The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 逃げ出す | 1 | 3.33 |
| 答え | 1 | 2.75 |
| 黒ずむ | 1 | 4.81 |
| 時間 | 1 | 2.25 |
| ずっと | 1 | 2.68 |
| 笑み | 1 | 2.60 |
| 思い浮かべる | 1 | 3.73 |
| 倒れる | 1 | 3.23 |
| 立派 | 1 | 3.24 |
| 同じよう | 1 | 3.06 |
| 気力 | 1 | 3.86 |
| わね | 1 | 2.77 |
| 足音 | 1 | 3.51 |
| 断る | 1 | 3.15 |
| 床 | 1 | 3.03 |
| 生まれる | 1 | 3.03 |
| 単皮 | 1 | 4.27 |
| 言葉通り | 1 | 3.92 |
| 教師 | 1 | 3.40 |
| 址 | 1 | 2.54 |
| ご飯 | 1 | 3.33 |
| リストカット | 1 | 6.31 |
| こんなに | 1 | 3.14 |
| 指す | 1 | 3.83 |
| 変に | 1 | 3.93 |
| たった一つ | 1 | 4.29 |
| したい | 1 | 2.75 |
| 問い | 1 | 3.36 |
| もっと | 1 | 2.63 |
| 言い訳 | 1 | 3.48 |
| 印 | 1 | 3.69 |
| いつまでも | 1 | 3.47 |
| おはよ | 1 | 4.59 |
| 抵抗 | 1 | 2.84 |
| チョコ | 1 | 3.95 |
| 多分 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 来 | 1 | 2.47 |
| 眉間 | 1 | 3.66 |
| 言い残す | 1 | 4.02 |
| 沢山 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 程なくして | 1 | 4.25 |
| 知る | 1 | 2.11 |
| 優しい | 1 | 2.76 |
| 悲鳴 | 1 | 3.14 |
| 目を覚ます | 1 | 4.11 |
| 警戒 | 1 | 2.92 |
| 頭 | 1 | 2.23 |
| 隙 | 1 | 3.12 |
| と言うより | 1 | 3.10 |
| 沖 | 1 | 3.65 |
| 遭う | 1 | 3.72 |
| 泣き | 1 | 3.33 |
| 少なくとも | 1 | 3.05 |
| 神様 | 1 | 3.24 |
| 転校 | 1 | 4.65 |
| おはよう | 1 | 3.57 |
| 危険 | 1 | 2.75 |
| だらけ | 1 | 3.54 |
| 夕陽 | 1 | 4.45 |
| み | 1 | 2.97 |
| いつの頃からか | 1 | 5.41 |
| 開き | 1 | 3.45 |
| 帰り | 1 | 3.48 |
| 慎重 | 1 | 3.46 |
| 間 | 1 | 2.43 |
| 割る | 1 | 3.54 |
| ちゃんと | 1 | 2.69 |
| 肩をいからせる | 1 | 6.81 |
| と共に | 1 | 2.60 |
| 飛び出し | 1 | 3.42 |
| 背中 | 1 | 2.80 |
| 誤魔化す | 1 | 3.56 |
| 猫 | 1 | 2.91 |
| 何故か | 1 | 2.92 |
| 所 | 1 | 2.78 |
| 覆う | 1 | 3.25 |
| 反芻 | 1 | 4.32 |
| 三回 | 1 | 4.07 |
| 掴む | 1 | 3.00 |
| とっくに | 1 | 3.74 |
| 刺激 | 1 | 3.60 |
| 立ち上がり | 1 | 3.46 |
| その場 | 1 | 2.86 |
| ツラ | 1 | 4.80 |
| 更け | 1 | 4.53 |
| あいつ | 1 | 2.86 |
| 苦しい | 1 | 3.37 |
| では | 1 | 1.75 |
| 可笑しい | 1 | 4.05 |
| 完全 | 1 | 2.65 |
| 始点 | 1 | 3.69 |
| 呑み | 1 | 4.43 |
| 寄坐 | 1 | 4.60 |
| 支え | 1 | 3.37 |
| 赤い | 1 | 2.81 |
| 過ぎる | 1 | 2.60 |
| 何時でも | 1 | 3.33 |
| 鼻 | 1 | 3.23 |
| 投げる | 1 | 3.49 |
| にこっと | 1 | 4.88 |
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