Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Statistics

Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
意味ない14.50
その場12.86
12.93
出す12.43
押しのける14.30
風景13.68
無邪気13.81
うーん13.12
陰気14.66
薄笑い14.96
愛情13.79
距離12.79
クマ13.43
指先13.46
添える13.65
マイナス14.08
12.23
クソガキ14.38
謝り14.17
向かう12.31
見上げる13.03
十六14.05
しか12.33
助けて13.13
笑顔12.66
近づく12.83
公園13.94
それを12.10
連れ込む14.39
分が悪い14.54
何時でも13.33
数日13.33
震える13.32
何て13.87
14.54
ようやく12.82
どっち13.48
急ぐ13.42
地獄13.43
振り払う13.79
される12.48
視野13.66
渋々13.82
黒ずむ14.81
一つも13.83
止まる12.95
より12.31
12.67
ごっこ14.41
12.74
待った13.67
願う13.27
乱暴13.73
12.70
合う12.87
引っ13.62
突き放す14.35
立ち去る13.70
時々13.53
させる12.36
片耳15.27
何故だか14.16
十年13.74
いつだって13.91
はいはい13.62
そんなに12.88
淡い13.61
増える12.87
目を覚ます14.11
男たち13.49
一周14.32
軽蔑14.31
先に12.69
固まる13.33
とく13.39
周り12.77
寄坐14.60
チッ13.92
仲間たち13.73
破れ14.25
目の前12.63
痛っ14.34
時計13.79
午前13.84
ゴミ13.82
突っ込む13.15
摘み14.53
現在12.87
12.23
おお12.89
それも12.72
12.60
酔う13.78
言い捨てる14.48
リビング13.77
連中12.86
真っ直ぐ13.17
起こし13.33
呑み14.43
更に12.42

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