Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Statistics

Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
一度だけ13.95
12.23
如何にも13.22
言い捨てる14.48
胃液14.87
可哀想に14.39
教師13.40
笑顔12.66
押さえ13.44
優しい12.76
読み13.20
練習13.24
ばかり12.53
白い12.82
退く13.67
汚れる13.88
荒げる14.56
以内12.31
いつまでも13.47
何故か12.92
破れ14.25
眠り込む15.23
覚ます13.63
必ず13.13
物腰14.42
そうだ12.18
帰り13.48
押しのける14.30
倒れる13.23
悲鳴13.14
俯く13.57
サラリーマン14.56
心臓13.28
余りに13.33
事がない13.27
生まれて初めて14.33
せずに13.22
させる12.36
変に13.93
踊り場14.80
三回14.07
女の子12.92
あの12.00
12.96
13.15
12.39
もっと12.63
軽蔑14.31
答え12.75
チョコレート13.93
夕陽14.45
覆う13.25
いつの頃からか15.41
処世術15.08
とは11.95
付ける13.02
言い残す14.02
ながらも12.88
ずっと12.68
では11.75
11.75
庭内12.27
戸惑う13.51
尽くす13.43
12.57
笑いかける13.87
無さそう13.37
ブランコ14.96
辛い13.16
おい12.87
呼吸13.43
どっち13.48
はいはい13.62
13.83
慎重13.46
遭う13.72
おはよう13.57
男の子13.51
眉間13.66
薄笑い14.96
居なくなる14.05
午前13.84
正邪14.28
見慣れる13.67
までも13.36
かのように13.02
男たち13.49
何故だか14.16
無ければ13.11
謝り14.17
13.57
急ぐ13.42
渋々13.82
もん12.71
失望14.11
指す13.83
だが11.83
思い浮かべる13.73
放課後13.96
とか22.08

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