The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 感覚 | 1 | 2.95 |
| 振り返る | 1 | 2.95 |
| 転校 | 1 | 4.65 |
| これ | 1 | 2.15 |
| 続く | 1 | 2.90 |
| 思い浮かべる | 1 | 3.73 |
| 毛 | 1 | 3.69 |
| 一度だけ | 1 | 3.95 |
| 優しい | 1 | 2.76 |
| そ | 1 | 2.90 |
| 外竹 | 1 | 3.94 |
| 当たり前 | 1 | 3.08 |
| 汚れる | 1 | 3.88 |
| 動く | 1 | 2.53 |
| 抱く | 1 | 2.83 |
| 不味い | 1 | 3.21 |
| 投げる | 1 | 3.49 |
| 出来るようになる | 1 | 4.11 |
| 可哀想 | 1 | 3.78 |
| たった一つ | 1 | 4.29 |
| こう言う | 1 | 2.87 |
| 飛び出し | 1 | 3.42 |
| 食う | 1 | 3.13 |
| 離れる | 1 | 2.83 |
| 丸で | 1 | 2.60 |
| 傷つける | 1 | 3.50 |
| 哀れ | 1 | 3.81 |
| とく | 1 | 3.39 |
| 見つける | 1 | 2.80 |
| じゃん | 1 | 3.55 |
| 毎回 | 1 | 3.80 |
| 処世術 | 1 | 5.08 |
| 生まれて初めて | 1 | 4.33 |
| 目の前 | 1 | 2.63 |
| 心の声 | 1 | 4.33 |
| 肩 | 1 | 2.70 |
| バカ | 1 | 3.23 |
| しか | 1 | 2.33 |
| ほんの少し | 1 | 3.68 |
| 刎 | 1 | 3.53 |
| 無くても | 1 | 3.52 |
| 付け | 1 | 2.69 |
| 残骸 | 1 | 3.91 |
| 冷める | 1 | 3.72 |
| 幾つか | 1 | 3.13 |
| 今まで | 1 | 2.69 |
| 容赦なく | 1 | 3.80 |
| 押しのける | 1 | 4.30 |
| 弁当 | 1 | 3.94 |
| 唇 | 1 | 3.15 |
| 毎日 | 1 | 3.21 |
| さ | 1 | 1.59 |
| それじゃあ | 1 | 3.25 |
| 大して | 1 | 3.81 |
| 終わり | 1 | 3.06 |
| 十年 | 1 | 3.74 |
| 現在 | 1 | 2.87 |
| 俺ら | 1 | 3.50 |
| 摘み | 1 | 4.53 |
| 指す | 1 | 3.83 |
| クマ | 1 | 3.43 |
| 午前 | 1 | 3.84 |
| 更に | 1 | 2.42 |
| ムダ | 1 | 4.81 |
| その事 | 1 | 3.14 |
| 火 | 1 | 2.74 |
| 一度も | 1 | 3.58 |
| 居なくなる | 1 | 4.05 |
| 無数 | 1 | 3.32 |
| 反芻 | 1 | 4.32 |
| 逸らす | 1 | 3.35 |
| 無意識 | 1 | 3.59 |
| したい | 1 | 2.75 |
| 苦しい | 1 | 3.37 |
| ブランコ | 1 | 4.96 |
| じゃあ | 1 | 2.61 |
| 汚 | 1 | 4.68 |
| 欲しい | 1 | 2.46 |
| 取れる | 1 | 3.10 |
| ねえ | 1 | 2.74 |
| 朝食 | 1 | 3.36 |
| くそっ | 1 | 3.74 |
| 決める | 1 | 2.93 |
| 安心 | 1 | 2.88 |
| 鐘 | 1 | 3.93 |
| 胃 | 1 | 3.81 |
| 悔しい | 1 | 3.38 |
| ご飯 | 1 | 3.33 |
| 抵抗 | 1 | 2.84 |
| 渋々 | 1 | 3.82 |
| 濡れる | 1 | 3.84 |
| 義務 | 1 | 3.73 |
| 湿る | 1 | 4.03 |
| 何故か | 1 | 2.92 |
| 知る | 1 | 2.11 |
| 懸命 | 1 | 3.94 |
| 馬鹿に | 1 | 3.68 |
| もう一度 | 1 | 3.13 |
| 胃酸 | 1 | 5.48 |
| 燃やす | 1 | 3.64 |
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