Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
毎日13.21
来12.47
火12.74
言葉通り13.92
乱暴13.73
居なくなる14.05
身12.54
暖かい13.67
時々13.53
呑み14.43
大して13.81
隙13.12
ゲーム化15.37
間12.43
懸12.62
痛く13.78
感じ12.29
感覚12.95
道12.74
沢山12.94
址12.54
聞きつける14.13
心の声14.33
直接13.02
沖13.65
非難13.84
こくり14.23
まー13.87
覆う13.25
伝13.83
背中12.80
いつの頃からか15.41
ちゃんと12.69
庭内12.27
押しつけ14.20
何処12.58
つもり12.48
そ12.90
大丈夫12.38
起こし13.33
立ち上がる12.96
振り払う13.79
近づく12.83
自分で12.97
剔12.60
立派13.24
午前13.84
質の悪い14.92
正しく13.40
パチンコ15.08
受けのいい16.59
身体12.49
死ね13.67
争覇13.62
手おけ13.35
馬鹿に13.68
こう言う12.87
白い12.82
目が覚める14.44
と共に12.60
それじゃあ13.25
ノート13.85
放課後13.96
握る13.01
出す12.43
笑える13.85
ピンク色14.23
猫12.91
代わりに13.10
ても11.96
何時でも13.33
外に12.98
出切る12.24
他人13.24
ばっか13.98
酔う13.78
立ち上がり13.46
一度だけ13.95
睨む13.25
荒げる14.56
刻む13.37
す13.13
可哀想に14.39
多分12.94
抱く12.83
落書き14.61
危険12.75
振り返る12.95
ちゃった13.01
母さん13.39
気分12.99
くそっ13.74
追いかける13.34
物腰14.42
足す14.25
すれば12.59
恐怖13.06
同じよう13.06
離す13.22
連中12.86

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