Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Statistics

Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
悪魔13.04
渋々13.82
おろおろ14.47
聞きつける14.13
痛い目14.28
一団13.81
ペン画15.26
めっちゃ13.83
愛情13.79
装う13.97
いいよ13.37
子供12.60
気配12.79
待った13.67
知らない12.68
毎日13.21
無くても13.52
まー13.87
急いで13.33
沈む13.38
立ち上がり13.46
時計13.79
口角14.11
逸らす13.35
やけに13.73
13.03
小さい頃14.07
をして12.06
尚更13.69
優しい12.76
代わりに13.10
女の子12.92
感じる12.58
傷つける13.50
答える12.69
挙げて13.30
義務13.73
バカ13.23
13.65
何それ13.89
増える12.87
離す13.22
立ち上がる12.96
背中12.80
荒げる14.56
直ぐ12.97
13.00
そうだ12.18
抱く12.83
一度だけ13.95
静か13.43
出来るようになる14.11
酷く13.32
痛く13.78
だらけ13.54
馬鹿に13.68
放っておく14.13
悪口14.23
ちゃ12.92
11.97
振り向く13.32
なるほど12.67
残す12.85
すれば12.59
いける13.19
こんな12.33
知る12.11
頷き13.24
12.39
気分12.99
狙う12.89
何処12.58
13.22
12.91
寄る13.37
早い12.99
庇う13.56
よう12.31
鳴り14.07
14.54
一周14.32
わね12.77
群がる14.06
間違え13.80
終える12.86
12.75
縁がない15.08
探り14.11
飛び出し13.42
転校14.65
教育13.34
刻む13.37
始まる12.93
心の声14.33
ここ12.11
見て見ぬふり14.82
距離12.79
とは11.95
こみ上げる14.32
途中12.94

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