Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
先に12.69
大丈夫12.38
仲間たち13.73
夜呂死苦13.17
長居14.34
程なくして14.25
12.75
育つ13.40
12.34
挨拶12.94
もし12.64
直接13.02
13.93
神様13.24
うーん13.12
謝り14.17
一反13.87
無意識13.59
12.72
バカ13.23
見つける12.80
やけに13.73
貴方12.53
鳩尾14.36
離れる12.83
目に遭う14.66
哀れ13.81
座り13.58
父親13.14
見て見ぬふり14.82
おはよ14.59
返事12.98
退く13.67
暫くして13.75
叩きつける13.45
おろおろ14.47
される12.48
逸らす13.35
胃液14.87
付け12.69
何じゃ13.36
決める12.93
12.62
押さえ13.44
なんか12.48
すっと13.91
地獄13.43
取る12.69
両腕13.60
痛い目14.28
やっと13.21
まま12.40
明るい13.19
大して13.81
付ける13.02
破れ14.25
途中12.94
抱く12.83
13.69
つもり12.48
まとも13.58
十分12.75
部屋12.30
更け14.53
意味ない14.50
現在12.87
黒ずむ14.81
仲良く13.30
品柄12.63
では11.75
じゃね14.02
連れ込む14.39
お願い12.92
リビング13.77
急いで13.33
食事12.84
増える12.87
加害者14.63
変わり13.44
13.87
風景13.68
気分12.99
そろそろ12.88
教育13.34
沈む13.38
滑り込む14.34
とても12.67
その場12.86
12.43
克く12.46
迷子14.07
胃酸15.48
と共に12.60
って言う12.83
食べ物13.50
時間12.25
狙う12.89
ピンク色14.23
他聞13.15
怒り12.96

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