The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 投げる | 1 | 3.49 |
| 散る | 1 | 3.52 |
| 向かう | 1 | 2.31 |
| では | 1 | 1.75 |
| 摘み | 1 | 4.53 |
| 馬鹿に | 1 | 3.68 |
| 苦しい | 1 | 3.37 |
| 懸 | 1 | 2.62 |
| をして | 1 | 2.06 |
| 隙 | 1 | 3.12 |
| 耳にする | 1 | 4.60 |
| 尚更 | 1 | 3.69 |
| 数日後 | 1 | 4.04 |
| パチンコ | 1 | 5.08 |
| 明るい | 1 | 3.19 |
| ペン画 | 1 | 5.26 |
| 逃げ出す | 1 | 3.33 |
| 探す | 1 | 2.81 |
| 育つ | 1 | 3.40 |
| おお | 1 | 2.89 |
| そうだ | 1 | 2.18 |
| 目を覚ます | 1 | 4.11 |
| 立派 | 1 | 3.24 |
| 大丈夫 | 1 | 2.38 |
| 答える | 1 | 2.69 |
| 何それ | 1 | 3.89 |
| 本当に | 1 | 2.34 |
| 酔う | 1 | 3.78 |
| 唇 | 1 | 3.15 |
| 言い捨てる | 1 | 4.48 |
| 乱暴 | 1 | 3.73 |
| 誤魔化す | 1 | 3.56 |
| お母さん | 1 | 3.26 |
| 立ち上がり | 1 | 3.46 |
| 知る | 1 | 2.11 |
| 机 | 1 | 3.21 |
| 理由 | 1 | 2.47 |
| 来 | 1 | 2.47 |
| チッ | 1 | 3.92 |
| 風景 | 1 | 3.68 |
| ねえ | 1 | 2.74 |
| さ | 1 | 1.59 |
| 調子 | 1 | 3.23 |
| たちまち | 1 | 4.07 |
| 聞きつける | 1 | 4.13 |
| 勢家 | 1 | 3.43 |
| もし | 1 | 2.64 |
| よう | 1 | 2.31 |
| 終える | 1 | 2.86 |
| 女の子 | 1 | 2.92 |
| 動く | 1 | 2.53 |
| 寝 | 1 | 3.06 |
| 足 | 1 | 2.57 |
| 肩 | 1 | 2.70 |
| じっと | 1 | 3.19 |
| 道 | 1 | 2.74 |
| 空席 | 1 | 4.77 |
| 震える | 1 | 3.32 |
| おう | 1 | 3.25 |
| 分が悪い | 1 | 4.54 |
| 閉ざす | 1 | 3.80 |
| 出来るようになる | 1 | 4.11 |
| 可笑しい | 1 | 4.05 |
| の度に | 1 | 4.46 |
| ざわつく | 1 | 4.14 |
| 迷う | 1 | 3.30 |
| 外に | 1 | 2.98 |
| 鐘 | 1 | 3.93 |
| 暖かい | 1 | 3.67 |
| 更け | 1 | 4.53 |
| がし | 1 | 3.14 |
| すんな | 1 | 3.96 |
| 廊下 | 1 | 3.30 |
| 当たり前 | 1 | 3.08 |
| 僅かに | 1 | 3.13 |
| 扉 | 1 | 2.66 |
| される | 1 | 2.48 |
| 黒ずむ | 1 | 4.81 |
| 弁え | 1 | 4.20 |
| 信じる | 1 | 2.80 |
| 火 | 1 | 2.74 |
| 証明 | 1 | 3.41 |
| 代 | 1 | 2.96 |
| 質の悪い | 1 | 4.92 |
| 大して | 1 | 3.81 |
| 連れ込む | 1 | 4.39 |
| 現在 | 1 | 2.87 |
| うーん | 1 | 3.12 |
| 悔しい | 1 | 3.38 |
| 時々 | 1 | 3.53 |
| 胃 | 1 | 3.81 |
| 通り | 1 | 2.74 |
| 非難 | 1 | 3.84 |
| いい事 | 1 | 3.82 |
| まー | 1 | 3.87 |
| 見透かす | 1 | 4.15 |
| 男たち | 1 | 3.49 |
| 固まる | 1 | 3.33 |
| 言葉通り | 1 | 3.92 |
| 義務 | 1 | 3.73 |
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