The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 以内 | 1 | 2.31 |
| 一つも | 1 | 3.83 |
| 待った | 1 | 3.67 |
| 終える | 1 | 2.86 |
| おい | 1 | 2.87 |
| 見慣れる | 1 | 3.67 |
| 荒げる | 1 | 4.56 |
| 落書き | 1 | 4.61 |
| 早め | 1 | 3.69 |
| 今まで | 1 | 2.69 |
| 聞きつける | 1 | 4.13 |
| それから | 1 | 2.79 |
| 刺す | 1 | 3.50 |
| 更け | 1 | 4.53 |
| 生まれる | 1 | 3.03 |
| もし | 1 | 2.64 |
| パチンコ | 1 | 5.08 |
| 知る | 1 | 2.11 |
| 無数 | 1 | 3.32 |
| 育つ | 1 | 3.40 |
| あの人 | 1 | 3.29 |
| 探り | 1 | 4.11 |
| 教師 | 1 | 3.40 |
| たちまち | 1 | 4.07 |
| 悲しい | 1 | 3.34 |
| 女の子 | 1 | 2.92 |
| 閉ざす | 1 | 3.80 |
| 弁当 | 1 | 3.94 |
| 調子 | 1 | 3.23 |
| 恐怖 | 1 | 3.06 |
| 涙 | 1 | 2.98 |
| ここ | 1 | 2.11 |
| 冗談 | 1 | 3.17 |
| 臭い | 1 | 3.42 |
| 一度も | 1 | 3.58 |
| 明るい | 1 | 3.19 |
| 外に | 1 | 2.98 |
| おはよ | 1 | 4.59 |
| 八つ当たり | 1 | 4.16 |
| 信じる | 1 | 2.80 |
| 余りに | 1 | 3.33 |
| ブランコ | 1 | 4.96 |
| せずに | 1 | 3.22 |
| 立ち去る | 1 | 3.70 |
| 手を出す | 1 | 3.90 |
| それじゃあ | 1 | 3.25 |
| 丁寧 | 1 | 3.39 |
| 詰め | 1 | 3.50 |
| じゃあ | 1 | 2.61 |
| 縁起の悪い | 1 | 5.78 |
| 鼻 | 1 | 3.23 |
| この人 | 1 | 3.25 |
| 添える | 1 | 3.65 |
| 無ければ | 1 | 3.11 |
| そうだ | 1 | 2.18 |
| 楽しみ | 1 | 3.11 |
| 感じ | 1 | 2.29 |
| 立派 | 1 | 3.24 |
| 逃げ出す | 1 | 3.33 |
| 視野 | 1 | 3.66 |
| と共に | 1 | 2.60 |
| これ | 1 | 2.15 |
| 放課後 | 1 | 3.96 |
| 理由 | 1 | 2.47 |
| ても | 1 | 1.96 |
| 食事 | 1 | 2.84 |
| すっと | 1 | 3.91 |
| 背ける | 1 | 4.01 |
| 時間 | 1 | 2.25 |
| 最近 | 1 | 2.84 |
| 赤い | 1 | 2.81 |
| 愛情 | 1 | 3.79 |
| 自尊心 | 1 | 4.48 |
| 夕陽 | 1 | 4.45 |
| 連中 | 1 | 2.86 |
| 址 | 1 | 2.54 |
| 一反 | 1 | 3.87 |
| くそっ | 1 | 3.74 |
| 寝 | 1 | 3.06 |
| 挨拶 | 1 | 2.94 |
| しゃくり上げる | 1 | 5.19 |
| 猫 | 1 | 2.91 |
| 向かう | 1 | 2.31 |
| 連れ込む | 1 | 4.39 |
| チョコ | 1 | 3.95 |
| ながらも | 1 | 2.88 |
| とは | 1 | 1.95 |
| ちゃ | 1 | 2.92 |
| 意味ない | 1 | 4.50 |
| リストカット | 1 | 6.31 |
| めっちゃ | 1 | 3.83 |
| 振る | 1 | 2.80 |
| 傷 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 暫くして | 1 | 3.75 |
| 鳩尾 | 1 | 4.36 |
| 来てる | 1 | 3.84 |
| 笑顔 | 1 | 2.66 |
| 毎日のように | 1 | 4.24 |
| 彼氏 | 1 | 3.92 |
| 一瞥 | 1 | 3.77 |
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