The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 通告 | 1 | 4.85 |
| 距離 | 1 | 2.79 |
| 押しのける | 1 | 4.30 |
| 転ぶ | 1 | 3.77 |
| 冷める | 1 | 3.72 |
| それから | 1 | 2.79 |
| 馬鹿に | 1 | 3.68 |
| 入れ歯 | 1 | 3.16 |
| 呼吸 | 1 | 3.43 |
| 男たち | 1 | 3.49 |
| 戸惑う | 1 | 3.51 |
| 目を覚ます | 1 | 4.11 |
| をして | 1 | 2.06 |
| 殺す | 1 | 2.63 |
| 続く | 1 | 2.90 |
| ツラ | 1 | 4.80 |
| 言い残す | 1 | 4.02 |
| これ | 1 | 2.15 |
| 一団 | 1 | 3.81 |
| ちゃ | 1 | 2.92 |
| 笑顔 | 1 | 2.66 |
| 寂しい | 1 | 3.33 |
| 放課後 | 1 | 3.96 |
| 一つも | 1 | 3.83 |
| 夜呂死苦 | 1 | 3.17 |
| 奴 | 1 | 2.57 |
| 猫 | 1 | 2.91 |
| ある日 | 1 | 3.73 |
| わね | 1 | 2.77 |
| 城 | 1 | 2.75 |
| たった一つ | 1 | 4.29 |
| 庇う | 1 | 3.56 |
| 先に | 1 | 2.69 |
| す | 1 | 3.13 |
| 片耳 | 1 | 5.27 |
| 庭内 | 1 | 2.27 |
| 弁え | 1 | 4.20 |
| 日々 | 1 | 3.25 |
| 凄く | 1 | 3.11 |
| 踊り場 | 1 | 4.80 |
| 鐘 | 1 | 3.93 |
| 火 | 1 | 2.74 |
| 立ち去る | 1 | 3.70 |
| 他人 | 1 | 3.24 |
| 覆う | 1 | 3.25 |
| させる | 1 | 2.36 |
| とく | 1 | 3.39 |
| 黒ずむ | 1 | 4.81 |
| と言うより | 1 | 3.10 |
| 朝食 | 1 | 3.36 |
| せずに | 1 | 3.22 |
| 一周 | 1 | 4.32 |
| 址 | 1 | 2.54 |
| 理由 | 1 | 2.47 |
| こんな | 1 | 2.33 |
| 直接 | 1 | 3.02 |
| 処世術 | 1 | 5.08 |
| じゃね | 1 | 4.02 |
| 同じよう | 1 | 3.06 |
| 沈む | 1 | 3.38 |
| 足 | 1 | 2.57 |
| 崩れ落ちる | 1 | 3.64 |
| 放る | 1 | 3.59 |
| クソガキ | 1 | 4.38 |
| 気にも留めず | 1 | 4.97 |
| 直ぐ | 1 | 2.97 |
| 時間 | 1 | 2.25 |
| 調子 | 1 | 3.23 |
| 突き放す | 1 | 4.35 |
| 地獄 | 1 | 3.43 |
| 勝負 | 1 | 3.22 |
| 連中 | 1 | 2.86 |
| そ | 1 | 2.90 |
| 後で | 1 | 2.94 |
| 見上げる | 1 | 3.03 |
| 一度だけ | 1 | 3.95 |
| 見つける | 1 | 2.80 |
| 付け | 1 | 2.69 |
| めっちゃ | 1 | 3.83 |
| 乱暴 | 1 | 3.73 |
| ムダ | 1 | 4.81 |
| はいはい | 1 | 3.62 |
| 追いかける | 1 | 3.34 |
| 欲しい | 1 | 2.46 |
| 好意 | 1 | 3.72 |
| 扉 | 1 | 2.66 |
| 話 | 1 | 1.96 |
| 握る | 1 | 3.01 |
| そっと | 1 | 3.14 |
| 真っ直ぐ | 1 | 3.17 |
| 臭い | 1 | 3.42 |
| 練習 | 1 | 3.24 |
| 断る | 1 | 3.15 |
| たちまち | 1 | 4.07 |
| ごっこ | 1 | 4.41 |
| 寄る | 1 | 3.37 |
| 沖 | 1 | 3.65 |
| 口角 | 1 | 4.11 |
| 勝手に | 1 | 3.04 |
| 酔う | 1 | 3.78 |
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