Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
標的13.87
散る13.52
慎重13.46
風景13.68
滑り込む14.34
笑いかける13.87
いいよ13.37
なるほど12.67
11.96
めっちゃ13.83
出す12.43
見るから13.92
じゃあ12.61
返事12.98
しゃくり上げる15.19
正しく13.40
12.60
そんなに12.88
チッ13.92
何時もより13.79
以内12.31
愛情13.79
両腕13.60
あの人13.29
はは13.43
克く12.46
席につく14.95
乱暴13.73
居なくなる14.05
装う13.97
呼ぶ12.52
させる12.36
仲良く13.30
14.54
13.22
十分12.75
あそこ13.21
淡い13.61
12.93
13.81
今も13.35
見上げる13.03
とても12.67
おう13.25
彼氏13.92
許す12.89
指先13.46
増える12.87
決める12.93
13.57
したい12.75
神様13.24
迷う13.30
12.23
自分で12.97
外に12.98
じゃね14.02
刺激13.60
弁え14.20
やけに13.73
目を覚ます14.11
11.59
軽蔑14.31
一周14.32
強い12.36
ひそひそ14.50
押さえ13.44
はぁ12.88
いつの頃からか15.41
通り12.74
13.12
12.67
言い残す14.02
おはよ14.59
心臓13.28
すんな13.96
仲間たち13.73
押しやる14.68
何て13.87
12.39
わね12.77
もし12.64
まま12.40
急いで13.33
チョコ13.95
12.74
では11.75
来てる13.84
寄る13.37
まとも13.58
他聞13.15
無くても13.52
12.70
13.03
12.94
知る12.11
出し12.32
13.87
12.89
愛す13.65

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