Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Statistics

Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
飛び出し13.42
軽蔑14.31
安っぽい14.69
ずっと12.68
何て13.87
一つ12.53
幾つか13.13
倒れる13.23
慣れた13.44
悲鳴13.14
おい12.87
両腕13.60
この人13.25
押しつけ14.20
目を覚ます14.11
沖13.65
何処12.58
声色14.03
懸命13.94
おいおい13.46
痣14.54
入れ歯13.16
猫12.91
話11.96
挙げて13.30
育つ13.40
部屋12.30
とは11.95
一時13.70
静か13.43
無関心14.32
はいはい13.62
一周14.32
加害者14.63
過ぎる12.60
赤い12.81
後で12.94
気取り14.69
十年13.74
走り書き15.19
数日13.33
ムダ14.81
背ける14.01
滑り込む14.34
出切る12.24
戸惑い13.73
握る13.01
吐き捨てる14.08
ライター14.71
一瞥13.77
そんなに12.88
庭内12.27
照れ13.61
真っ直ぐ13.17
もし12.64
そろそろ12.88
物腰14.42
間12.43
見透かす14.15
広げる13.18
その場12.86
寄る13.37
受けのいい16.59
警戒12.92
手を出す13.90
品柄12.63
仲良く13.30
リストカット16.31
割13.87
欠航13.74
毎日13.21
底荷12.49
代わりに13.10
愛13.07
追いかける13.34
やけに13.73
笑い声13.54
教師13.40
悔しい13.38
おろおろ14.47
付ける13.02
では11.75
足早に14.08
呼吸13.43
音12.39
いいよ13.37
マイナス14.08
一分14.13
どうしても13.16
立派13.24
風景13.68
謝り14.17
感じ12.29
気分12.99
毎回13.80
好き12.59
開き13.45
顔立ち13.62
こみ上げる14.32
十六14.05

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