The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 殺す | 1 | 2.63 |
| 無邪気 | 1 | 3.81 |
| 感じ | 1 | 2.29 |
| 押しやる | 1 | 4.68 |
| 如何にも | 1 | 3.22 |
| 手入れ | 1 | 3.12 |
| 眠り込む | 1 | 5.23 |
| される | 1 | 2.48 |
| 一方的 | 1 | 3.57 |
| 立派 | 1 | 3.24 |
| 願う | 1 | 3.27 |
| 調子 | 1 | 3.23 |
| 広げる | 1 | 3.18 |
| 濡れる | 1 | 3.84 |
| 程なくして | 1 | 4.25 |
| いい事 | 1 | 3.82 |
| 程々に | 1 | 4.17 |
| ひそひそ | 1 | 4.50 |
| 汚れ | 1 | 3.65 |
| み | 1 | 2.97 |
| 仲良く | 1 | 3.30 |
| 子供 | 1 | 2.60 |
| メモ帳 | 1 | 4.66 |
| 膝 | 1 | 3.14 |
| 入れ歯 | 1 | 3.16 |
| 火 | 1 | 2.74 |
| 日々 | 1 | 3.25 |
| 怒り | 1 | 2.96 |
| よう | 1 | 2.31 |
| ちゃった | 1 | 3.01 |
| 身体 | 1 | 2.49 |
| はいはい | 1 | 3.62 |
| 知る | 1 | 2.11 |
| 一団 | 1 | 3.81 |
| 渋々 | 1 | 3.82 |
| 走る | 1 | 2.77 |
| 守る | 1 | 2.66 |
| 気力 | 1 | 3.86 |
| 残骸 | 1 | 3.91 |
| 摘み | 1 | 4.53 |
| 何故か | 1 | 2.92 |
| 理由 | 1 | 2.47 |
| 詰め | 1 | 3.50 |
| 許す | 1 | 2.89 |
| 吐き気 | 1 | 4.23 |
| 灯る | 1 | 4.09 |
| 上 | 1 | 2.23 |
| 謝罪 | 1 | 3.36 |
| 酔う | 1 | 3.78 |
| 代わりに | 1 | 3.10 |
| 沖 | 1 | 3.65 |
| 迷う | 1 | 3.30 |
| いいよ | 1 | 3.37 |
| 受けのいい | 1 | 6.59 |
| 長居 | 1 | 4.34 |
| 指す | 1 | 3.83 |
| そんなに | 1 | 2.88 |
| 鼻 | 1 | 3.23 |
| 産む | 1 | 3.79 |
| 振り向く | 1 | 3.32 |
| 証明 | 1 | 3.41 |
| 途中 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 地獄 | 1 | 3.43 |
| 気配 | 1 | 2.79 |
| 謝り | 1 | 4.17 |
| 寂しい | 1 | 3.33 |
| 暮 | 1 | 2.46 |
| そ | 1 | 2.90 |
| 気にも留めず | 1 | 4.97 |
| 涙 | 1 | 2.98 |
| 閉ざす | 1 | 3.80 |
| す | 1 | 3.13 |
| 来てる | 1 | 3.84 |
| 一つも | 1 | 3.83 |
| 机 | 1 | 3.21 |
| 目に遭う | 1 | 4.66 |
| 幾つか | 1 | 3.13 |
| 小さい頃 | 1 | 4.07 |
| 弁え | 1 | 4.20 |
| 後で | 1 | 2.94 |
| 軽蔑 | 1 | 4.31 |
| 呑み | 1 | 4.43 |
| さらさら | 1 | 4.18 |
| 飲みかけ | 1 | 5.25 |
| 反芻 | 1 | 4.32 |
| 道 | 1 | 2.74 |
| どんな | 1 | 2.69 |
| 連れ込む | 1 | 4.39 |
| 返す | 1 | 2.90 |
| 続く | 1 | 2.90 |
| 取る | 1 | 2.69 |
| や | 1 | 1.75 |
| 来 | 1 | 2.47 |
| 引き | 1 | 3.23 |
| 白い | 1 | 2.82 |
| 尽くす | 1 | 3.43 |
| 教師 | 1 | 3.40 |
| リストカット | 1 | 6.31 |
| 注目 | 1 | 3.52 |
| 剔 | 1 | 2.60 |
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