The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 標的 | 1 | 3.87 |
| 散る | 1 | 3.52 |
| 慎重 | 1 | 3.46 |
| 風景 | 1 | 3.68 |
| 滑り込む | 1 | 4.34 |
| 笑いかける | 1 | 3.87 |
| いいよ | 1 | 3.37 |
| なるほど | 1 | 2.67 |
| 方 | 1 | 1.96 |
| めっちゃ | 1 | 3.83 |
| 出す | 1 | 2.43 |
| 見るから | 1 | 3.92 |
| じゃあ | 1 | 2.61 |
| 返事 | 1 | 2.98 |
| しゃくり上げる | 1 | 5.19 |
| 正しく | 1 | 3.40 |
| 剔 | 1 | 2.60 |
| そんなに | 1 | 2.88 |
| チッ | 1 | 3.92 |
| 何時もより | 1 | 3.79 |
| 以内 | 1 | 2.31 |
| 愛情 | 1 | 3.79 |
| 両腕 | 1 | 3.60 |
| あの人 | 1 | 3.29 |
| はは | 1 | 3.43 |
| 克く | 1 | 2.46 |
| 席につく | 1 | 4.95 |
| 乱暴 | 1 | 3.73 |
| 居なくなる | 1 | 4.05 |
| 装う | 1 | 3.97 |
| 呼ぶ | 1 | 2.52 |
| させる | 1 | 2.36 |
| 仲良く | 1 | 3.30 |
| 痣 | 1 | 4.54 |
| 端 | 1 | 3.22 |
| 十分 | 1 | 2.75 |
| あそこ | 1 | 3.21 |
| 淡い | 1 | 3.61 |
| 昔 | 1 | 2.93 |
| 胃 | 1 | 3.81 |
| 今も | 1 | 3.35 |
| 見上げる | 1 | 3.03 |
| とても | 1 | 2.67 |
| おう | 1 | 3.25 |
| 彼氏 | 1 | 3.92 |
| 許す | 1 | 2.89 |
| 指先 | 1 | 3.46 |
| 増える | 1 | 2.87 |
| 決める | 1 | 2.93 |
| 靴 | 1 | 3.57 |
| したい | 1 | 2.75 |
| 神様 | 1 | 3.24 |
| 迷う | 1 | 3.30 |
| 頭 | 1 | 2.23 |
| 自分で | 1 | 2.97 |
| 外に | 1 | 2.98 |
| じゃね | 1 | 4.02 |
| 刺激 | 1 | 3.60 |
| 弁え | 1 | 4.20 |
| やけに | 1 | 3.73 |
| 目を覚ます | 1 | 4.11 |
| さ | 1 | 1.59 |
| 軽蔑 | 1 | 4.31 |
| 一周 | 1 | 4.32 |
| 強い | 1 | 2.36 |
| ひそひそ | 1 | 4.50 |
| 押さえ | 1 | 3.44 |
| はぁ | 1 | 2.88 |
| いつの頃からか | 1 | 5.41 |
| 通り | 1 | 2.74 |
| 隙 | 1 | 3.12 |
| 瞳 | 1 | 2.67 |
| 言い残す | 1 | 4.02 |
| おはよ | 1 | 4.59 |
| 心臓 | 1 | 3.28 |
| すんな | 1 | 3.96 |
| 仲間たち | 1 | 3.73 |
| 押しやる | 1 | 4.68 |
| 何て | 1 | 3.87 |
| 音 | 1 | 2.39 |
| わね | 1 | 2.77 |
| もし | 1 | 2.64 |
| まま | 1 | 2.40 |
| 急いで | 1 | 3.33 |
| チョコ | 1 | 3.95 |
| 火 | 1 | 2.74 |
| では | 1 | 1.75 |
| 来てる | 1 | 3.84 |
| 寄る | 1 | 3.37 |
| まとも | 1 | 3.58 |
| 他聞 | 1 | 3.15 |
| 無くても | 1 | 3.52 |
| 肩 | 1 | 2.70 |
| 床 | 1 | 3.03 |
| 傷 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 知る | 1 | 2.11 |
| 出し | 1 | 2.32 |
| 割 | 1 | 3.87 |
| 点 | 1 | 2.89 |
| 愛す | 1 | 3.65 |
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