Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
12.74
もっと12.63
俯く13.57
汚れる13.88
見慣れる13.67
チョコレート13.93
軽蔑14.31
待った13.67
足りる13.35
13.57
周り12.77
慎重13.46
13.23
あいつ12.86
夜呂死苦13.17
仲間たち13.73
出し12.32
自分で12.97
される12.48
通り12.74
処世術15.08
そんなに12.88
13.13
11.97
では11.75
迎え13.35
後で12.94
急いで13.33
争覇13.62
危険12.75
何じゃ13.36
やっと13.21
多分12.94
調子13.23
二人12.19
ちゃんと12.69
何それ13.89
目を覚ます14.11
13.15
散る13.52
少なくとも13.05
チョコ13.95
それも12.72
飲みかけ15.25
多く12.66
ばかり12.53
湿る14.03
返す12.90
汚れ13.65
胃酸15.48
遭う13.72
くらい12.33
誤魔化す13.56
合う12.87
縁起の悪い15.78
質の悪い14.92
夕陽14.45
余りに13.33
一瞬12.69
冗談13.17
品柄12.63
こそ12.75
ペン画15.26
言葉通り13.92
ご飯13.33
庭内12.27
如何にも13.22
長居14.34
懸命13.94
12.71
13.87
おお12.89
ちょうど良い13.72
堪らない13.91
離す13.22
なんか12.48
数日13.33
怒り12.96
大して13.81
一方的13.57
謝り14.17
口角14.11
11.96
決める12.93
高が13.91
嫌い13.22
勝負13.22
生まれて初めて14.33
どうしても13.16
転校14.65
身体12.49
より12.31
単皮14.27
振り向く13.32
臭い13.42
じゃね14.02
笑み12.60
入れる12.73
荒げる14.56
13.00

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