The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 飛び出し | 1 | 3.42 |
| 軽蔑 | 1 | 4.31 |
| 安っぽい | 1 | 4.69 |
| ずっと | 1 | 2.68 |
| 何て | 1 | 3.87 |
| 一つ | 1 | 2.53 |
| 幾つか | 1 | 3.13 |
| 倒れる | 1 | 3.23 |
| 慣れた | 1 | 3.44 |
| 悲鳴 | 1 | 3.14 |
| おい | 1 | 2.87 |
| 両腕 | 1 | 3.60 |
| この人 | 1 | 3.25 |
| 押しつけ | 1 | 4.20 |
| 目を覚ます | 1 | 4.11 |
| 沖 | 1 | 3.65 |
| 何処 | 1 | 2.58 |
| 声色 | 1 | 4.03 |
| 懸命 | 1 | 3.94 |
| おいおい | 1 | 3.46 |
| 痣 | 1 | 4.54 |
| 入れ歯 | 1 | 3.16 |
| 猫 | 1 | 2.91 |
| 話 | 1 | 1.96 |
| 挙げて | 1 | 3.30 |
| 育つ | 1 | 3.40 |
| 部屋 | 1 | 2.30 |
| とは | 1 | 1.95 |
| 一時 | 1 | 3.70 |
| 静か | 1 | 3.43 |
| 無関心 | 1 | 4.32 |
| はいはい | 1 | 3.62 |
| 一周 | 1 | 4.32 |
| 加害者 | 1 | 4.63 |
| 過ぎる | 1 | 2.60 |
| 赤い | 1 | 2.81 |
| 後で | 1 | 2.94 |
| 気取り | 1 | 4.69 |
| 十年 | 1 | 3.74 |
| 走り書き | 1 | 5.19 |
| 数日 | 1 | 3.33 |
| ムダ | 1 | 4.81 |
| 背ける | 1 | 4.01 |
| 滑り込む | 1 | 4.34 |
| 出切る | 1 | 2.24 |
| 戸惑い | 1 | 3.73 |
| 握る | 1 | 3.01 |
| 吐き捨てる | 1 | 4.08 |
| ライター | 1 | 4.71 |
| 一瞥 | 1 | 3.77 |
| そんなに | 1 | 2.88 |
| 庭内 | 1 | 2.27 |
| 照れ | 1 | 3.61 |
| 真っ直ぐ | 1 | 3.17 |
| もし | 1 | 2.64 |
| そろそろ | 1 | 2.88 |
| 物腰 | 1 | 4.42 |
| 間 | 1 | 2.43 |
| 見透かす | 1 | 4.15 |
| 広げる | 1 | 3.18 |
| その場 | 1 | 2.86 |
| 寄る | 1 | 3.37 |
| 受けのいい | 1 | 6.59 |
| 警戒 | 1 | 2.92 |
| 手を出す | 1 | 3.90 |
| 品柄 | 1 | 2.63 |
| 仲良く | 1 | 3.30 |
| リストカット | 1 | 6.31 |
| 割 | 1 | 3.87 |
| 欠航 | 1 | 3.74 |
| 毎日 | 1 | 3.21 |
| 底荷 | 1 | 2.49 |
| 代わりに | 1 | 3.10 |
| 愛 | 1 | 3.07 |
| 追いかける | 1 | 3.34 |
| やけに | 1 | 3.73 |
| 笑い声 | 1 | 3.54 |
| 教師 | 1 | 3.40 |
| 悔しい | 1 | 3.38 |
| おろおろ | 1 | 4.47 |
| 付ける | 1 | 3.02 |
| では | 1 | 1.75 |
| 足早に | 1 | 4.08 |
| 呼吸 | 1 | 3.43 |
| 音 | 1 | 2.39 |
| いいよ | 1 | 3.37 |
| マイナス | 1 | 4.08 |
| 一分 | 1 | 4.13 |
| どうしても | 1 | 3.16 |
| 立派 | 1 | 3.24 |
| 風景 | 1 | 3.68 |
| 謝り | 1 | 4.17 |
| 感じ | 1 | 2.29 |
| 気分 | 1 | 2.99 |
| 毎回 | 1 | 3.80 |
| 好き | 1 | 2.59 |
| 開き | 1 | 3.45 |
| 顔立ち | 1 | 3.62 |
| こみ上げる | 1 | 4.32 |
| 十六 | 1 | 4.05 |
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