The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 一度だけ | 1 | 3.95 |
| 上 | 1 | 2.23 |
| 如何にも | 1 | 3.22 |
| 言い捨てる | 1 | 4.48 |
| 胃液 | 1 | 4.87 |
| 可哀想に | 1 | 4.39 |
| 教師 | 1 | 3.40 |
| 笑顔 | 1 | 2.66 |
| 押さえ | 1 | 3.44 |
| 優しい | 1 | 2.76 |
| 読み | 1 | 3.20 |
| 練習 | 1 | 3.24 |
| ばかり | 1 | 2.53 |
| 白い | 1 | 2.82 |
| 退く | 1 | 3.67 |
| 汚れる | 1 | 3.88 |
| 荒げる | 1 | 4.56 |
| 以内 | 1 | 2.31 |
| いつまでも | 1 | 3.47 |
| 何故か | 1 | 2.92 |
| 破れ | 1 | 4.25 |
| 眠り込む | 1 | 5.23 |
| 覚ます | 1 | 3.63 |
| 必ず | 1 | 3.13 |
| 物腰 | 1 | 4.42 |
| そうだ | 1 | 2.18 |
| 帰り | 1 | 3.48 |
| 押しのける | 1 | 4.30 |
| 倒れる | 1 | 3.23 |
| 悲鳴 | 1 | 3.14 |
| 俯く | 1 | 3.57 |
| サラリーマン | 1 | 4.56 |
| 心臓 | 1 | 3.28 |
| 余りに | 1 | 3.33 |
| 事がない | 1 | 3.27 |
| 生まれて初めて | 1 | 4.33 |
| せずに | 1 | 3.22 |
| させる | 1 | 2.36 |
| 変に | 1 | 3.93 |
| 踊り場 | 1 | 4.80 |
| 三回 | 1 | 4.07 |
| 女の子 | 1 | 2.92 |
| あの | 1 | 2.00 |
| 代 | 1 | 2.96 |
| 唇 | 1 | 3.15 |
| 音 | 1 | 2.39 |
| もっと | 1 | 2.63 |
| 軽蔑 | 1 | 4.31 |
| 答え | 1 | 2.75 |
| チョコレート | 1 | 3.93 |
| 夕陽 | 1 | 4.45 |
| 覆う | 1 | 3.25 |
| いつの頃からか | 1 | 5.41 |
| 処世術 | 1 | 5.08 |
| とは | 1 | 1.95 |
| 付ける | 1 | 3.02 |
| 言い残す | 1 | 4.02 |
| ながらも | 1 | 2.88 |
| ずっと | 1 | 2.68 |
| では | 1 | 1.75 |
| や | 1 | 1.75 |
| 庭内 | 1 | 2.27 |
| 戸惑う | 1 | 3.51 |
| 尽くす | 1 | 3.43 |
| 足 | 1 | 2.57 |
| 笑いかける | 1 | 3.87 |
| 無さそう | 1 | 3.37 |
| ブランコ | 1 | 4.96 |
| 辛い | 1 | 3.16 |
| おい | 1 | 2.87 |
| 呼吸 | 1 | 3.43 |
| どっち | 1 | 3.48 |
| はいはい | 1 | 3.62 |
| 伝 | 1 | 3.83 |
| 慎重 | 1 | 3.46 |
| 遭う | 1 | 3.72 |
| おはよう | 1 | 3.57 |
| 男の子 | 1 | 3.51 |
| 眉間 | 1 | 3.66 |
| 薄笑い | 1 | 4.96 |
| 居なくなる | 1 | 4.05 |
| 午前 | 1 | 3.84 |
| 正邪 | 1 | 4.28 |
| 見慣れる | 1 | 3.67 |
| までも | 1 | 3.36 |
| かのように | 1 | 3.02 |
| 男たち | 1 | 3.49 |
| 何故だか | 1 | 4.16 |
| 無ければ | 1 | 3.11 |
| 謝り | 1 | 4.17 |
| 靴 | 1 | 3.57 |
| 急ぐ | 1 | 3.42 |
| 渋々 | 1 | 3.82 |
| もん | 1 | 2.71 |
| 失望 | 1 | 4.11 |
| 指す | 1 | 3.83 |
| だが | 1 | 1.83 |
| 思い浮かべる | 1 | 3.73 |
| 放課後 | 1 | 3.96 |
| とか | 2 | 2.08 |
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