The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| ながらも | 1 | 2.88 |
| 覆う | 1 | 3.25 |
| 気取り | 1 | 4.69 |
| 立ち去る | 1 | 3.70 |
| 子供 | 1 | 2.60 |
| 遭う | 1 | 3.72 |
| 投げる | 1 | 3.49 |
| 昔 | 1 | 2.93 |
| 押しのける | 1 | 4.30 |
| 戸惑う | 1 | 3.51 |
| それから | 1 | 2.79 |
| 階段 | 1 | 3.20 |
| 変わり | 1 | 3.44 |
| 今 | 1 | 1.97 |
| 現在 | 1 | 2.87 |
| 反芻 | 1 | 4.32 |
| 断る | 1 | 3.15 |
| 迷子 | 1 | 4.07 |
| もし | 1 | 2.64 |
| 連れて | 1 | 2.86 |
| 入れる | 1 | 2.73 |
| 上 | 1 | 2.23 |
| 黒ずむ | 1 | 4.81 |
| 命 | 1 | 2.72 |
| 食べ物 | 1 | 3.50 |
| 座り | 1 | 3.58 |
| 底荷 | 1 | 2.49 |
| 少なくとも | 1 | 3.05 |
| 毛 | 1 | 3.69 |
| おろおろ | 1 | 4.47 |
| 沢山 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 迷う | 1 | 3.30 |
| くそっ | 1 | 3.74 |
| 鼻 | 1 | 3.23 |
| 一周 | 1 | 4.32 |
| 強い | 1 | 2.36 |
| 戸惑い | 1 | 3.73 |
| とにかく | 1 | 3.04 |
| 挨拶 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 押す | 1 | 3.40 |
| 止まる | 1 | 2.95 |
| 一行 | 1 | 3.49 |
| 待つ | 1 | 2.41 |
| おはよう | 1 | 3.57 |
| 一反 | 1 | 3.87 |
| あそこ | 1 | 3.21 |
| 縁がない | 1 | 5.08 |
| 問い | 1 | 3.36 |
| 地獄 | 1 | 3.43 |
| 連れ込む | 1 | 4.39 |
| 眠り込む | 1 | 5.23 |
| 振り払う | 1 | 3.79 |
| 夕陽 | 1 | 4.45 |
| しゃくり上げる | 1 | 5.19 |
| 所 | 1 | 2.78 |
| 最終的 | 1 | 3.50 |
| 振り向く | 1 | 3.32 |
| ごっこ | 1 | 4.41 |
| 言い残す | 1 | 4.02 |
| 悔しい | 1 | 3.38 |
| 嘘 | 1 | 2.93 |
| おお | 1 | 2.89 |
| 思い | 1 | 2.61 |
| 白 | 1 | 3.00 |
| 増える | 1 | 2.87 |
| いいよ | 1 | 3.37 |
| 誤魔化す | 1 | 3.56 |
| 心地よい | 1 | 3.92 |
| 主 | 1 | 2.62 |
| 瞳 | 1 | 2.67 |
| 貴方 | 1 | 2.53 |
| 受けのいい | 1 | 6.59 |
| 鳩尾 | 1 | 4.36 |
| 取れる | 1 | 3.10 |
| テーブル | 1 | 3.02 |
| 男の子 | 1 | 3.51 |
| 濡れる | 1 | 3.84 |
| 初日 | 1 | 3.84 |
| 泣き | 1 | 3.33 |
| 安っぽい | 1 | 4.69 |
| ー | 1 | 2.29 |
| 通告 | 1 | 4.85 |
| 址 | 1 | 2.54 |
| 入れ歯 | 1 | 3.16 |
| 完全 | 1 | 2.65 |
| 呼吸 | 1 | 3.43 |
| 眉間 | 1 | 3.66 |
| ブランコ | 1 | 4.96 |
| 非難 | 1 | 3.84 |
| 直接 | 1 | 3.02 |
| 手を出す | 1 | 3.90 |
| 始点 | 1 | 3.69 |
| 傷つける | 1 | 3.50 |
| そっと | 1 | 3.14 |
| ピンク色 | 1 | 4.23 |
| 続く | 1 | 2.90 |
| 軽蔑 | 1 | 4.31 |
| 薄笑い | 1 | 4.96 |
| 一つ | 1 | 2.53 |
| 席につく | 1 | 4.95 |
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