Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
酷く13.32
失望14.11
自分で12.97
まま12.40
選ぶ12.84
助けて13.13
崩れ落ちる13.64
数日13.33
そんなに12.88
いつまでも13.47
狙う12.89
正しく13.40
辛い13.16
破れ14.25
静か13.43
吐き捨てる14.08
濡れる13.84
戸惑う13.51
倒れる13.23
庭内12.27
やって来る13.06
十分12.75
遭う13.72
胃酸15.48
直接13.02
愛情13.79
たちまち14.07
無関心14.32
世界12.18
させる12.36
12.66
立ち上がり13.46
手おけ13.35
教育13.34
寄る13.37
笑み12.60
最終的13.50
こそ12.75
傷つく13.63
不味い13.21
転ぶ13.77
合う12.87
向かう12.31
その事13.14
傷つける13.50
丁寧13.39
ツラ14.80
指先13.46
とっくに13.74
無数13.32
白い12.82
赤い12.81
最近12.84
荒げる14.56
今朝13.77
はぁ12.88
終える12.86
12.60
13.12
心臓13.28
もん12.71
一つ12.53
答える12.69
作る12.24
それから12.79
11.59
汚れる13.88
十六14.05
こんな12.33
じゃね14.02
13.53
単皮14.27
背中12.80
欠航13.74
連れて12.86
刻む13.37
埋める13.40
立派13.24
ムダ14.81
時間12.25
じっと13.19
無ければ13.11
階段13.20
いつの間にか13.19
立てる13.28
見て見ぬふり14.82
もし12.64
震える13.32
教師13.40
時計13.79
同じよう13.06
燃やす13.64
13.57
他聞13.15
毎回13.80
変わり13.44
クソガキ14.38
一瞥13.77
まー13.87
この人13.25

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