Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
聞こえる12.77
それを12.10
13.57
13.06
マイナス14.08
目の前12.63
12.72
される12.48
傷つける13.50
離れる12.83
はいはい13.62
13.69
13.14
湿る14.03
投げる13.49
止まる12.95
連中12.86
弁え14.20
手入れ13.12
産む13.79
こみ上げる14.32
肩をいからせる16.81
品柄12.63
汚れ13.65
容赦なく13.80
言い訳13.48
懸命13.94
背ける14.01
何時でも13.33
何故か12.92
摘み14.53
頷き13.24
心の中13.40
11.96
12.78
13.22
刺す13.50
他聞13.15
見上げる13.03
挙げて13.30
立てる13.28
数日後14.04
入れ歯13.16
では11.75
かのように13.02
来てる13.84
背中12.80
準備12.67
荒げる14.56
いつの頃からか15.41
向かう12.31
ながらも12.88
嫌い13.22
崩れ落ちる13.64
とは11.95
淡い13.61
ないか12.68
泣き13.33
12.29
笑いかける13.87
小さい頃14.07
優しい12.76
見慣れる13.67
視野13.66
転ぶ13.77
やけに13.73
代わりに13.10
手おけ13.35
見るから13.92
父親13.14
自己紹介13.63
13.68
胃酸15.48
自分で12.97
12.94
おう13.25
押しやる14.68
もう一度13.13
たちまち14.07
つもり12.48
後で12.94
迷う13.30
口角14.11
覚ます13.63
11.97
縁がない15.08
踏みつける14.08
12.43
仲間たち13.73
そんなに12.88
一度も13.58
吐き捨てる14.08
標的13.87
や否や14.06
お願い12.92
ようやく12.82
12.39
逃げ13.21
そっと13.14
12.47

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