The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 尚更 | 1 | 3.69 |
| 笑み | 1 | 2.60 |
| 食べ物 | 1 | 3.50 |
| 添える | 1 | 3.65 |
| なんか | 1 | 2.48 |
| 足早に | 1 | 4.08 |
| 殺す | 1 | 2.63 |
| 悲しい | 1 | 3.34 |
| 閉ざす | 1 | 3.80 |
| もし | 1 | 2.64 |
| 堪らない | 1 | 3.91 |
| 標的 | 1 | 3.87 |
| 挙げて | 1 | 3.30 |
| じゃあ | 1 | 2.61 |
| 白 | 1 | 3.00 |
| 飯 | 1 | 3.57 |
| 手おけ | 1 | 3.35 |
| 突き放す | 1 | 4.35 |
| 数日 | 1 | 3.33 |
| 声色 | 1 | 4.03 |
| 渋々 | 1 | 3.82 |
| 縁起の悪い | 1 | 5.78 |
| 長居 | 1 | 4.34 |
| いける | 1 | 3.19 |
| 端 | 1 | 3.22 |
| ながらも | 1 | 2.88 |
| 入れる | 1 | 2.73 |
| ご飯 | 1 | 3.33 |
| 俺ら | 1 | 3.50 |
| 懸命 | 1 | 3.94 |
| 男の子 | 1 | 3.51 |
| 食う | 1 | 3.13 |
| ごっこ | 1 | 4.41 |
| あそこ | 1 | 3.21 |
| 何時もより | 1 | 3.79 |
| 同じよう | 1 | 3.06 |
| 見透かす | 1 | 4.15 |
| ああ | 1 | 2.23 |
| 離す | 1 | 3.22 |
| 処世術 | 1 | 5.08 |
| どんな | 1 | 2.69 |
| ちゃんと | 1 | 2.69 |
| 辛い | 1 | 3.16 |
| 生まれて初めて | 1 | 4.33 |
| 事がない | 1 | 3.27 |
| ばっか | 1 | 3.98 |
| 汚 | 1 | 4.68 |
| おはよ | 1 | 4.59 |
| めっちゃ | 1 | 3.83 |
| 以内 | 1 | 2.31 |
| 縁がない | 1 | 5.08 |
| 休み | 1 | 3.57 |
| 当たり前 | 1 | 3.08 |
| そうだ | 1 | 2.18 |
| はいはい | 1 | 3.62 |
| 単皮 | 1 | 4.27 |
| 寄る | 1 | 3.37 |
| 慣れ | 1 | 3.18 |
| 安心 | 1 | 2.88 |
| 父親 | 1 | 3.14 |
| テーブル | 1 | 3.02 |
| 後で | 1 | 2.94 |
| 眉間 | 1 | 3.66 |
| 一生 | 1 | 3.60 |
| 灯る | 1 | 4.09 |
| 十分 | 1 | 2.75 |
| 鳴り | 1 | 4.07 |
| 急ぐ | 1 | 3.42 |
| 寄坐 | 1 | 4.60 |
| じゃん | 1 | 3.55 |
| 起こし | 1 | 3.33 |
| 毛 | 1 | 3.69 |
| 上 | 1 | 2.23 |
| チッ | 1 | 3.92 |
| 瞳 | 1 | 2.67 |
| 刎 | 1 | 3.53 |
| たちまち | 1 | 4.07 |
| 在る | 1 | 1.55 |
| 叩きつける | 1 | 3.45 |
| いつだって | 1 | 3.91 |
| 強い | 1 | 2.36 |
| 目を覚ます | 1 | 4.11 |
| 死ね | 1 | 3.67 |
| 女の子 | 1 | 2.92 |
| 鳩尾 | 1 | 4.36 |
| 外に | 1 | 2.98 |
| 余りに | 1 | 3.33 |
| 視野 | 1 | 3.66 |
| 滑り込む | 1 | 4.34 |
| 食事 | 1 | 2.84 |
| ごそごそ | 1 | 4.66 |
| 乱暴 | 1 | 3.73 |
| 溢れ | 1 | 3.33 |
| 他人 | 1 | 3.24 |
| 慣れた | 1 | 3.44 |
| 作る | 1 | 2.24 |
| 逃げ出す | 1 | 3.33 |
| 慎重 | 1 | 3.46 |
| 崩れ落ちる | 1 | 3.64 |
| 階段 | 1 | 3.20 |
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