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The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
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Statistics
Chapters 4
Reading Time 18 min
Estimated reading time per chapter
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words 699
Words that appear only once in the text (hapax legomena)
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji 248
Kanji that appear only once in the text
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7
Word List (1,057 words)
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 痛い目 | 1 | 4.28 |
| 睨む | 1 | 3.25 |
| 愛す | 1 | 3.65 |
| 重なる | 1 | 3.65 |
| 早い | 1 | 2.99 |
| 練習 | 1 | 3.24 |
| 反射的に | 1 | 3.75 |
| 選ぶ | 1 | 2.84 |
| 振り返る | 1 | 2.95 |
| 淡い | 1 | 3.61 |
| 固まる | 1 | 3.33 |
| 死ね | 1 | 3.67 |
| 臭い | 1 | 3.42 |
| 戸惑う | 1 | 3.51 |
| 押しつけ | 1 | 4.20 |
| はいはい | 1 | 3.62 |
| 見慣れる | 1 | 3.67 |
| どうしても | 1 | 3.16 |
| もん | 1 | 2.71 |
| 笑い声 | 1 | 3.54 |
| 過ぎる | 1 | 2.60 |
| 縁起の悪い | 1 | 5.78 |
| かのように | 1 | 3.02 |
| すっと | 1 | 3.91 |
| 苦しい | 1 | 3.37 |
| 帰り | 1 | 3.48 |
| 作る | 1 | 2.24 |
| 俯く | 1 | 3.57 |
| 痛む | 1 | 3.75 |
| 安心 | 1 | 2.88 |
| にこっと | 1 | 4.88 |
| 外竹 | 1 | 3.94 |
| 刎 | 1 | 3.53 |
| 振り向く | 1 | 3.32 |
| 屋上 | 1 | 3.93 |
| 出し | 1 | 2.32 |
| 程なくして | 1 | 4.25 |
| なんか | 1 | 2.48 |
| 続く | 1 | 2.90 |
| 底荷 | 1 | 2.49 |
| 覚ます | 1 | 3.63 |
| たった一つ | 1 | 4.29 |
| 汚れる | 1 | 3.88 |
| 父親 | 1 | 3.14 |
| 明るい | 1 | 3.19 |
| ても | 1 | 1.96 |
| 挙げて | 1 | 3.30 |
| 日々 | 1 | 3.25 |
| 現在 | 1 | 2.87 |
| 毎回 | 1 | 3.80 |
| 心地よい | 1 | 3.92 |
| 笑み | 1 | 2.60 |
| 代 | 1 | 2.96 |
| 後ろ | 1 | 2.63 |
| 直接 | 1 | 3.02 |
| はぁ | 1 | 2.88 |
| 部屋 | 1 | 2.30 |
| 突き放す | 1 | 4.35 |
| 単皮 | 1 | 4.27 |
| 嫌い | 1 | 3.22 |
| 自尊心 | 1 | 4.48 |
| 完全 | 1 | 2.65 |
| じっと | 1 | 3.19 |
| ライター | 1 | 4.71 |
| 散る | 1 | 3.52 |
| チッ | 1 | 3.92 |
| 一反 | 1 | 3.87 |
| 知らない | 1 | 2.68 |
| 助ける | 1 | 3.17 |
| 慣れ | 1 | 3.18 |
| かい | 1 | 2.98 |
| 悔しい | 1 | 3.38 |
| 恐怖 | 1 | 3.06 |
| ここ | 1 | 2.11 |
| 丁寧 | 1 | 3.39 |
| 荒げる | 1 | 4.56 |
| 隙 | 1 | 3.12 |
| 出す | 1 | 2.43 |
| ざわつく | 1 | 4.14 |
| お母さん | 1 | 3.26 |
| 思い浮かべる | 1 | 3.73 |
| 立てる | 1 | 3.28 |
| 入れる | 1 | 2.73 |
| マイナス | 1 | 4.08 |
| 寂しい | 1 | 3.33 |
| したい | 1 | 2.75 |
| 子供 | 1 | 2.60 |
| なんだ | 1 | 2.26 |
| 震える | 1 | 3.32 |
| 反芻 | 1 | 4.32 |
| 逃げ場所 | 1 | 5.47 |
| 見開き | 1 | 4.03 |
| 叩きつける | 1 | 3.45 |
| いい事 | 1 | 3.82 |
| 足音 | 1 | 3.51 |
| 欲しい | 1 | 2.46 |
| 刺す | 1 | 3.50 |
| これ | 1 | 2.15 |
| 掴む | 1 | 3.00 |
| 刺激 | 1 | 3.60 |
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