Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
13.81
現在12.87
広げる13.18
臭い13.42
詰め13.50
12.62
返す12.90
まとも13.58
見つける12.80
探り14.11
をして12.06
チョコ13.95
手おけ13.35
14.68
午前13.84
直ぐ12.97
弁え14.20
起こし13.33
目が覚める14.44
信じる12.80
背中12.80
遭う13.72
正邪14.28
休み13.57
転ぶ13.77
耳にする14.60
早い12.99
調子13.23
安心12.88
とは11.95
何故か12.92
ずっと12.68
13.22
軽蔑14.31
パチンコ15.08
睨む13.25
顔立ち13.62
以内12.31
後ろ12.63
戸惑い13.73
指す13.83
ひそひそ14.50
注目13.52
おお12.89
あの人13.29
悲しい13.34
刺す13.50
僅かに13.13
急ぐ13.42
心地よい13.92
そんなに12.88
最終的13.50
口角14.11
時々13.53
その場12.86
出す12.43
慣れ13.18
丸くなる14.95
知る12.11
何て13.87
変に13.93
そろそろ12.88
好き12.59
どっち13.48
いつの頃からか15.41
入れ歯13.16
外に12.98
灯る14.09
汚れ13.65
尚更13.69
にこっと14.88
倒れる13.23
ライター14.71
13.15
湿る14.03
いいか13.15
じゃん13.55
もん12.71
悪口14.23
なんか12.48
ばかり12.53
変わり13.44
危険12.75
一度だけ13.95
赤い12.81
明るい13.19
12.39
後で12.94
ノート13.85
無ければ13.11
守る12.66
13.87
世界12.18
散る13.52
と言うより13.10
淡い13.61
見開き14.03
こみ上げる14.32
願う13.27
支え13.37

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