The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 言葉 | 3 | 1.96 |
| 焼ける | 3 | 3.91 |
| 吐く | 3 | 2.90 |
| こいつ | 3 | 2.74 |
| 気 | 3 | 2.13 |
| 違う | 3 | 2.29 |
| 出る | 3 | 2.34 |
| だろ | 3 | 2.69 |
| んだ | 2 | 1.80 |
| 聞く | 2 | 1.95 |
| せ | 2 | 2.05 |
| 朝 | 2 | 2.96 |
| 上がる | 2 | 2.69 |
| 頃 | 2 | 2.85 |
| 口 | 2 | 2.30 |
| あれ | 2 | 2.23 |
| これ以上 | 2 | 3.04 |
| 休み時間 | 2 | 4.66 |
| 席 | 2 | 2.98 |
| 同時に | 2 | 2.65 |
| 宿す | 2 | 3.69 |
| しかも | 2 | 2.72 |
| みたいな | 2 | 2.70 |
| 震え | 2 | 3.19 |
| 様子 | 2 | 2.34 |
| 同情 | 2 | 3.64 |
| 場所 | 2 | 2.27 |
| 上げる | 2 | 2.58 |
| きっと | 2 | 2.65 |
| 見間違い | 2 | 4.50 |
| 曲 | 2 | 3.30 |
| うん | 2 | 2.39 |
| 転校生 | 2 | 4.80 |
| 蹴り | 2 | 3.23 |
| ううん | 2 | 3.63 |
| 一斉に | 2 | 3.36 |
| 訳じゃない | 2 | 3.07 |
| 一言 | 2 | 3.11 |
| やっぱり | 2 | 2.64 |
| だって | 2 | 2.30 |
| 其れだけ | 2 | 2.66 |
| 何も | 2 | 2.48 |
| ペン | 2 | 3.95 |
| 嬉しい | 2 | 2.74 |
| そこ | 2 | 2.66 |
| 気持ち悪い | 2 | 3.75 |
| 勿論 | 2 | 2.47 |
| 余りにも | 2 | 3.24 |
| 丁 | 2 | 2.44 |
| 拳 | 2 | 2.95 |
| がる | 2 | 2.87 |
| ちょっと | 2 | 2.29 |
| 空腹 | 2 | 4.02 |
| 考える | 2 | 2.30 |
| 興味 | 2 | 2.96 |
| し | 2 | 1.60 |
| らしい | 2 | 2.54 |
| 首 | 2 | 2.55 |
| 飽きる | 2 | 3.89 |
| 哭く | 2 | 2.05 |
| 抓み | 2 | 4.18 |
| そこまで | 2 | 2.73 |
| 蹴る | 2 | 3.28 |
| 空気 | 2 | 2.85 |
| 彼方 | 2 | 2.51 |
| 軽い | 2 | 2.69 |
| 終わる | 2 | 2.44 |
| 視線 | 2 | 2.32 |
| 十二 | 2 | 3.73 |
| 打ち荷 | 2 | 3.13 |
| 塞ぐ | 2 | 3.51 |
| はっ | 2 | 2.79 |
| ほら | 2 | 3.02 |
| 幾ど | 2 | 2.84 |
| 喉 | 2 | 3.27 |
| 負ける | 2 | 3.03 |
| 泣く | 2 | 3.07 |
| 幾 | 2 | 2.12 |
| 生まれ | 2 | 3.27 |
| 覚める | 2 | 3.73 |
| わ | 2 | 2.11 |
| 記憶 | 2 | 2.80 |
| リーダー格 | 2 | 4.42 |
| その日 | 2 | 3.31 |
| 一日 | 2 | 3.24 |
| もういい | 2 | 3.73 |
| そう言う | 2 | 2.36 |
| 思い出す | 2 | 2.70 |
| 見つめる | 2 | 2.75 |
| 今度 | 2 | 2.69 |
| ぼんやり | 2 | 3.52 |
| 人間 | 2 | 2.21 |
| 二人きり | 2 | 3.85 |
| ほう | 2 | 2.88 |
| 七日 | 2 | 2.50 |
| ゴミ袋 | 2 | 5.30 |
| 相手 | 2 | 2.18 |
| 空 | 2 | 2.69 |
| なさい | 2 | 2.85 |
| あの子 | 2 | 3.24 |
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