Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Statistics

Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
はい32.31
楽しい32.76
苛め33.87
みたい32.65
32.13
立つ32.58
何で32.52
静かに33.02
です21.71
騒ぎ23.37
十二23.73
覚める23.73
抜け23.20
詰まり22.59
殊に22.16
其れだけ22.66
のだ21.65
相手22.18
蹴り23.23
ぼんやり23.52
終わる22.44
22.95
22.69
転校生24.80
22.30
人間22.21
なさい22.85
学校23.04
生き22.80
近く22.69
んだ21.80
負ける23.03
無理やり23.54
本気で23.19
宿す23.69
休み時間24.66
嫌う23.34
一日23.24
生まれ23.27
少女22.57
飽きる23.89
場所22.27
空腹24.02
ほう22.88
同時に22.65
ゴミ袋25.30
蹴る23.28
飛んだ23.76
22.55
様子22.34
でしょ23.03
決意23.41
なのに22.74
リーダー格24.42
塞ぐ23.51
そう言う22.36
一言23.11
差し伸べる24.08
見つめる22.75
悪い22.37
空気22.85
しかも22.72
戻る22.35
哭く22.05
慰め23.79
軽い22.69
勿論22.47
記憶22.80
ピンク23.89
その日23.31
もういい23.73
僧尼22.52
らしい22.54
22.96
泣く23.07
同情23.64
幾ど22.84
これ以上23.04
震え23.19
打ち荷23.13
七日22.50
だって22.30
抓み24.18
会う22.62
訳じゃない23.07
彼方22.51
そこまで22.73
上がる22.69
あの子23.24
残る22.71
嬉しい22.74
明日22.80
かも知れない22.21
あれ22.23
なの22.22
誰か22.71
クラスメイト23.79
お腹23.37
方がいい23.16
23.28

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