The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 道 | 1 | 2.74 |
| もっと | 1 | 2.63 |
| 俯く | 1 | 3.57 |
| 汚れる | 1 | 3.88 |
| 見慣れる | 1 | 3.67 |
| チョコレート | 1 | 3.93 |
| 軽蔑 | 1 | 4.31 |
| 待った | 1 | 3.67 |
| 足りる | 1 | 3.35 |
| 靴 | 1 | 3.57 |
| 周り | 1 | 2.77 |
| 慎重 | 1 | 3.46 |
| 鼻 | 1 | 3.23 |
| あいつ | 1 | 2.86 |
| 夜呂死苦 | 1 | 3.17 |
| 仲間たち | 1 | 3.73 |
| 出し | 1 | 2.32 |
| 自分で | 1 | 2.97 |
| される | 1 | 2.48 |
| 通り | 1 | 2.74 |
| 処世術 | 1 | 5.08 |
| そんなに | 1 | 2.88 |
| す | 1 | 3.13 |
| 今 | 1 | 1.97 |
| では | 1 | 1.75 |
| 迎え | 1 | 3.35 |
| 後で | 1 | 2.94 |
| 急いで | 1 | 3.33 |
| 争覇 | 1 | 3.62 |
| 危険 | 1 | 2.75 |
| 何じゃ | 1 | 3.36 |
| やっと | 1 | 3.21 |
| 多分 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 調子 | 1 | 3.23 |
| 二人 | 1 | 2.19 |
| ちゃんと | 1 | 2.69 |
| 何それ | 1 | 3.89 |
| 目を覚ます | 1 | 4.11 |
| 唇 | 1 | 3.15 |
| 散る | 1 | 3.52 |
| 少なくとも | 1 | 3.05 |
| チョコ | 1 | 3.95 |
| それも | 1 | 2.72 |
| 飲みかけ | 1 | 5.25 |
| 多く | 1 | 2.66 |
| ばかり | 1 | 2.53 |
| 湿る | 1 | 4.03 |
| 返す | 1 | 2.90 |
| 汚れ | 1 | 3.65 |
| 胃酸 | 1 | 5.48 |
| 遭う | 1 | 3.72 |
| くらい | 1 | 2.33 |
| 誤魔化す | 1 | 3.56 |
| 合う | 1 | 2.87 |
| 縁起の悪い | 1 | 5.78 |
| 質の悪い | 1 | 4.92 |
| 夕陽 | 1 | 4.45 |
| 余りに | 1 | 3.33 |
| 一瞬 | 1 | 2.69 |
| 冗談 | 1 | 3.17 |
| 品柄 | 1 | 2.63 |
| こそ | 1 | 2.75 |
| ペン画 | 1 | 5.26 |
| 言葉通り | 1 | 3.92 |
| ご飯 | 1 | 3.33 |
| 庭内 | 1 | 2.27 |
| 如何にも | 1 | 3.22 |
| 長居 | 1 | 4.34 |
| 懸命 | 1 | 3.94 |
| 血 | 1 | 2.71 |
| 割 | 1 | 3.87 |
| おお | 1 | 2.89 |
| ちょうど良い | 1 | 3.72 |
| 堪らない | 1 | 3.91 |
| 離す | 1 | 3.22 |
| なんか | 1 | 2.48 |
| 数日 | 1 | 3.33 |
| 怒り | 1 | 2.96 |
| 大して | 1 | 3.81 |
| 一方的 | 1 | 3.57 |
| 謝り | 1 | 4.17 |
| 口角 | 1 | 4.11 |
| 話 | 1 | 1.96 |
| 決める | 1 | 2.93 |
| 高が | 1 | 3.91 |
| 嫌い | 1 | 3.22 |
| 勝負 | 1 | 3.22 |
| 生まれて初めて | 1 | 4.33 |
| どうしても | 1 | 3.16 |
| 転校 | 1 | 4.65 |
| 身体 | 1 | 2.49 |
| より | 1 | 2.31 |
| 単皮 | 1 | 4.27 |
| 振り向く | 1 | 3.32 |
| 臭い | 1 | 3.42 |
| じゃね | 1 | 4.02 |
| 笑み | 1 | 2.60 |
| 入れる | 1 | 2.73 |
| 荒げる | 1 | 4.56 |
| 白 | 1 | 3.00 |
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