The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| すっと | 1 | 3.91 |
| 居なくなる | 1 | 4.05 |
| さらさら | 1 | 4.18 |
| 数日後 | 1 | 4.04 |
| 足 | 1 | 2.57 |
| 苦しい | 1 | 3.37 |
| にこっと | 1 | 4.88 |
| 押しやる | 1 | 4.68 |
| 十年 | 1 | 3.74 |
| 二 | 1 | 2.60 |
| 殺す | 1 | 2.63 |
| 突っ込む | 1 | 3.15 |
| 日々 | 1 | 3.25 |
| 男の子 | 1 | 3.51 |
| おろおろ | 1 | 4.47 |
| もう一度 | 1 | 3.13 |
| 如何にも | 1 | 3.22 |
| 俺ら | 1 | 3.50 |
| ペン画 | 1 | 5.26 |
| 道 | 1 | 2.74 |
| 食う | 1 | 3.13 |
| たちまち | 1 | 4.07 |
| 乱暴 | 1 | 3.73 |
| 受けのいい | 1 | 6.59 |
| 押さえ | 1 | 3.44 |
| ほんの少し | 1 | 3.68 |
| それを | 1 | 2.10 |
| 痛っ | 1 | 4.34 |
| 足りる | 1 | 3.35 |
| 退く | 1 | 3.67 |
| 自尊心 | 1 | 4.48 |
| 広げる | 1 | 3.18 |
| 城 | 1 | 2.75 |
| がし | 1 | 3.14 |
| 分が悪い | 1 | 4.54 |
| 何故だか | 1 | 4.16 |
| ある日 | 1 | 3.73 |
| 酷く | 1 | 3.32 |
| 同じよう | 1 | 3.06 |
| の度に | 1 | 4.46 |
| 戸惑う | 1 | 3.51 |
| 陰気 | 1 | 4.66 |
| 極 | 1 | 3.68 |
| 後で | 1 | 2.94 |
| 付ける | 1 | 3.02 |
| 冷める | 1 | 3.72 |
| かい | 1 | 2.98 |
| 理由 | 1 | 2.47 |
| 物腰 | 1 | 4.42 |
| 仲良く | 1 | 3.30 |
| 見え | 1 | 2.91 |
| ー | 1 | 2.29 |
| ざわつく | 1 | 4.14 |
| 育つ | 1 | 3.40 |
| をして | 1 | 2.06 |
| 割る | 1 | 3.54 |
| 愛 | 1 | 3.07 |
| 何時でも | 1 | 3.33 |
| 踊り場 | 1 | 4.80 |
| 抱く | 1 | 2.83 |
| 濡れる | 1 | 3.84 |
| 振り向く | 1 | 3.32 |
| ながらも | 1 | 2.88 |
| 知る | 1 | 2.11 |
| 本当に | 1 | 2.34 |
| 言い残す | 1 | 4.02 |
| 謝罪 | 1 | 3.36 |
| 読む | 1 | 2.89 |
| いける | 1 | 3.19 |
| 時計 | 1 | 3.79 |
| 悲しい | 1 | 3.34 |
| 足す | 1 | 4.25 |
| 罵り | 1 | 4.61 |
| 入れ歯 | 1 | 3.16 |
| 事がある | 1 | 2.89 |
| 哀れ | 1 | 3.81 |
| 心の声 | 1 | 4.33 |
| 今まで | 1 | 2.69 |
| 単皮 | 1 | 4.27 |
| 愛情 | 1 | 3.79 |
| 空席 | 1 | 4.77 |
| 無数 | 1 | 3.32 |
| 悪口 | 1 | 4.23 |
| 合う | 1 | 2.87 |
| おお | 1 | 2.89 |
| 目が覚める | 1 | 4.44 |
| 大丈夫 | 1 | 2.38 |
| 終わり | 1 | 3.06 |
| ても良い | 1 | 2.90 |
| 気配 | 1 | 2.79 |
| 朝食 | 1 | 3.36 |
| 押しのける | 1 | 4.30 |
| 処世術 | 1 | 5.08 |
| 吐き捨てる | 1 | 4.08 |
| 指先 | 1 | 3.46 |
| 埋める | 1 | 3.40 |
| 痛む | 1 | 3.75 |
| される | 1 | 2.48 |
| 床 | 1 | 3.03 |
| 幾つか | 1 | 3.13 |
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