The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 毎日 | 1 | 3.21 |
| 来 | 1 | 2.47 |
| 火 | 1 | 2.74 |
| 言葉通り | 1 | 3.92 |
| 乱暴 | 1 | 3.73 |
| 居なくなる | 1 | 4.05 |
| 身 | 1 | 2.54 |
| 暖かい | 1 | 3.67 |
| 時々 | 1 | 3.53 |
| 呑み | 1 | 4.43 |
| 大して | 1 | 3.81 |
| 隙 | 1 | 3.12 |
| ゲーム化 | 1 | 5.37 |
| 間 | 1 | 2.43 |
| 懸 | 1 | 2.62 |
| 痛く | 1 | 3.78 |
| 感じ | 1 | 2.29 |
| 感覚 | 1 | 2.95 |
| 道 | 1 | 2.74 |
| 沢山 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 址 | 1 | 2.54 |
| 聞きつける | 1 | 4.13 |
| 心の声 | 1 | 4.33 |
| 直接 | 1 | 3.02 |
| 沖 | 1 | 3.65 |
| 非難 | 1 | 3.84 |
| こくり | 1 | 4.23 |
| まー | 1 | 3.87 |
| 覆う | 1 | 3.25 |
| 伝 | 1 | 3.83 |
| 背中 | 1 | 2.80 |
| いつの頃からか | 1 | 5.41 |
| ちゃんと | 1 | 2.69 |
| 庭内 | 1 | 2.27 |
| 押しつけ | 1 | 4.20 |
| 何処 | 1 | 2.58 |
| つもり | 1 | 2.48 |
| そ | 1 | 2.90 |
| 大丈夫 | 1 | 2.38 |
| 起こし | 1 | 3.33 |
| 立ち上がる | 1 | 2.96 |
| 振り払う | 1 | 3.79 |
| 近づく | 1 | 2.83 |
| 自分で | 1 | 2.97 |
| 剔 | 1 | 2.60 |
| 立派 | 1 | 3.24 |
| 午前 | 1 | 3.84 |
| 質の悪い | 1 | 4.92 |
| 正しく | 1 | 3.40 |
| パチンコ | 1 | 5.08 |
| 受けのいい | 1 | 6.59 |
| 身体 | 1 | 2.49 |
| 死ね | 1 | 3.67 |
| 争覇 | 1 | 3.62 |
| 手おけ | 1 | 3.35 |
| 馬鹿に | 1 | 3.68 |
| こう言う | 1 | 2.87 |
| 白い | 1 | 2.82 |
| 目が覚める | 1 | 4.44 |
| と共に | 1 | 2.60 |
| それじゃあ | 1 | 3.25 |
| ノート | 1 | 3.85 |
| 放課後 | 1 | 3.96 |
| 握る | 1 | 3.01 |
| 出す | 1 | 2.43 |
| 笑える | 1 | 3.85 |
| ピンク色 | 1 | 4.23 |
| 猫 | 1 | 2.91 |
| 代わりに | 1 | 3.10 |
| ても | 1 | 1.96 |
| 何時でも | 1 | 3.33 |
| 外に | 1 | 2.98 |
| 出切る | 1 | 2.24 |
| 他人 | 1 | 3.24 |
| ばっか | 1 | 3.98 |
| 酔う | 1 | 3.78 |
| 立ち上がり | 1 | 3.46 |
| 一度だけ | 1 | 3.95 |
| 睨む | 1 | 3.25 |
| 荒げる | 1 | 4.56 |
| 刻む | 1 | 3.37 |
| す | 1 | 3.13 |
| 可哀想に | 1 | 4.39 |
| 多分 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 抱く | 1 | 2.83 |
| 落書き | 1 | 4.61 |
| 危険 | 1 | 2.75 |
| 振り返る | 1 | 2.95 |
| ちゃった | 1 | 3.01 |
| 母さん | 1 | 3.39 |
| 気分 | 1 | 2.99 |
| くそっ | 1 | 3.74 |
| 追いかける | 1 | 3.34 |
| 物腰 | 1 | 4.42 |
| 足す | 1 | 4.25 |
| すれば | 1 | 2.59 |
| 恐怖 | 1 | 3.06 |
| 同じよう | 1 | 3.06 |
| 離す | 1 | 3.22 |
| 連中 | 1 | 2.86 |
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