Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
寝13.06
終わり13.06
時計13.79
立ち去る13.70
城12.75
悲しい13.34
じゃん13.55
自己紹介13.63
増える12.87
選ぶ12.84
気取り14.69
品柄12.63
午前13.84
汚れる13.88
見て見ぬふり14.82
余りに13.33
恐怖13.06
ああ12.23
乱暴13.73
暖かい13.67
身体12.49
飲む12.84
奴ら13.10
クソガキ14.38
摘み14.53
こくり14.23
退く13.67
押さえ13.44
それじゃあ13.25
食事12.84
渋々13.82
踏みつける14.08
縁起の悪い15.78
睨む13.25
数日13.33
刺す13.50
質問12.94
転校14.65
み12.97
縁がない15.08
こみ上げる14.32
逸らす13.35
席につく14.95
足12.57
連中12.86
彼氏13.92
付け12.69
他聞13.15
そ12.90
もう一度13.13
愛13.07
破れ14.25
入れ歯13.16
割る13.54
靴13.57
飯13.57
沢山12.94
マイナス14.08
感覚12.95
冷める13.72
欲しい12.46
何じゃ13.36
欠航13.74
顔立ち13.62
おお12.89
出し12.32
役目13.38
可哀想に14.39
まとも13.58
話11.96
必ず13.13
行く11.99
懸12.62
堪らない13.91
あそこ13.21
点12.89
鳩尾14.36
鳴り14.07
迷子14.07
心の声14.33
肩12.70
迎え13.35
毎日のように14.24
おいおい13.46
何時もより13.79
屋上13.93
くそっ13.74
答え12.75
公園13.94
受けのいい16.59
呼吸13.43
早め13.69
何故だか14.16
残す12.85
感じる12.58
結論13.40
溢れ13.33
胃13.81
聞こえる12.77
剔12.60

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