Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
逃げ出す13.33
答え12.75
黒ずむ14.81
時間12.25
ずっと12.68
笑み12.60
思い浮かべる13.73
倒れる13.23
立派13.24
同じよう13.06
気力13.86
わね12.77
足音13.51
断る13.15
床13.03
生まれる13.03
単皮14.27
言葉通り13.92
教師13.40
址12.54
ご飯13.33
リストカット16.31
こんなに13.14
指す13.83
変に13.93
たった一つ14.29
したい12.75
問い13.36
もっと12.63
言い訳13.48
印13.69
いつまでも13.47
おはよ14.59
抵抗12.84
チョコ13.95
多分12.94
来12.47
眉間13.66
言い残す14.02
沢山12.94
程なくして14.25
知る12.11
優しい12.76
悲鳴13.14
目を覚ます14.11
警戒12.92
頭12.23
隙13.12
と言うより13.10
沖13.65
遭う13.72
泣き13.33
少なくとも13.05
神様13.24
転校14.65
おはよう13.57
危険12.75
だらけ13.54
夕陽14.45
み12.97
いつの頃からか15.41
開き13.45
帰り13.48
慎重13.46
間12.43
割る13.54
ちゃんと12.69
肩をいからせる16.81
と共に12.60
飛び出し13.42
背中12.80
誤魔化す13.56
猫12.91
何故か12.92
所12.78
覆う13.25
反芻14.32
三回14.07
掴む13.00
とっくに13.74
刺激13.60
立ち上がり13.46
その場12.86
ツラ14.80
更け14.53
あいつ12.86
苦しい13.37
では11.75
可笑しい14.05
完全12.65
始点13.69
呑み14.43
寄坐14.60
支え13.37
赤い12.81
過ぎる12.60
何時でも13.33
鼻13.23
投げる13.49
にこっと14.88

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