The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 酷く | 1 | 3.32 |
| 失望 | 1 | 4.11 |
| 自分で | 1 | 2.97 |
| まま | 1 | 2.40 |
| 選ぶ | 1 | 2.84 |
| 助けて | 1 | 3.13 |
| 崩れ落ちる | 1 | 3.64 |
| 数日 | 1 | 3.33 |
| そんなに | 1 | 2.88 |
| いつまでも | 1 | 3.47 |
| 狙う | 1 | 2.89 |
| 正しく | 1 | 3.40 |
| 辛い | 1 | 3.16 |
| 破れ | 1 | 4.25 |
| 静か | 1 | 3.43 |
| 吐き捨てる | 1 | 4.08 |
| 濡れる | 1 | 3.84 |
| 戸惑う | 1 | 3.51 |
| 倒れる | 1 | 3.23 |
| 庭内 | 1 | 2.27 |
| やって来る | 1 | 3.06 |
| 十分 | 1 | 2.75 |
| 遭う | 1 | 3.72 |
| 胃酸 | 1 | 5.48 |
| 直接 | 1 | 3.02 |
| 愛情 | 1 | 3.79 |
| たちまち | 1 | 4.07 |
| 無関心 | 1 | 4.32 |
| 世界 | 1 | 2.18 |
| させる | 1 | 2.36 |
| 扉 | 1 | 2.66 |
| 立ち上がり | 1 | 3.46 |
| 手おけ | 1 | 3.35 |
| 教育 | 1 | 3.34 |
| 寄る | 1 | 3.37 |
| 笑み | 1 | 2.60 |
| 最終的 | 1 | 3.50 |
| こそ | 1 | 2.75 |
| 傷つく | 1 | 3.63 |
| 不味い | 1 | 3.21 |
| 転ぶ | 1 | 3.77 |
| 合う | 1 | 2.87 |
| 向かう | 1 | 2.31 |
| その事 | 1 | 3.14 |
| 傷つける | 1 | 3.50 |
| 丁寧 | 1 | 3.39 |
| ツラ | 1 | 4.80 |
| 指先 | 1 | 3.46 |
| とっくに | 1 | 3.74 |
| 無数 | 1 | 3.32 |
| 白い | 1 | 2.82 |
| 赤い | 1 | 2.81 |
| 最近 | 1 | 2.84 |
| 荒げる | 1 | 4.56 |
| 今朝 | 1 | 3.77 |
| はぁ | 1 | 2.88 |
| 終える | 1 | 2.86 |
| 剔 | 1 | 2.60 |
| 隙 | 1 | 3.12 |
| 心臓 | 1 | 3.28 |
| もん | 1 | 2.71 |
| 一つ | 1 | 2.53 |
| 答える | 1 | 2.69 |
| 作る | 1 | 2.24 |
| それから | 1 | 2.79 |
| さ | 1 | 1.59 |
| 汚れる | 1 | 3.88 |
| 十六 | 1 | 4.05 |
| こんな | 1 | 2.33 |
| じゃね | 1 | 4.02 |
| 刎 | 1 | 3.53 |
| 単皮 | 1 | 4.27 |
| 背中 | 1 | 2.80 |
| 欠航 | 1 | 3.74 |
| 連れて | 1 | 2.86 |
| 刻む | 1 | 3.37 |
| 埋める | 1 | 3.40 |
| 立派 | 1 | 3.24 |
| ムダ | 1 | 4.81 |
| 時間 | 1 | 2.25 |
| じっと | 1 | 3.19 |
| 無ければ | 1 | 3.11 |
| 階段 | 1 | 3.20 |
| いつの間にか | 1 | 3.19 |
| 立てる | 1 | 3.28 |
| 見て見ぬふり | 1 | 4.82 |
| もし | 1 | 2.64 |
| 震える | 1 | 3.32 |
| 教師 | 1 | 3.40 |
| 時計 | 1 | 3.79 |
| 同じよう | 1 | 3.06 |
| 燃やす | 1 | 3.64 |
| 飯 | 1 | 3.57 |
| 他聞 | 1 | 3.15 |
| 毎回 | 1 | 3.80 |
| 変わり | 1 | 3.44 |
| クソガキ | 1 | 4.38 |
| 一瞥 | 1 | 3.77 |
| まー | 1 | 3.87 |
| この人 | 1 | 3.25 |
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