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The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
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Statistics
Chapters 4
Reading Time 18 min
Estimated reading time per chapter
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words 699
Words that appear only once in the text (hapax legomena)
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji 248
Kanji that appear only once in the text
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7
Word List (1,057 words)
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| おはよう | 1 | 3.57 |
| すんな | 1 | 3.96 |
| 連れて | 1 | 2.86 |
| 愛 | 1 | 3.07 |
| 明るい | 1 | 3.19 |
| では | 1 | 1.75 |
| 一団 | 1 | 3.81 |
| 最終的 | 1 | 3.50 |
| 来てる | 1 | 3.84 |
| 読み | 1 | 3.20 |
| 休み | 1 | 3.57 |
| 男たち | 1 | 3.49 |
| いつだって | 1 | 3.91 |
| ノート | 1 | 3.85 |
| ないか | 1 | 2.68 |
| 身 | 1 | 2.54 |
| 立ち上がる | 1 | 2.96 |
| ひと言 | 1 | 4.37 |
| 縁がない | 1 | 5.08 |
| 冷める | 1 | 3.72 |
| くらい | 1 | 2.33 |
| 反芻 | 1 | 4.32 |
| 振り払う | 1 | 3.79 |
| それを | 1 | 2.10 |
| 転校 | 1 | 4.65 |
| 逃げ場所 | 1 | 5.47 |
| 代わりに | 1 | 3.10 |
| いい事 | 1 | 3.82 |
| 一つ | 1 | 2.53 |
| 振り向く | 1 | 3.32 |
| 猫 | 1 | 2.91 |
| 割る | 1 | 3.54 |
| 帰り | 1 | 3.48 |
| ばかり | 1 | 2.53 |
| 優しい | 1 | 2.76 |
| ピンク色 | 1 | 4.23 |
| リストカット | 1 | 6.31 |
| 燃やす | 1 | 3.64 |
| 謝罪 | 1 | 3.36 |
| ちゃ | 1 | 2.92 |
| ほんの少し | 1 | 3.68 |
| こんなに | 1 | 3.14 |
| 返す | 1 | 2.90 |
| 気力 | 1 | 3.86 |
| 伝 | 1 | 3.83 |
| 縁起の悪い | 1 | 5.78 |
| 数日 | 1 | 3.33 |
| 挨拶 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 現在 | 1 | 2.87 |
| 事がある | 1 | 2.89 |
| ながらも | 1 | 2.88 |
| がし | 1 | 3.14 |
| 近づく | 1 | 2.83 |
| その事 | 1 | 3.14 |
| 放課後 | 1 | 3.96 |
| 十六 | 1 | 4.05 |
| 来 | 1 | 2.47 |
| チョコレート | 1 | 3.93 |
| 痛む | 1 | 3.75 |
| 丸で | 1 | 2.60 |
| 父親 | 1 | 3.14 |
| 懸 | 1 | 2.62 |
| やっと | 1 | 3.21 |
| 大して | 1 | 3.81 |
| 軽蔑 | 1 | 4.31 |
| 空席 | 1 | 4.77 |
| 手入れ | 1 | 3.12 |
| 変わり | 1 | 3.44 |
| 破れ | 1 | 4.25 |
| 址 | 1 | 2.54 |
| 逃げ | 1 | 3.21 |
| 助ける | 1 | 3.17 |
| 漏れる | 1 | 3.55 |
| 刎 | 1 | 3.53 |
| と言うより | 1 | 3.10 |
| 刺す | 1 | 3.50 |
| 顔立ち | 1 | 3.62 |
| 慣れた | 1 | 3.44 |
| 多く | 1 | 2.66 |
| 足す | 1 | 4.25 |
| 女の子 | 1 | 2.92 |
| それから | 1 | 2.79 |
| 震える | 1 | 3.32 |
| 手おけ | 1 | 3.35 |
| たった一つ | 1 | 4.29 |
| いつまでも | 1 | 3.47 |
| こくり | 1 | 4.23 |
| 断る | 1 | 3.15 |
| ねえ | 1 | 2.74 |
| 無関心 | 1 | 4.32 |
| 命 | 1 | 2.72 |
| 教育 | 1 | 3.34 |
| 失望 | 1 | 4.11 |
| 一瞬 | 1 | 2.69 |
| 足音 | 1 | 3.51 |
| 散る | 1 | 3.52 |
| 如何にも | 1 | 3.22 |
| 反射的に | 1 | 3.75 |
| はいはい | 1 | 3.62 |
| 変に | 1 | 3.93 |
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