The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 産む | 1 | 3.79 |
| 何処 | 1 | 2.58 |
| 午前 | 1 | 3.84 |
| 傾げる | 1 | 3.21 |
| 沢山 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 一つも | 1 | 3.83 |
| 事がない | 1 | 3.27 |
| 笑顔 | 1 | 2.66 |
| 勝手に | 1 | 3.04 |
| どんな | 1 | 2.69 |
| はぁ | 1 | 2.88 |
| 殺す | 1 | 2.63 |
| 大丈夫 | 1 | 2.38 |
| 眠り込む | 1 | 5.23 |
| 注目 | 1 | 3.52 |
| 極 | 1 | 3.68 |
| 笑える | 1 | 3.85 |
| 放っておく | 1 | 4.13 |
| 動く | 1 | 2.53 |
| いいか | 1 | 3.15 |
| ずっと | 1 | 2.68 |
| 馬鹿に | 1 | 3.68 |
| 物腰 | 1 | 4.42 |
| 二 | 1 | 2.60 |
| 迷子 | 1 | 4.07 |
| 安っぽい | 1 | 4.69 |
| 女の子 | 1 | 2.92 |
| 痛い目 | 1 | 4.28 |
| 心の声 | 1 | 4.33 |
| ああ | 1 | 2.23 |
| 罵り | 1 | 4.61 |
| 処世術 | 1 | 5.08 |
| 単皮 | 1 | 4.27 |
| 赤い | 1 | 2.81 |
| 代わりに | 1 | 3.10 |
| 教育 | 1 | 3.34 |
| 誤魔化す | 1 | 3.56 |
| サラリーマン | 1 | 4.56 |
| 気にも留めず | 1 | 4.97 |
| 振り払う | 1 | 3.79 |
| おう | 1 | 3.25 |
| って言う | 1 | 2.83 |
| この人 | 1 | 3.25 |
| ないか | 1 | 2.68 |
| 沖 | 1 | 3.65 |
| や | 1 | 1.75 |
| 扉 | 1 | 2.66 |
| 途中 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 言い訳 | 1 | 3.48 |
| 机 | 1 | 3.21 |
| 空席 | 1 | 4.77 |
| 時々 | 1 | 3.53 |
| バカ | 1 | 3.23 |
| 迷う | 1 | 3.30 |
| 直ぐ | 1 | 2.97 |
| 丁寧 | 1 | 3.39 |
| 読み | 1 | 3.20 |
| 幾つか | 1 | 3.13 |
| いつだって | 1 | 3.91 |
| 調子 | 1 | 3.23 |
| 知る | 1 | 2.11 |
| 見て見ぬふり | 1 | 4.82 |
| 音 | 1 | 2.39 |
| 猫 | 1 | 2.91 |
| 縁がない | 1 | 5.08 |
| 自分で | 1 | 2.97 |
| 哀れ | 1 | 3.81 |
| 背ける | 1 | 4.01 |
| 好き | 1 | 2.59 |
| 散る | 1 | 3.52 |
| 呑み | 1 | 4.43 |
| 早い | 1 | 2.99 |
| 胃酸 | 1 | 5.48 |
| いつまでも | 1 | 3.47 |
| 守る | 1 | 2.66 |
| ても | 1 | 1.96 |
| もし | 1 | 2.64 |
| 挨拶 | 1 | 2.94 |
| もん | 1 | 2.71 |
| 傷 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 時間 | 1 | 2.25 |
| ライター | 1 | 4.71 |
| とても | 1 | 2.67 |
| 現在 | 1 | 2.87 |
| 本当に | 1 | 2.34 |
| 横に | 1 | 3.00 |
| 聞こえる | 1 | 2.77 |
| 尚更 | 1 | 3.69 |
| 割る | 1 | 3.54 |
| 標的 | 1 | 3.87 |
| 気取り | 1 | 4.69 |
| 警戒 | 1 | 2.92 |
| すんな | 1 | 3.96 |
| いける | 1 | 3.19 |
| 叩きつける | 1 | 3.45 |
| 倒れる | 1 | 3.23 |
| 足りる | 1 | 3.35 |
| 冷める | 1 | 3.72 |
| 向かう | 1 | 2.31 |
| うーん | 1 | 3.12 |
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