The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 帰り | 1 | 3.48 |
| 間違え | 1 | 3.80 |
| 涙 | 1 | 2.98 |
| 毎回 | 1 | 3.80 |
| 続く | 1 | 2.90 |
| がし | 1 | 3.14 |
| 好き | 1 | 2.59 |
| 逸らす | 1 | 3.35 |
| 音 | 1 | 2.39 |
| 飲む | 1 | 2.84 |
| 何それ | 1 | 3.89 |
| 午前 | 1 | 3.84 |
| 白い | 1 | 2.82 |
| 女の子 | 1 | 2.92 |
| 空く | 1 | 3.28 |
| 代わりに | 1 | 3.10 |
| 離す | 1 | 3.22 |
| 明るい | 1 | 3.19 |
| 程なくして | 1 | 4.25 |
| 欲しい | 1 | 2.46 |
| 猫 | 1 | 2.91 |
| 傾げる | 1 | 3.21 |
| あの人 | 1 | 3.29 |
| 悪魔 | 1 | 3.04 |
| そろそろ | 1 | 2.88 |
| 死ね | 1 | 3.67 |
| したい | 1 | 2.75 |
| 胃酸 | 1 | 5.48 |
| 開き | 1 | 3.45 |
| 注目 | 1 | 3.52 |
| 挙げて | 1 | 3.30 |
| 気力 | 1 | 3.86 |
| 余りに | 1 | 3.33 |
| 更け | 1 | 4.53 |
| 過ぎる | 1 | 2.60 |
| 薄笑い | 1 | 4.96 |
| 二 | 1 | 2.60 |
| 飛び出し | 1 | 3.42 |
| メモ帳 | 1 | 4.66 |
| 押しつけ | 1 | 4.20 |
| 勝負 | 1 | 3.22 |
| 飲みかけ | 1 | 5.25 |
| ても良い | 1 | 2.90 |
| 庭内 | 1 | 2.27 |
| なるほど | 1 | 2.67 |
| 暖かい | 1 | 3.67 |
| 悲鳴 | 1 | 3.14 |
| はっきり | 1 | 3.06 |
| 視野 | 1 | 3.66 |
| 他聞 | 1 | 3.15 |
| 刎 | 1 | 3.53 |
| 刺激 | 1 | 3.60 |
| 鐘 | 1 | 3.93 |
| 投げる | 1 | 3.49 |
| 逃げ出す | 1 | 3.33 |
| 退く | 1 | 3.67 |
| 悪口 | 1 | 4.23 |
| いい事 | 1 | 3.82 |
| あいつ | 1 | 2.86 |
| ねえ | 1 | 2.74 |
| 鳴り | 1 | 4.07 |
| 義務 | 1 | 3.73 |
| 一反 | 1 | 3.87 |
| 二人目 | 1 | 4.43 |
| どんな | 1 | 2.69 |
| 滑り込む | 1 | 4.34 |
| ながらも | 1 | 2.88 |
| 無意識 | 1 | 3.59 |
| 心臓 | 1 | 3.28 |
| 夜呂死苦 | 1 | 3.17 |
| クマ | 1 | 3.43 |
| 添える | 1 | 3.65 |
| 見開き | 1 | 4.03 |
| 睨む | 1 | 3.25 |
| 身体 | 1 | 2.49 |
| 一瞬 | 1 | 2.69 |
| 時計 | 1 | 3.79 |
| 多分 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 空席 | 1 | 4.77 |
| させる | 1 | 2.36 |
| 聞こえる | 1 | 2.77 |
| 事がない | 1 | 3.27 |
| 愛 | 1 | 3.07 |
| 十六 | 1 | 4.05 |
| なんだ | 1 | 2.26 |
| いつだって | 1 | 3.91 |
| 今まで | 1 | 2.69 |
| 出す | 1 | 2.43 |
| より | 1 | 2.31 |
| 出来るようになる | 1 | 4.11 |
| いいよ | 1 | 3.37 |
| 食事 | 1 | 2.84 |
| 泣き | 1 | 3.33 |
| せずに | 1 | 3.22 |
| 彼氏 | 1 | 3.92 |
| 何故か | 1 | 2.92 |
| 主 | 1 | 2.62 |
| 目に遭う | 1 | 4.66 |
| 狙う | 1 | 2.89 |
| 酔う | 1 | 3.78 |
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