The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 聞こえる | 1 | 2.77 |
| それを | 1 | 2.10 |
| 靴 | 1 | 3.57 |
| 寝 | 1 | 3.06 |
| マイナス | 1 | 4.08 |
| 目の前 | 1 | 2.63 |
| 命 | 1 | 2.72 |
| される | 1 | 2.48 |
| 傷つける | 1 | 3.50 |
| 離れる | 1 | 2.83 |
| はいはい | 1 | 3.62 |
| 印 | 1 | 3.69 |
| 膝 | 1 | 3.14 |
| 湿る | 1 | 4.03 |
| 投げる | 1 | 3.49 |
| 止まる | 1 | 2.95 |
| 連中 | 1 | 2.86 |
| 弁え | 1 | 4.20 |
| 手入れ | 1 | 3.12 |
| 産む | 1 | 3.79 |
| こみ上げる | 1 | 4.32 |
| 肩をいからせる | 1 | 6.81 |
| 品柄 | 1 | 2.63 |
| 汚れ | 1 | 3.65 |
| 容赦なく | 1 | 3.80 |
| 言い訳 | 1 | 3.48 |
| 懸命 | 1 | 3.94 |
| 背ける | 1 | 4.01 |
| 何時でも | 1 | 3.33 |
| 何故か | 1 | 2.92 |
| 摘み | 1 | 4.53 |
| 頷き | 1 | 3.24 |
| 心の中 | 1 | 3.40 |
| 方 | 1 | 1.96 |
| 所 | 1 | 2.78 |
| 端 | 1 | 3.22 |
| 刺す | 1 | 3.50 |
| 他聞 | 1 | 3.15 |
| 見上げる | 1 | 3.03 |
| 挙げて | 1 | 3.30 |
| 立てる | 1 | 3.28 |
| 数日後 | 1 | 4.04 |
| 入れ歯 | 1 | 3.16 |
| では | 1 | 1.75 |
| かのように | 1 | 3.02 |
| 来てる | 1 | 3.84 |
| 背中 | 1 | 2.80 |
| 準備 | 1 | 2.67 |
| 荒げる | 1 | 4.56 |
| いつの頃からか | 1 | 5.41 |
| 向かう | 1 | 2.31 |
| ながらも | 1 | 2.88 |
| 嫌い | 1 | 3.22 |
| 崩れ落ちる | 1 | 3.64 |
| とは | 1 | 1.95 |
| 淡い | 1 | 3.61 |
| ないか | 1 | 2.68 |
| 泣き | 1 | 3.33 |
| ー | 1 | 2.29 |
| 笑いかける | 1 | 3.87 |
| 小さい頃 | 1 | 4.07 |
| 優しい | 1 | 2.76 |
| 見慣れる | 1 | 3.67 |
| 視野 | 1 | 3.66 |
| 転ぶ | 1 | 3.77 |
| やけに | 1 | 3.73 |
| 代わりに | 1 | 3.10 |
| 手おけ | 1 | 3.35 |
| 見るから | 1 | 3.92 |
| 父親 | 1 | 3.14 |
| 自己紹介 | 1 | 3.63 |
| 極 | 1 | 3.68 |
| 胃酸 | 1 | 5.48 |
| 自分で | 1 | 2.97 |
| 傷 | 1 | 2.94 |
| おう | 1 | 3.25 |
| 押しやる | 1 | 4.68 |
| もう一度 | 1 | 3.13 |
| たちまち | 1 | 4.07 |
| つもり | 1 | 2.48 |
| 後で | 1 | 2.94 |
| 迷う | 1 | 3.30 |
| 口角 | 1 | 4.11 |
| 覚ます | 1 | 3.63 |
| 今 | 1 | 1.97 |
| 縁がない | 1 | 5.08 |
| 踏みつける | 1 | 4.08 |
| 間 | 1 | 2.43 |
| 仲間たち | 1 | 3.73 |
| そんなに | 1 | 2.88 |
| 一度も | 1 | 3.58 |
| 吐き捨てる | 1 | 4.08 |
| 標的 | 1 | 3.87 |
| や否や | 1 | 4.06 |
| お願い | 1 | 2.92 |
| ようやく | 1 | 2.82 |
| 音 | 1 | 2.39 |
| 逃げ | 1 | 3.21 |
| そっと | 1 | 3.14 |
| 来 | 1 | 2.47 |
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