The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 育つ | 1 | 3.40 |
| 願う | 1 | 3.27 |
| 臭い | 1 | 3.42 |
| 後で | 1 | 2.94 |
| 寄坐 | 1 | 4.60 |
| 準備 | 1 | 2.67 |
| 優しい | 1 | 2.76 |
| 心地よい | 1 | 3.92 |
| 分が悪い | 1 | 4.54 |
| 鏡 | 1 | 3.47 |
| 返事 | 1 | 2.98 |
| 返す | 1 | 2.90 |
| 良い | 1 | 2.17 |
| なんか | 1 | 2.48 |
| 事がある | 1 | 2.89 |
| 呑み | 1 | 4.43 |
| 覆う | 1 | 3.25 |
| 口角 | 1 | 4.11 |
| はぁ | 1 | 2.88 |
| 仲良く | 1 | 3.30 |
| 痛い目 | 1 | 4.28 |
| 挙げて | 1 | 3.30 |
| 連中 | 1 | 2.86 |
| 振り返る | 1 | 2.95 |
| 起こし | 1 | 3.33 |
| 肩 | 1 | 2.70 |
| 横に | 1 | 3.00 |
| 退く | 1 | 3.67 |
| 照れ | 1 | 3.61 |
| 可哀想 | 1 | 3.78 |
| 出来るようになる | 1 | 4.11 |
| 一周 | 1 | 4.32 |
| 何故か | 1 | 2.92 |
| 断る | 1 | 3.15 |
| 足音 | 1 | 3.51 |
| 痛めつける | 1 | 4.29 |
| 址 | 1 | 2.54 |
| 立ち上がり | 1 | 3.46 |
| 刎 | 1 | 3.53 |
| さ | 1 | 1.59 |
| 居なくなる | 1 | 4.05 |
| さらさら | 1 | 4.18 |
| くそっ | 1 | 3.74 |
| 剔 | 1 | 2.60 |
| 勝負 | 1 | 3.22 |
| 支え | 1 | 3.37 |
| 片耳 | 1 | 5.27 |
| 何それ | 1 | 3.89 |
| おい | 1 | 2.87 |
| 夜呂死苦 | 1 | 3.17 |
| ばかり | 1 | 2.53 |
| 無くても | 1 | 3.52 |
| 同じよう | 1 | 3.06 |
| お母さん | 1 | 3.26 |
| 苛める | 1 | 4.48 |
| 離れる | 1 | 2.83 |
| 更け | 1 | 4.53 |
| 昔 | 1 | 2.93 |
| 風景 | 1 | 3.68 |
| 毛 | 1 | 3.69 |
| 放っておく | 1 | 4.13 |
| いつの頃からか | 1 | 5.41 |
| そっと | 1 | 3.14 |
| うーん | 1 | 3.12 |
| 方 | 1 | 1.96 |
| 正しく | 1 | 3.40 |
| 悲しい | 1 | 3.34 |
| いつまでも | 1 | 3.47 |
| あそこ | 1 | 3.21 |
| 重なる | 1 | 3.65 |
| これ | 1 | 2.15 |
| 足 | 1 | 2.57 |
| 所 | 1 | 2.78 |
| ごそごそ | 1 | 4.66 |
| 酔う | 1 | 3.78 |
| 踏みつける | 1 | 4.08 |
| テーブル | 1 | 3.02 |
| 遭う | 1 | 3.72 |
| ゴミ | 1 | 3.82 |
| 止まる | 1 | 2.95 |
| パチンコ | 1 | 5.08 |
| 理由 | 1 | 2.47 |
| 僅かに | 1 | 3.13 |
| 立ち去る | 1 | 3.70 |
| 乱暴 | 1 | 3.73 |
| 何時もより | 1 | 3.79 |
| 押す | 1 | 3.40 |
| 許す | 1 | 2.89 |
| 心の声 | 1 | 4.33 |
| 縁がない | 1 | 5.08 |
| 結論 | 1 | 3.40 |
| 馬鹿に | 1 | 3.68 |
| 答え | 1 | 2.75 |
| では | 1 | 1.75 |
| 尽くす | 1 | 3.43 |
| 泣き | 1 | 3.33 |
| 引っ | 1 | 3.62 |
| 汚 | 1 | 4.68 |
| こう言う | 1 | 2.87 |
| もういい | 2 | 3.73 |
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