The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 単皮 | 1 | 4.27 |
| 今朝 | 1 | 3.77 |
| 大して | 1 | 3.81 |
| もし | 1 | 2.64 |
| 男たち | 1 | 3.49 |
| ご飯 | 1 | 3.33 |
| 嘘 | 1 | 2.93 |
| 割る | 1 | 3.54 |
| こんなに | 1 | 3.14 |
| 正邪 | 1 | 4.28 |
| やって来る | 1 | 3.06 |
| 足りる | 1 | 3.35 |
| 鐘 | 1 | 3.93 |
| 立ちはだかる | 1 | 4.04 |
| 酔う | 1 | 3.78 |
| ごっこ | 1 | 4.41 |
| 代 | 1 | 2.96 |
| したい | 1 | 2.75 |
| ばかり | 1 | 2.53 |
| 開き | 1 | 3.45 |
| 最近 | 1 | 2.84 |
| はぁ | 1 | 2.88 |
| 装う | 1 | 3.97 |
| 叩きつける | 1 | 3.45 |
| 址 | 1 | 2.54 |
| あそこ | 1 | 3.21 |
| 心地よい | 1 | 3.92 |
| そんなに | 1 | 2.88 |
| もん | 1 | 2.71 |
| 胃酸 | 1 | 5.48 |
| ピンク色 | 1 | 4.23 |
| 席につく | 1 | 4.95 |
| 向かう | 1 | 2.31 |
| 笑み | 1 | 2.60 |
| 感覚 | 1 | 2.95 |
| 臭い | 1 | 3.42 |
| それじゃあ | 1 | 3.25 |
| 放る | 1 | 3.59 |
| 破れる | 1 | 4.19 |
| 走り書き | 1 | 5.19 |
| 母さん | 1 | 3.39 |
| 始まる | 1 | 2.93 |
| 好き | 1 | 2.59 |
| 争覇 | 1 | 3.62 |
| 痛く | 1 | 3.78 |
| 立ち去る | 1 | 3.70 |
| 迷う | 1 | 3.30 |
| 振る | 1 | 2.80 |
| 少しでも | 1 | 3.32 |
| 暫くして | 1 | 3.75 |
| 寂しい | 1 | 3.33 |
| 出す | 1 | 2.43 |
| 外に | 1 | 2.98 |
| 克く | 1 | 2.46 |
| 空席 | 1 | 4.77 |
| 離れる | 1 | 2.83 |
| 処世術 | 1 | 5.08 |
| 一瞬 | 1 | 2.69 |
| 迎え | 1 | 3.35 |
| 無意識 | 1 | 3.59 |
| 丸で | 1 | 2.60 |
| 帰り | 1 | 3.48 |
| 胃 | 1 | 3.81 |
| 信じる | 1 | 2.80 |
| 加害者 | 1 | 4.63 |
| 伝 | 1 | 3.83 |
| こくり | 1 | 4.23 |
| 見つける | 1 | 2.80 |
| 誤魔化す | 1 | 3.56 |
| いつまでも | 1 | 3.47 |
| じゃね | 1 | 4.02 |
| 僅かに | 1 | 3.13 |
| と共に | 1 | 2.60 |
| 傷つく | 1 | 3.63 |
| そ | 1 | 2.90 |
| 少なくとも | 1 | 3.05 |
| 当たり前 | 1 | 3.08 |
| 震える | 1 | 3.32 |
| 見開き | 1 | 4.03 |
| 突っ込む | 1 | 3.15 |
| 準備 | 1 | 2.67 |
| 崩れ落ちる | 1 | 3.64 |
| 燃やす | 1 | 3.64 |
| 結論 | 1 | 3.40 |
| 火 | 1 | 2.74 |
| たちまち | 1 | 4.07 |
| 沢山 | 1 | 2.94 |
| こみ上げる | 1 | 4.32 |
| 赤い | 1 | 2.81 |
| 如何にも | 1 | 3.22 |
| 無邪気 | 1 | 3.81 |
| さ | 1 | 1.59 |
| そっと | 1 | 3.14 |
| 警戒 | 1 | 2.92 |
| 部屋 | 1 | 2.30 |
| 時間 | 1 | 2.25 |
| 標的 | 1 | 3.87 |
| こう言う | 1 | 2.87 |
| おう | 1 | 3.25 |
| 悲鳴 | 1 | 3.14 |
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