Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
他12.34
指す13.83
待つ12.41
当たり前13.08
貴方12.53
振り返る12.95
懸12.62
めっちゃ13.83
増える12.87
ばかり12.53
今まで12.69
三回14.07
座り13.58
底荷12.49
取れる13.10
愛13.07
ほんの少し13.68
単皮14.27
刺す13.50
ちゃんと12.69
ひと言14.37
がし13.14
神様13.24
湿る14.03
マイナス14.08
決める12.93
奴ら13.10
物腰14.42
道12.74
鳴り14.07
足りる13.35
飲む12.84
じゃね14.02
ここ12.11
印13.69
逸らす13.35
命12.72
それを12.10
押しやる14.68
瞳12.67
間違え13.80
開き13.45
酔う13.78
初日13.84
いつもの様に13.64
点12.89
とても12.67
事がない13.27
装う13.97
崩れ落ちる13.64
必ず13.13
滑り込む14.34
狙う12.89
欠航13.74
眠る13.15
挨拶12.94
地獄13.43
死ね13.67
どっち13.48
ながらも12.88
そ12.90
練習13.24
伝13.83
悔しい13.38
したい12.75
子供12.60
間12.43
返す12.90
ひそひそ14.50
食う13.13
始点13.69
何じゃ13.36
片耳15.27
受けのいい16.59
入れる12.73
恐怖13.06
居なくなる14.05
聞こえる12.77
突っ込む13.15
安っぽい14.69
質の悪い14.92
肩をいからせる16.81
こみ上げる14.32
おいおい13.46
押さえ13.44
外竹13.94
寝13.06
感覚12.95
冗談13.17
早め13.69
割13.87
十年13.74
手おけ13.35
加害者14.63
慣れた13.44
こくり14.23
涙12.98
一度も13.58
可哀想13.78
飛んだ23.76

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