Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
育つ13.40
願う13.27
臭い13.42
後で12.94
寄坐14.60
準備12.67
優しい12.76
心地よい13.92
分が悪い14.54
13.47
返事12.98
返す12.90
良い12.17
なんか12.48
事がある12.89
呑み14.43
覆う13.25
口角14.11
はぁ12.88
仲良く13.30
痛い目14.28
挙げて13.30
連中12.86
振り返る12.95
起こし13.33
12.70
横に13.00
退く13.67
照れ13.61
可哀想13.78
出来るようになる14.11
一周14.32
何故か12.92
断る13.15
足音13.51
痛めつける14.29
12.54
立ち上がり13.46
13.53
11.59
居なくなる14.05
さらさら14.18
くそっ13.74
12.60
勝負13.22
支え13.37
片耳15.27
何それ13.89
おい12.87
夜呂死苦13.17
ばかり12.53
無くても13.52
同じよう13.06
お母さん13.26
苛める14.48
離れる12.83
更け14.53
12.93
風景13.68
13.69
放っておく14.13
いつの頃からか15.41
そっと13.14
うーん13.12
11.96
正しく13.40
悲しい13.34
いつまでも13.47
あそこ13.21
重なる13.65
これ12.15
12.57
12.78
ごそごそ14.66
酔う13.78
踏みつける14.08
テーブル13.02
遭う13.72
ゴミ13.82
止まる12.95
パチンコ15.08
理由12.47
僅かに13.13
立ち去る13.70
乱暴13.73
何時もより13.79
押す13.40
許す12.89
心の声14.33
縁がない15.08
結論13.40
馬鹿に13.68
答え12.75
では11.75
尽くす13.43
泣き13.33
引っ13.62
14.68
こう言う12.87
もういい23.73

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