い捨てる | 1 | 4.48 |
| リビング | 1 | 3.77 |
| 連中 | 1 | 2.86 |
| 真っ直ぐ | 1 | 3.17 |
| 起こし | 1 | 3.33 |
| 呑み | 1 | 4.43 |
| 更に | 1 | 2.42 |
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