Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
単皮14.27
今朝13.77
大して13.81
もし12.64
男たち13.49
ご飯13.33
12.93
割る13.54
こんなに13.14
正邪14.28
やって来る13.06
足りる13.35
13.93
立ちはだかる14.04
酔う13.78
ごっこ14.41
12.96
したい12.75
ばかり12.53
開き13.45
最近12.84
はぁ12.88
装う13.97
叩きつける13.45
12.54
あそこ13.21
心地よい13.92
そんなに12.88
もん12.71
胃酸15.48
ピンク色14.23
席につく14.95
向かう12.31
笑み12.60
感覚12.95
臭い13.42
それじゃあ13.25
放る13.59
破れる14.19
走り書き15.19
母さん13.39
始まる12.93
好き12.59
争覇13.62
痛く13.78
立ち去る13.70
迷う13.30
振る12.80
少しでも13.32
暫くして13.75
寂しい13.33
出す12.43
外に12.98
克く12.46
空席14.77
離れる12.83
処世術15.08
一瞬12.69
迎え13.35
無意識13.59
丸で12.60
帰り13.48
13.81
信じる12.80
加害者14.63
13.83
こくり14.23
見つける12.80
誤魔化す13.56
いつまでも13.47
じゃね14.02
僅かに13.13
と共に12.60
傷つく13.63
12.90
少なくとも13.05
当たり前13.08
震える13.32
見開き14.03
突っ込む13.15
準備12.67
崩れ落ちる13.64
燃やす13.64
結論13.40
12.74
たちまち14.07
沢山12.94
こみ上げる14.32
赤い12.81
如何にも13.22
無邪気13.81
11.59
そっと13.14
警戒12.92
部屋12.30
時間12.25
標的13.87
こう言う12.87
おう13.25
悲鳴13.14

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