Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Statistics

Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
一つも13.83
痛む13.75
聞きつける14.13
行く11.99
テーブル13.02
丸で12.60
罵り14.61
12.54
やって来る13.06
彼氏13.92
夜呂死苦13.17
おろおろ14.47
優しい12.76
無関心14.32
許す12.89
逸らす13.35
外に12.98
現在12.87
マイナス14.08
一団13.81
14.68
13.83
欠航13.74
酷く13.32
眠る13.15
14.54
12.74
当たり前13.08
謝罪13.36
毎日13.21
何時もより13.79
パチンコ15.08
自己紹介13.63
冗談13.17
吐き捨てる14.08
それを12.10
辛い13.16
とは11.95
ある日13.73
おお12.89
12.60
13.12
質問12.94
争覇13.62
増える12.87
鳴り14.07
食う13.13
ここ12.11
支え13.37
薄笑い14.96
余りに13.33
汚れる13.88
燃やす13.64
11.96
なんだ12.26
悲しい13.34
心地よい13.92
言い捨てる14.48
ちゃ12.92
哀れ13.81
12.67
日々13.25
一度だけ13.95
後で12.94
理由12.47
ピンク色14.23
いい事13.82
はっきり13.06
溢れ13.33
笑み12.60
連れ込む14.39
如何にも13.22
待った13.67
同じよう13.06
考え12.19
居なくなる14.05
押しのける14.30
照れ13.61
おう13.25
役目13.38
ムダ14.81
真っ直ぐ13.17
起こし13.33
痛めつける14.29
品柄12.63
わね12.77
荒げる14.56
かのように13.02
こみ上げる14.32
13.57
酔う13.78
それも12.72
ながらも12.88
逃げ場所15.47
距離12.79
笑い声13.54
待つ12.41
非難13.84
や否や14.06
途中12.94

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