The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 他 | 1 | 2.34 |
| 指す | 1 | 3.83 |
| 待つ | 1 | 2.41 |
| 当たり前 | 1 | 3.08 |
| 貴方 | 1 | 2.53 |
| 振り返る | 1 | 2.95 |
| 懸 | 1 | 2.62 |
| めっちゃ | 1 | 3.83 |
| 増える | 1 | 2.87 |
| ばかり | 1 | 2.53 |
| 今まで | 1 | 2.69 |
| 三回 | 1 | 4.07 |
| 座り | 1 | 3.58 |
| 底荷 | 1 | 2.49 |
| 取れる | 1 | 3.10 |
| 愛 | 1 | 3.07 |
| ほんの少し | 1 | 3.68 |
| 単皮 | 1 | 4.27 |
| 刺す | 1 | 3.50 |
| ちゃんと | 1 | 2.69 |
| ひと言 | 1 | 4.37 |
| がし | 1 | 3.14 |
| 神様 | 1 | 3.24 |
| 湿る | 1 | 4.03 |
| マイナス | 1 | 4.08 |
| 決める | 1 | 2.93 |
| 奴ら | 1 | 3.10 |
| 物腰 | 1 | 4.42 |
| 道 | 1 | 2.74 |
| 鳴り | 1 | 4.07 |
| 足りる | 1 | 3.35 |
| 飲む | 1 | 2.84 |
| じゃね | 1 | 4.02 |
| ここ | 1 | 2.11 |
| 印 | 1 | 3.69 |
| 逸らす | 1 | 3.35 |
| 命 | 1 | 2.72 |
| それを | 1 | 2.10 |
| 押しやる | 1 | 4.68 |
| 瞳 | 1 | 2.67 |
| 間違え | 1 | 3.80 |
| 開き | 1 | 3.45 |
| 酔う | 1 | 3.78 |
| 初日 | 1 | 3.84 |
| いつもの様に | 1 | 3.64 |
| 点 | 1 | 2.89 |
| とても | 1 | 2.67 |
| 事がない | 1 | 3.27 |
| 装う | 1 | 3.97 |
| 崩れ落ちる | 1 | 3.64 |
| 必ず | 1 | 3.13 |
| 滑り込む | 1 | 4.34 |
| 狙う | 1 | 2.89 |
| 欠航 | 1 | 3.74 |
| 眠る | 1 | 3.15 |
| 挨拶 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 地獄 | 1 | 3.43 |
| 死ね | 1 | 3.67 |
| どっち | 1 | 3.48 |
| ながらも | 1 | 2.88 |
| そ | 1 | 2.90 |
| 練習 | 1 | 3.24 |
| 伝 | 1 | 3.83 |
| 悔しい | 1 | 3.38 |
| したい | 1 | 2.75 |
| 子供 | 1 | 2.60 |
| 間 | 1 | 2.43 |
| 返す | 1 | 2.90 |
| ひそひそ | 1 | 4.50 |
| 食う | 1 | 3.13 |
| 始点 | 1 | 3.69 |
| 何じゃ | 1 | 3.36 |
| 片耳 | 1 | 5.27 |
| 受けのいい | 1 | 6.59 |
| 入れる | 1 | 2.73 |
| 恐怖 | 1 | 3.06 |
| 居なくなる | 1 | 4.05 |
| 聞こえる | 1 | 2.77 |
| 突っ込む | 1 | 3.15 |
| 安っぽい | 1 | 4.69 |
| 質の悪い | 1 | 4.92 |
| 肩をいからせる | 1 | 6.81 |
| こみ上げる | 1 | 4.32 |
| おいおい | 1 | 3.46 |
| 押さえ | 1 | 3.44 |
| 外竹 | 1 | 3.94 |
| 寝 | 1 | 3.06 |
| 感覚 | 1 | 2.95 |
| 冗談 | 1 | 3.17 |
| 早め | 1 | 3.69 |
| 割 | 1 | 3.87 |
| 十年 | 1 | 3.74 |
| 手おけ | 1 | 3.35 |
| 加害者 | 1 | 4.63 |
| 慣れた | 1 | 3.44 |
| こくり | 1 | 4.23 |
| 涙 | 1 | 2.98 |
| 一度も | 1 | 3.58 |
| 可哀想 | 1 | 3.78 |
| 飛んだ | 2 | 3.76 |
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