Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
ながらも12.88
覆う13.25
気取り14.69
立ち去る13.70
子供12.60
遭う13.72
投げる13.49
12.93
押しのける14.30
戸惑う13.51
それから12.79
階段13.20
変わり13.44
11.97
現在12.87
反芻14.32
断る13.15
迷子14.07
もし12.64
連れて12.86
入れる12.73
12.23
黒ずむ14.81
12.72
食べ物13.50
座り13.58
底荷12.49
少なくとも13.05
13.69
おろおろ14.47
沢山12.94
迷う13.30
くそっ13.74
13.23
一周14.32
強い12.36
戸惑い13.73
とにかく13.04
挨拶12.94
押す13.40
止まる12.95
一行13.49
待つ12.41
おはよう13.57
一反13.87
あそこ13.21
縁がない15.08
問い13.36
地獄13.43
連れ込む14.39
眠り込む15.23
振り払う13.79
夕陽14.45
しゃくり上げる15.19
12.78
最終的13.50
振り向く13.32
ごっこ14.41
言い残す14.02
悔しい13.38
12.93
おお12.89
思い12.61
13.00
増える12.87
いいよ13.37
誤魔化す13.56
心地よい13.92
12.62
12.67
貴方12.53
受けのいい16.59
鳩尾14.36
取れる13.10
テーブル13.02
男の子13.51
濡れる13.84
初日13.84
泣き13.33
安っぽい14.69
12.29
通告14.85
12.54
入れ歯13.16
完全12.65
呼吸13.43
眉間13.66
ブランコ14.96
非難13.84
直接13.02
手を出す13.90
始点13.69
傷つける13.50
そっと13.14
ピンク色14.23
続く12.90
軽蔑14.31
薄笑い14.96
一つ12.53
席につく14.95

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