Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
すっと13.91
居なくなる14.05
さらさら14.18
数日後14.04
足12.57
苦しい13.37
にこっと14.88
押しやる14.68
十年13.74
二12.60
殺す12.63
突っ込む13.15
日々13.25
男の子13.51
おろおろ14.47
もう一度13.13
如何にも13.22
俺ら13.50
ペン画15.26
道12.74
食う13.13
たちまち14.07
乱暴13.73
受けのいい16.59
押さえ13.44
ほんの少し13.68
それを12.10
痛っ14.34
足りる13.35
退く13.67
自尊心14.48
広げる13.18
城12.75
がし13.14
分が悪い14.54
何故だか14.16
ある日13.73
酷く13.32
同じよう13.06
の度に14.46
戸惑う13.51
陰気14.66
極13.68
後で12.94
付ける13.02
冷める13.72
かい12.98
理由12.47
物腰14.42
仲良く13.30
見え12.91
ー12.29
ざわつく14.14
育つ13.40
をして12.06
割る13.54
愛13.07
何時でも13.33
踊り場14.80
抱く12.83
濡れる13.84
振り向く13.32
ながらも12.88
知る12.11
本当に12.34
言い残す14.02
謝罪13.36
読む12.89
いける13.19
時計13.79
悲しい13.34
足す14.25
罵り14.61
入れ歯13.16
事がある12.89
哀れ13.81
心の声14.33
今まで12.69
単皮14.27
愛情13.79
空席14.77
無数13.32
悪口14.23
合う12.87
おお12.89
目が覚める14.44
大丈夫12.38
終わり13.06
ても良い12.90
気配12.79
朝食13.36
押しのける14.30
処世術15.08
吐き捨てる14.08
指先13.46
埋める13.40
痛む13.75
される12.48
床13.03
幾つか13.13

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