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The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
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Statistics
Chapters 4
Reading Time 18 min
Estimated reading time per chapter
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words 699
Words that appear only once in the text (hapax legomena)
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji 248
Kanji that appear only once in the text
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7
Word List (1,057 words)
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 帰り | 1 | 3.48 |
| 白 | 1 | 3.00 |
| ムダ | 1 | 4.81 |
| 誤魔化す | 1 | 3.56 |
| しゃくり上げる | 1 | 5.19 |
| 感覚 | 1 | 2.95 |
| おはよう | 1 | 3.57 |
| こそ | 1 | 2.75 |
| 俺ら | 1 | 3.50 |
| 無邪気 | 1 | 3.81 |
| 無意識 | 1 | 3.59 |
| ごっこ | 1 | 4.41 |
| 生まれる | 1 | 3.03 |
| 指す | 1 | 3.83 |
| これ | 1 | 2.15 |
| 広げる | 1 | 3.18 |
| はは | 1 | 3.43 |
| 変わり | 1 | 3.44 |
| 引き | 1 | 3.23 |
| 一度も | 1 | 3.58 |
| 踏みつける | 1 | 4.08 |
| 品柄 | 1 | 2.63 |
| 立ちはだかる | 1 | 4.04 |
| 廊下 | 1 | 3.30 |
| 出切る | 1 | 2.24 |
| なんか | 1 | 2.48 |
| 彼氏 | 1 | 3.92 |
| 眠る | 1 | 3.15 |
| 逃げ場所 | 1 | 5.47 |
| 頷き | 1 | 3.24 |
| すんな | 1 | 3.96 |
| 仲間たち | 1 | 3.73 |
| おい | 1 | 2.87 |
| 言葉通り | 1 | 3.92 |
| リストカット | 1 | 6.31 |
| 乱暴 | 1 | 3.73 |
| 思い浮かべる | 1 | 3.73 |
| 強い | 1 | 2.36 |
| って言う | 1 | 2.83 |
| 笑える | 1 | 3.85 |
| どうしても | 1 | 3.16 |
| 引っ | 1 | 3.62 |
| 調子 | 1 | 3.23 |
| 鼻 | 1 | 3.23 |
| この人 | 1 | 3.25 |
| なるほど | 1 | 2.67 |
| 所 | 1 | 2.78 |
| 逸らす | 1 | 3.35 |
| 聞こえる | 1 | 2.77 |
| 踊り場 | 1 | 4.80 |
| 悔しい | 1 | 3.38 |
| 選ぶ | 1 | 2.84 |
| 伝 | 1 | 3.83 |
| 閉ざす | 1 | 3.80 |
| 結論 | 1 | 3.40 |
| だらけ | 1 | 3.54 |
| 暫くして | 1 | 3.75 |
| 屋上 | 1 | 3.93 |
| すれば | 1 | 2.59 |
| 無くても | 1 | 3.52 |
| 誰 | 1 | 2.78 |
| 取る | 1 | 2.69 |
| 凄く | 1 | 3.11 |
| ちゃった | 1 | 3.01 |
| ざわつく | 1 | 4.14 |
| 現在 | 1 | 2.87 |
| 割る | 1 | 3.54 |
| 守る | 1 | 2.66 |
| 昔 | 1 | 2.93 |
| いつまでも | 1 | 3.47 |
| 俯く | 1 | 3.57 |
| それから | 1 | 2.79 |
| 逃げ出す | 1 | 3.33 |
| 加害者 | 1 | 4.63 |
| 他聞 | 1 | 3.15 |
| 視野 | 1 | 3.66 |
| 鐘 | 1 | 3.93 |
| 神様 | 1 | 3.24 |
| 止まる | 1 | 2.95 |
| させる | 1 | 2.36 |
| サラリーマン | 1 | 4.56 |
| 生まれて初めて | 1 | 4.33 |
| 夜呂死苦 | 1 | 3.17 |
| 声色 | 1 | 4.03 |
| 立ち上がる | 1 | 2.96 |
| 間 | 1 | 2.43 |
| ああ | 1 | 2.23 |
| 小さい頃 | 1 | 4.07 |
| 愛情 | 1 | 3.79 |
| 呑み | 1 | 4.43 |
| 放課後 | 1 | 3.96 |
| 何時もより | 1 | 3.79 |
| 必ず | 1 | 3.13 |
| 机 | 1 | 3.21 |
| いつもの様に | 1 | 3.64 |
| 目の前 | 1 | 2.63 |
| 心臓 | 1 | 3.28 |
| 震える | 1 | 3.32 |
| 汚 | 1 | 4.68 |
| かのように | 1 | 3.02 |
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