The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 悪魔 | 1 | 3.04 |
| 渋々 | 1 | 3.82 |
| おろおろ | 1 | 4.47 |
| 聞きつける | 1 | 4.13 |
| 痛い目 | 1 | 4.28 |
| 一団 | 1 | 3.81 |
| ペン画 | 1 | 5.26 |
| めっちゃ | 1 | 3.83 |
| 愛情 | 1 | 3.79 |
| 装う | 1 | 3.97 |
| いいよ | 1 | 3.37 |
| 子供 | 1 | 2.60 |
| 気配 | 1 | 2.79 |
| 待った | 1 | 3.67 |
| 知らない | 1 | 2.68 |
| 毎日 | 1 | 3.21 |
| 無くても | 1 | 3.52 |
| まー | 1 | 3.87 |
| 急いで | 1 | 3.33 |
| 沈む | 1 | 3.38 |
| 立ち上がり | 1 | 3.46 |
| 時計 | 1 | 3.79 |
| 口角 | 1 | 4.11 |
| 逸らす | 1 | 3.35 |
| やけに | 1 | 3.73 |
| 床 | 1 | 3.03 |
| 小さい頃 | 1 | 4.07 |
| をして | 1 | 2.06 |
| 尚更 | 1 | 3.69 |
| 優しい | 1 | 2.76 |
| 代わりに | 1 | 3.10 |
| 女の子 | 1 | 2.92 |
| 感じる | 1 | 2.58 |
| 傷つける | 1 | 3.50 |
| 答える | 1 | 2.69 |
| 挙げて | 1 | 3.30 |
| 義務 | 1 | 3.73 |
| バカ | 1 | 3.23 |
| 沖 | 1 | 3.65 |
| 何それ | 1 | 3.89 |
| 増える | 1 | 2.87 |
| 離す | 1 | 3.22 |
| 立ち上がる | 1 | 2.96 |
| 背中 | 1 | 2.80 |
| 荒げる | 1 | 4.56 |
| 直ぐ | 1 | 2.97 |
| 白 | 1 | 3.00 |
| そうだ | 1 | 2.18 |
| 抱く | 1 | 2.83 |
| 一度だけ | 1 | 3.95 |
| 静か | 1 | 3.43 |
| 出来るようになる | 1 | 4.11 |
| 酷く | 1 | 3.32 |
| 痛く | 1 | 3.78 |
| だらけ | 1 | 3.54 |
| 馬鹿に | 1 | 3.68 |
| 放っておく | 1 | 4.13 |
| 悪口 | 1 | 4.23 |
| ちゃ | 1 | 2.92 |
| 今 | 1 | 1.97 |
| 振り向く | 1 | 3.32 |
| なるほど | 1 | 2.67 |
| 残す | 1 | 2.85 |
| すれば | 1 | 2.59 |
| いける | 1 | 3.19 |
| こんな | 1 | 2.33 |
| 知る | 1 | 2.11 |
| 頷き | 1 | 3.24 |
| 音 | 1 | 2.39 |
| 気分 | 1 | 2.99 |
| 狙う | 1 | 2.89 |
| 何処 | 1 | 2.58 |
| 端 | 1 | 3.22 |
| 猫 | 1 | 2.91 |
| 寄る | 1 | 3.37 |
| 早い | 1 | 2.99 |
| 庇う | 1 | 3.56 |
| よう | 1 | 2.31 |
| 鳴り | 1 | 4.07 |
| 痣 | 1 | 4.54 |
| 一周 | 1 | 4.32 |
| わね | 1 | 2.77 |
| 群がる | 1 | 4.06 |
| 間違え | 1 | 3.80 |
| 終える | 1 | 2.86 |
| 城 | 1 | 2.75 |
| 縁がない | 1 | 5.08 |
| 探り | 1 | 4.11 |
| 飛び出し | 1 | 3.42 |
| 転校 | 1 | 4.65 |
| 教育 | 1 | 3.34 |
| 刻む | 1 | 3.37 |
| 始まる | 1 | 2.93 |
| 心の声 | 1 | 4.33 |
| ここ | 1 | 2.11 |
| 見て見ぬふり | 1 | 4.82 |
| 距離 | 1 | 2.79 |
| とは | 1 | 1.95 |
| こみ上げる | 1 | 4.32 |
| 途中 | 1 | 2.94 |
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