Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Statistics

Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
産む13.79
何処12.58
午前13.84
傾げる13.21
沢山12.94
一つも13.83
事がない13.27
笑顔12.66
勝手に13.04
どんな12.69
はぁ12.88
殺す12.63
大丈夫12.38
眠り込む15.23
注目13.52
極13.68
笑える13.85
放っておく14.13
動く12.53
いいか13.15
ずっと12.68
馬鹿に13.68
物腰14.42
二12.60
迷子14.07
安っぽい14.69
女の子12.92
痛い目14.28
心の声14.33
ああ12.23
罵り14.61
処世術15.08
単皮14.27
赤い12.81
代わりに13.10
教育13.34
誤魔化す13.56
サラリーマン14.56
気にも留めず14.97
振り払う13.79
おう13.25
って言う12.83
この人13.25
ないか12.68
沖13.65
や11.75
扉12.66
途中12.94
言い訳13.48
机13.21
空席14.77
時々13.53
バカ13.23
迷う13.30
直ぐ12.97
丁寧13.39
読み13.20
幾つか13.13
いつだって13.91
調子13.23
知る12.11
見て見ぬふり14.82
音12.39
猫12.91
縁がない15.08
自分で12.97
哀れ13.81
背ける14.01
好き12.59
散る13.52
呑み14.43
早い12.99
胃酸15.48
いつまでも13.47
守る12.66
ても11.96
もし12.64
挨拶12.94
もん12.71
傷12.94
時間12.25
ライター14.71
とても12.67
現在12.87
本当に12.34
横に13.00
聞こえる12.77
尚更13.69
割る13.54
標的13.87
気取り14.69
警戒12.92
すんな13.96
いける13.19
叩きつける13.45
倒れる13.23
足りる13.35
冷める13.72
向かう12.31
うーん13.12

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