Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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散る13.52
向かう12.31
では11.75
摘み14.53
馬鹿に13.68
苦しい13.37
懸12.62
をして12.06
隙13.12
耳にする14.60
尚更13.69
数日後14.04
パチンコ15.08
明るい13.19
ペン画15.26
逃げ出す13.33
探す12.81
育つ13.40
おお12.89
そうだ12.18
目を覚ます14.11
立派13.24
大丈夫12.38
答える12.69
何それ13.89
本当に12.34
酔う13.78
唇13.15
言い捨てる14.48
乱暴13.73
誤魔化す13.56
お母さん13.26
立ち上がり13.46
知る12.11
机13.21
理由12.47
来12.47
チッ13.92
風景13.68
ねえ12.74
さ11.59
調子13.23
たちまち14.07
聞きつける14.13
勢家13.43
もし12.64
よう12.31
終える12.86
女の子12.92
動く12.53
寝13.06
足12.57
肩12.70
じっと13.19
道12.74
空席14.77
震える13.32
おう13.25
分が悪い14.54
閉ざす13.80
出来るようになる14.11
可笑しい14.05
の度に14.46
ざわつく14.14
迷う13.30
外に12.98
鐘13.93
暖かい13.67
更け14.53
がし13.14
すんな13.96
廊下13.30
当たり前13.08
僅かに13.13
扉12.66
される12.48
黒ずむ14.81
弁え14.20
信じる12.80
火12.74
証明13.41
代12.96
質の悪い14.92
大して13.81
連れ込む14.39
現在12.87
うーん13.12
悔しい13.38
時々13.53
胃13.81
通り12.74
非難13.84
いい事13.82
まー13.87
見透かす14.15
男たち13.49
固まる13.33
言葉通り13.92
義務13.73

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