Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
尚更13.69
笑み12.60
食べ物13.50
添える13.65
なんか12.48
足早に14.08
殺す12.63
悲しい13.34
閉ざす13.80
もし12.64
堪らない13.91
標的13.87
挙げて13.30
じゃあ12.61
白13.00
飯13.57
手おけ13.35
突き放す14.35
数日13.33
声色14.03
渋々13.82
縁起の悪い15.78
長居14.34
いける13.19
端13.22
ながらも12.88
入れる12.73
ご飯13.33
俺ら13.50
懸命13.94
男の子13.51
食う13.13
ごっこ14.41
あそこ13.21
何時もより13.79
同じよう13.06
見透かす14.15
ああ12.23
離す13.22
処世術15.08
どんな12.69
ちゃんと12.69
辛い13.16
生まれて初めて14.33
事がない13.27
ばっか13.98
汚14.68
おはよ14.59
めっちゃ13.83
以内12.31
縁がない15.08
休み13.57
当たり前13.08
そうだ12.18
はいはい13.62
単皮14.27
寄る13.37
慣れ13.18
安心12.88
父親13.14
テーブル13.02
後で12.94
眉間13.66
一生13.60
灯る14.09
十分12.75
鳴り14.07
急ぐ13.42
寄坐14.60
じゃん13.55
起こし13.33
毛13.69
上12.23
チッ13.92
瞳12.67
刎13.53
たちまち14.07
在る11.55
叩きつける13.45
いつだって13.91
強い12.36
目を覚ます14.11
死ね13.67
女の子12.92
鳩尾14.36
外に12.98
余りに13.33
視野13.66
滑り込む14.34
食事12.84
ごそごそ14.66
乱暴13.73
溢れ13.33
他人13.24
慣れた13.44
作る12.24
逃げ出す13.33
慎重13.46
崩れ落ちる13.64
階段13.20

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