The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| ツラ | 1 | 4.80 |
| 不味い | 1 | 3.21 |
| それを | 1 | 2.10 |
| チョコ | 1 | 3.95 |
| 転校 | 1 | 4.65 |
| 僅かに | 1 | 3.13 |
| 毎日のように | 1 | 4.24 |
| 選ぶ | 1 | 2.84 |
| 汚れ | 1 | 3.65 |
| もん | 1 | 2.71 |
| や | 1 | 1.75 |
| 転ぶ | 1 | 3.77 |
| 二人目 | 1 | 4.43 |
| 克く | 1 | 2.46 |
| こんな | 1 | 2.33 |
| 恐怖 | 1 | 3.06 |
| 足す | 1 | 4.25 |
| ピンク色 | 1 | 4.23 |
| 冗談 | 1 | 3.17 |
| 聞きつける | 1 | 4.13 |
| では | 1 | 1.75 |
| ああ | 1 | 2.23 |
| 強い | 1 | 2.36 |
| 世界 | 1 | 2.18 |
| 肩 | 1 | 2.70 |
| 破れる | 1 | 4.19 |
| こう言う | 1 | 2.87 |
| 突き放す | 1 | 4.35 |
| バカ | 1 | 3.23 |
| 外竹 | 1 | 3.94 |
| 品柄 | 1 | 2.63 |
| 通り | 1 | 2.74 |
| 耳にする | 1 | 4.60 |
| 足早に | 1 | 4.08 |
| 馬鹿に | 1 | 3.68 |
| 役目 | 1 | 3.38 |
| 取れる | 1 | 3.10 |
| こみ上げる | 1 | 4.32 |
| 冷める | 1 | 3.72 |
| 倒れる | 1 | 3.23 |
| 立ち上がり | 1 | 3.46 |
| 以内 | 1 | 2.31 |
| いつの間にか | 1 | 3.19 |
| ー | 1 | 2.29 |
| 尚更 | 1 | 3.69 |
| 勝負 | 1 | 3.22 |
| やって来る | 1 | 3.06 |
| 扉 | 1 | 2.66 |
| とく | 1 | 3.39 |
| 鳴り | 1 | 4.07 |
| ても | 1 | 1.96 |
| 反芻 | 1 | 4.32 |
| 無さそう | 1 | 3.37 |
| 靴 | 1 | 3.57 |
| 男の子 | 1 | 3.51 |
| 眉間 | 1 | 3.66 |
| 必ず | 1 | 3.13 |
| 許す | 1 | 2.89 |
| 飲みかけ | 1 | 5.25 |
| 道 | 1 | 2.74 |
| 真っ直ぐ | 1 | 3.17 |
| 時計 | 1 | 3.79 |
| 散る | 1 | 3.52 |
| 他聞 | 1 | 3.15 |
| 見て見ぬふり | 1 | 4.82 |
| 鼻 | 1 | 3.23 |
| 一周 | 1 | 4.32 |
| 笑顔 | 1 | 2.66 |
| 時々 | 1 | 3.53 |
| 調子 | 1 | 3.23 |
| おはよう | 1 | 3.57 |
| 押さえ | 1 | 3.44 |
| 休み | 1 | 3.57 |
| ブランコ | 1 | 4.96 |
| 痣 | 1 | 4.54 |
| 飲む | 1 | 2.84 |
| 掴む | 1 | 3.00 |
| 手を出す | 1 | 3.90 |
| かのように | 1 | 3.02 |
| 一瞥 | 1 | 3.77 |
| 丸くなる | 1 | 4.95 |
| 気分 | 1 | 2.99 |
| にこっと | 1 | 4.88 |
| がし | 1 | 3.14 |
| 胃酸 | 1 | 5.48 |
| 返事 | 1 | 2.98 |
| 結論 | 1 | 3.40 |
| 白 | 1 | 3.00 |
| 鏡 | 1 | 3.47 |
| 陰気 | 1 | 4.66 |
| それから | 1 | 2.79 |
| さ | 1 | 1.59 |
| すんな | 1 | 3.96 |
| 傷 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 現在 | 1 | 2.87 |
| 帰り | 1 | 3.48 |
| そろそろ | 1 | 2.88 |
| その場 | 1 | 2.86 |
| 一分 | 1 | 4.13 |
| 走り書き | 1 | 5.19 |
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