The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 勝手に | 1 | 3.04 |
| 胃酸 | 1 | 5.48 |
| ご飯 | 1 | 3.33 |
| 作る | 1 | 2.24 |
| 笑顔 | 1 | 2.66 |
| 十年 | 1 | 3.74 |
| 尚更 | 1 | 3.69 |
| 閉ざす | 1 | 3.80 |
| 克く | 1 | 2.46 |
| 可哀想に | 1 | 4.39 |
| 他人 | 1 | 3.24 |
| ちょうど良い | 1 | 3.72 |
| 質の悪い | 1 | 4.92 |
| 分が悪い | 1 | 4.54 |
| 加害者 | 1 | 4.63 |
| あいつ | 1 | 2.86 |
| おはよう | 1 | 3.57 |
| 飲みかけ | 1 | 5.25 |
| 押す | 1 | 3.40 |
| 気取り | 1 | 4.69 |
| 誤魔化す | 1 | 3.56 |
| 滑り込む | 1 | 4.34 |
| 出し | 1 | 2.32 |
| つもり | 1 | 2.48 |
| 散る | 1 | 3.52 |
| 引き | 1 | 3.23 |
| 追いかける | 1 | 3.34 |
| 靴 | 1 | 3.57 |
| 合う | 1 | 2.87 |
| 添える | 1 | 3.65 |
| 気力 | 1 | 3.86 |
| 指す | 1 | 3.83 |
| 耳にする | 1 | 4.60 |
| 言い捨てる | 1 | 4.48 |
| 音 | 1 | 2.39 |
| こんなに | 1 | 3.14 |
| 遭う | 1 | 3.72 |
| やけに | 1 | 3.73 |
| 危険 | 1 | 2.75 |
| 笑い声 | 1 | 3.54 |
| 無くても | 1 | 3.52 |
| 品柄 | 1 | 2.63 |
| 奴ら | 1 | 3.10 |
| 何じゃ | 1 | 3.36 |
| チッ | 1 | 3.92 |
| 挙げて | 1 | 3.30 |
| 支え | 1 | 3.37 |
| 誰 | 1 | 2.78 |
| 強い | 1 | 2.36 |
| 安心 | 1 | 2.88 |
| 二人 | 1 | 2.19 |
| 謝罪 | 1 | 3.36 |
| 男たち | 1 | 3.49 |
| や否や | 1 | 4.06 |
| 欲しい | 1 | 2.46 |
| おう | 1 | 3.25 |
| 変わり | 1 | 3.44 |
| 一瞥 | 1 | 3.77 |
| 必ず | 1 | 3.13 |
| 来 | 1 | 2.47 |
| いつもの様に | 1 | 3.64 |
| マイナス | 1 | 4.08 |
| 走り書き | 1 | 5.19 |
| 立ちはだかる | 1 | 4.04 |
| ゲーム化 | 1 | 5.37 |
| 入れる | 1 | 2.73 |
| 扉 | 1 | 2.66 |
| ごっこ | 1 | 4.41 |
| 何処 | 1 | 2.58 |
| もっと | 1 | 2.63 |
| 無数 | 1 | 3.32 |
| 行く | 1 | 1.99 |
| 役目 | 1 | 3.38 |
| 他聞 | 1 | 3.15 |
| 命 | 1 | 2.72 |
| どんな | 1 | 2.69 |
| 安っぽい | 1 | 4.69 |
| 群がる | 1 | 4.06 |
| 端 | 1 | 3.22 |
| 風景 | 1 | 3.68 |
| ピンク色 | 1 | 4.23 |
| 逃げ | 1 | 3.21 |
| 反射的に | 1 | 3.75 |
| 朝食 | 1 | 3.36 |
| 如何にも | 1 | 3.22 |
| 連れて | 1 | 2.86 |
| 周り | 1 | 2.77 |
| 以内 | 1 | 2.31 |
| 幾つか | 1 | 3.13 |
| 摘み | 1 | 4.53 |
| 近づく | 1 | 2.83 |
| はぁ | 1 | 2.88 |
| 退く | 1 | 3.67 |
| 一方的 | 1 | 3.57 |
| 警戒 | 1 | 2.92 |
| 夜呂死苦 | 1 | 3.17 |
| 笑える | 1 | 3.85 |
| 離れる | 1 | 2.83 |
| たった一つ | 1 | 4.29 |
| 距離 | 1 | 2.79 |
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