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The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
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Statistics
Chapters 4
Reading Time 18 min
Estimated reading time per chapter
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words 699
Words that appear only once in the text (hapax legomena)
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji 248
Kanji that appear only once in the text
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7
Word List (1,057 words)
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 無さそう | 1 | 3.37 |
| 抵抗 | 1 | 2.84 |
| 来 | 1 | 2.47 |
| の度に | 1 | 4.46 |
| 選ぶ | 1 | 2.84 |
| 振り向く | 1 | 3.32 |
| 酷く | 1 | 3.32 |
| サラリーマン | 1 | 4.56 |
| なんだ | 1 | 2.26 |
| 明るい | 1 | 3.19 |
| 痛い目 | 1 | 4.28 |
| 空く | 1 | 3.28 |
| つもり | 1 | 2.48 |
| 膝 | 1 | 3.14 |
| 苦しい | 1 | 3.37 |
| 目に遭う | 1 | 4.66 |
| 話 | 1 | 1.96 |
| 謝罪 | 1 | 3.36 |
| 外竹 | 1 | 3.94 |
| 奴ら | 1 | 3.10 |
| さらさら | 1 | 4.18 |
| これ | 1 | 2.15 |
| 飲みかけ | 1 | 5.25 |
| 抱く | 1 | 2.83 |
| ピンク色 | 1 | 4.23 |
| 出す | 1 | 2.43 |
| 剔 | 1 | 2.60 |
| 俯く | 1 | 3.57 |
| 肩 | 1 | 2.70 |
| 他人 | 1 | 3.24 |
| 底荷 | 1 | 2.49 |
| あそこ | 1 | 3.21 |
| 一瞥 | 1 | 3.77 |
| 庭内 | 1 | 2.27 |
| 固まる | 1 | 3.33 |
| 階段 | 1 | 3.20 |
| 一度だけ | 1 | 3.95 |
| いつまでも | 1 | 3.47 |
| 燃やす | 1 | 3.64 |
| 心の中 | 1 | 3.40 |
| なんか | 1 | 2.48 |
| 立ち上がる | 1 | 2.96 |
| はっきり | 1 | 3.06 |
| 生まれる | 1 | 3.03 |
| 叫ぶ | 1 | 2.93 |
| 知らない | 1 | 2.68 |
| 帰り | 1 | 3.48 |
| 崩れ落ちる | 1 | 3.64 |
| 痛っ | 1 | 4.34 |
| 逃げ場所 | 1 | 5.47 |
| いつの頃からか | 1 | 5.41 |
| 端 | 1 | 3.22 |
| 慎重 | 1 | 3.46 |
| ほんの少し | 1 | 3.68 |
| 少なくとも | 1 | 3.05 |
| 処世術 | 1 | 5.08 |
| 昔 | 1 | 2.93 |
| くそっ | 1 | 3.74 |
| ちゃった | 1 | 3.01 |
| までも | 1 | 3.36 |
| メモ帳 | 1 | 4.66 |
| 手おけ | 1 | 3.35 |
| 見透かす | 1 | 4.15 |
| 今朝 | 1 | 3.77 |
| 放っておく | 1 | 4.13 |
| 動く | 1 | 2.53 |
| 弁え | 1 | 4.20 |
| 掴む | 1 | 3.00 |
| 代わりに | 1 | 3.10 |
| 付ける | 1 | 3.02 |
| 頷き | 1 | 3.24 |
| 一方的 | 1 | 3.57 |
| ムダ | 1 | 4.81 |
| 仲間たち | 1 | 3.73 |
| 毎回 | 1 | 3.80 |
| 楽 | 1 | 3.16 |
| 殺す | 1 | 2.63 |
| 長居 | 1 | 4.34 |
| 丸で | 1 | 2.60 |
| ても良い | 1 | 2.90 |
| 座り | 1 | 3.58 |
| 調子 | 1 | 3.23 |
| 品柄 | 1 | 2.63 |
| 真っ直ぐ | 1 | 3.17 |
| 食事 | 1 | 2.84 |
| 始点 | 1 | 3.69 |
| 摘み | 1 | 4.53 |
| 庇う | 1 | 3.56 |
| 始まる | 1 | 2.93 |
| 知る | 1 | 2.11 |
| 心臓 | 1 | 3.28 |
| 哀れ | 1 | 3.81 |
| 命 | 1 | 2.72 |
| 足 | 1 | 2.57 |
| 数日後 | 1 | 4.04 |
| リストカット | 1 | 6.31 |
| 引っ | 1 | 3.62 |
| 暫くして | 1 | 3.75 |
| 風景 | 1 | 3.68 |
| 楽しみ | 1 | 3.11 |
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