The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 先に | 1 | 2.69 |
| 大丈夫 | 1 | 2.38 |
| 仲間たち | 1 | 3.73 |
| 夜呂死苦 | 1 | 3.17 |
| 長居 | 1 | 4.34 |
| 程なくして | 1 | 4.25 |
| 城 | 1 | 2.75 |
| 育つ | 1 | 3.40 |
| 他 | 1 | 2.34 |
| 挨拶 | 1 | 2.94 |
| もし | 1 | 2.64 |
| 直接 | 1 | 3.02 |
| 鐘 | 1 | 3.93 |
| 神様 | 1 | 3.24 |
| うーん | 1 | 3.12 |
| 謝り | 1 | 4.17 |
| 一反 | 1 | 3.87 |
| 無意識 | 1 | 3.59 |
| 命 | 1 | 2.72 |
| バカ | 1 | 3.23 |
| 見つける | 1 | 2.80 |
| やけに | 1 | 3.73 |
| 貴方 | 1 | 2.53 |
| 鳩尾 | 1 | 4.36 |
| 離れる | 1 | 2.83 |
| 目に遭う | 1 | 4.66 |
| 哀れ | 1 | 3.81 |
| 座り | 1 | 3.58 |
| 父親 | 1 | 3.14 |
| 見て見ぬふり | 1 | 4.82 |
| おはよ | 1 | 4.59 |
| 返事 | 1 | 2.98 |
| 退く | 1 | 3.67 |
| 暫くして | 1 | 3.75 |
| 叩きつける | 1 | 3.45 |
| おろおろ | 1 | 4.47 |
| される | 1 | 2.48 |
| 逸らす | 1 | 3.35 |
| 胃液 | 1 | 4.87 |
| 付け | 1 | 2.69 |
| 何じゃ | 1 | 3.36 |
| 決める | 1 | 2.93 |
| 主 | 1 | 2.62 |
| 押さえ | 1 | 3.44 |
| なんか | 1 | 2.48 |
| すっと | 1 | 3.91 |
| 地獄 | 1 | 3.43 |
| 取る | 1 | 2.69 |
| 両腕 | 1 | 3.60 |
| 痛い目 | 1 | 4.28 |
| やっと | 1 | 3.21 |
| まま | 1 | 2.40 |
| 明るい | 1 | 3.19 |
| 大して | 1 | 3.81 |
| 付ける | 1 | 3.02 |
| 破れ | 1 | 4.25 |
| 途中 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 抱く | 1 | 2.83 |
| 印 | 1 | 3.69 |
| つもり | 1 | 2.48 |
| まとも | 1 | 3.58 |
| 十分 | 1 | 2.75 |
| 部屋 | 1 | 2.30 |
| 更け | 1 | 4.53 |
| 意味ない | 1 | 4.50 |
| 現在 | 1 | 2.87 |
| 黒ずむ | 1 | 4.81 |
| 仲良く | 1 | 3.30 |
| 品柄 | 1 | 2.63 |
| では | 1 | 1.75 |
| じゃね | 1 | 4.02 |
| 連れ込む | 1 | 4.39 |
| お願い | 1 | 2.92 |
| リビング | 1 | 3.77 |
| 急いで | 1 | 3.33 |
| 食事 | 1 | 2.84 |
| 増える | 1 | 2.87 |
| 加害者 | 1 | 4.63 |
| 変わり | 1 | 3.44 |
| 割 | 1 | 3.87 |
| 風景 | 1 | 3.68 |
| 気分 | 1 | 2.99 |
| そろそろ | 1 | 2.88 |
| 教育 | 1 | 3.34 |
| 沈む | 1 | 3.38 |
| 滑り込む | 1 | 4.34 |
| とても | 1 | 2.67 |
| その場 | 1 | 2.86 |
| 間 | 1 | 2.43 |
| 克く | 1 | 2.46 |
| 迷子 | 1 | 4.07 |
| 胃酸 | 1 | 5.48 |
| と共に | 1 | 2.60 |
| って言う | 1 | 2.83 |
| 食べ物 | 1 | 3.50 |
| 時間 | 1 | 2.25 |
| 狙う | 1 | 2.89 |
| ピンク色 | 1 | 4.23 |
| 他聞 | 1 | 3.15 |
| 怒り | 1 | 2.96 |
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