The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 一つも | 1 | 3.83 |
| 痛む | 1 | 3.75 |
| 聞きつける | 1 | 4.13 |
| 行く | 1 | 1.99 |
| テーブル | 1 | 3.02 |
| 丸で | 1 | 2.60 |
| 罵り | 1 | 4.61 |
| 身 | 1 | 2.54 |
| やって来る | 1 | 3.06 |
| 彼氏 | 1 | 3.92 |
| 夜呂死苦 | 1 | 3.17 |
| おろおろ | 1 | 4.47 |
| 優しい | 1 | 2.76 |
| 無関心 | 1 | 4.32 |
| 許す | 1 | 2.89 |
| 逸らす | 1 | 3.35 |
| 外に | 1 | 2.98 |
| 現在 | 1 | 2.87 |
| マイナス | 1 | 4.08 |
| 一団 | 1 | 3.81 |
| 汚 | 1 | 4.68 |
| 伝 | 1 | 3.83 |
| 欠航 | 1 | 3.74 |
| 酷く | 1 | 3.32 |
| 眠る | 1 | 3.15 |
| 痣 | 1 | 4.54 |
| 道 | 1 | 2.74 |
| 当たり前 | 1 | 3.08 |
| 謝罪 | 1 | 3.36 |
| 毎日 | 1 | 3.21 |
| 何時もより | 1 | 3.79 |
| パチンコ | 1 | 5.08 |
| 自己紹介 | 1 | 3.63 |
| 冗談 | 1 | 3.17 |
| 吐き捨てる | 1 | 4.08 |
| それを | 1 | 2.10 |
| 辛い | 1 | 3.16 |
| とは | 1 | 1.95 |
| ある日 | 1 | 3.73 |
| おお | 1 | 2.89 |
| 二 | 1 | 2.60 |
| 隙 | 1 | 3.12 |
| 質問 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 争覇 | 1 | 3.62 |
| 増える | 1 | 2.87 |
| 鳴り | 1 | 4.07 |
| 食う | 1 | 3.13 |
| ここ | 1 | 2.11 |
| 支え | 1 | 3.37 |
| 薄笑い | 1 | 4.96 |
| 余りに | 1 | 3.33 |
| 汚れる | 1 | 3.88 |
| 燃やす | 1 | 3.64 |
| 話 | 1 | 1.96 |
| なんだ | 1 | 2.26 |
| 悲しい | 1 | 3.34 |
| 心地よい | 1 | 3.92 |
| 言い捨てる | 1 | 4.48 |
| ちゃ | 1 | 2.92 |
| 哀れ | 1 | 3.81 |
| 瞳 | 1 | 2.67 |
| 日々 | 1 | 3.25 |
| 一度だけ | 1 | 3.95 |
| 後で | 1 | 2.94 |
| 理由 | 1 | 2.47 |
| ピンク色 | 1 | 4.23 |
| いい事 | 1 | 3.82 |
| はっきり | 1 | 3.06 |
| 溢れ | 1 | 3.33 |
| 笑み | 1 | 2.60 |
| 連れ込む | 1 | 4.39 |
| 如何にも | 1 | 3.22 |
| 待った | 1 | 3.67 |
| 同じよう | 1 | 3.06 |
| 考え | 1 | 2.19 |
| 居なくなる | 1 | 4.05 |
| 押しのける | 1 | 4.30 |
| 照れ | 1 | 3.61 |
| おう | 1 | 3.25 |
| 役目 | 1 | 3.38 |
| ムダ | 1 | 4.81 |
| 真っ直ぐ | 1 | 3.17 |
| 起こし | 1 | 3.33 |
| 痛めつける | 1 | 4.29 |
| 品柄 | 1 | 2.63 |
| わね | 1 | 2.77 |
| 荒げる | 1 | 4.56 |
| かのように | 1 | 3.02 |
| こみ上げる | 1 | 4.32 |
| 飯 | 1 | 3.57 |
| 酔う | 1 | 3.78 |
| それも | 1 | 2.72 |
| ながらも | 1 | 2.88 |
| 逃げ場所 | 1 | 5.47 |
| 距離 | 1 | 2.79 |
| 笑い声 | 1 | 3.54 |
| 待つ | 1 | 2.41 |
| 非難 | 1 | 3.84 |
| や否や | 1 | 4.06 |
| 途中 | 1 | 2.94 |
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