Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
感覚12.95
振り返る12.95
転校14.65
これ12.15
続く12.90
思い浮かべる13.73
13.69
一度だけ13.95
優しい12.76
12.90
外竹13.94
当たり前13.08
汚れる13.88
動く12.53
抱く12.83
不味い13.21
投げる13.49
出来るようになる14.11
可哀想13.78
たった一つ14.29
こう言う12.87
飛び出し13.42
食う13.13
離れる12.83
丸で12.60
傷つける13.50
哀れ13.81
とく13.39
見つける12.80
じゃん13.55
毎回13.80
処世術15.08
生まれて初めて14.33
目の前12.63
心の声14.33
12.70
バカ13.23
しか12.33
ほんの少し13.68
13.53
無くても13.52
付け12.69
残骸13.91
冷める13.72
幾つか13.13
今まで12.69
容赦なく13.80
押しのける14.30
弁当13.94
13.15
毎日13.21
11.59
それじゃあ13.25
大して13.81
終わり13.06
十年13.74
現在12.87
俺ら13.50
摘み14.53
指す13.83
クマ13.43
午前13.84
更に12.42
ムダ14.81
その事13.14
12.74
一度も13.58
居なくなる14.05
無数13.32
反芻14.32
逸らす13.35
無意識13.59
したい12.75
苦しい13.37
ブランコ14.96
じゃあ12.61
14.68
欲しい12.46
取れる13.10
ねえ12.74
朝食13.36
くそっ13.74
決める12.93
安心12.88
13.93
13.81
悔しい13.38
ご飯13.33
抵抗12.84
渋々13.82
濡れる13.84
義務13.73
湿る14.03
何故か12.92
知る12.11
懸命13.94
馬鹿に13.68
もう一度13.13
胃酸15.48
燃やす13.64

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