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The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
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Statistics
Chapters 4
Reading Time 18 min
Estimated reading time per chapter
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words 699
Words that appear only once in the text (hapax legomena)
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji 248
Kanji that appear only once in the text
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7
Word List (1,057 words)
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| すっと | 1 | 3.91 |
| 教師 | 1 | 3.40 |
| 懸命 | 1 | 3.94 |
| 自尊心 | 1 | 4.48 |
| あそこ | 1 | 3.21 |
| 慣れ | 1 | 3.18 |
| 刺す | 1 | 3.50 |
| 振り返る | 1 | 2.95 |
| ちょうど良い | 1 | 3.72 |
| 勝負 | 1 | 3.22 |
| 愛す | 1 | 3.65 |
| チョコ | 1 | 3.95 |
| 勢家 | 1 | 3.43 |
| チョコレート | 1 | 3.93 |
| 苛める | 1 | 4.48 |
| マイナス | 1 | 4.08 |
| クマ | 1 | 3.43 |
| 弁え | 1 | 4.20 |
| 馬鹿に | 1 | 3.68 |
| 鳴り | 1 | 4.07 |
| み | 1 | 2.97 |
| 過ぎる | 1 | 2.60 |
| 加害者 | 1 | 4.63 |
| 理由 | 1 | 2.47 |
| 育つ | 1 | 3.40 |
| まー | 1 | 3.87 |
| 出来るようになる | 1 | 4.11 |
| 頷き | 1 | 3.24 |
| 耳にする | 1 | 4.60 |
| いつまでも | 1 | 3.47 |
| 眠り込む | 1 | 5.23 |
| チッ | 1 | 3.92 |
| 押す | 1 | 3.40 |
| 非難 | 1 | 3.84 |
| 振り払う | 1 | 3.79 |
| 突き放す | 1 | 4.35 |
| 目に遭う | 1 | 4.66 |
| 助ける | 1 | 3.17 |
| 心の中 | 1 | 3.40 |
| メモ帳 | 1 | 4.66 |
| 小さい頃 | 1 | 4.07 |
| 待つ | 1 | 2.41 |
| 引き | 1 | 3.23 |
| と言うより | 1 | 3.10 |
| 追いかける | 1 | 3.34 |
| ライター | 1 | 4.71 |
| 願う | 1 | 3.27 |
| 傾げる | 1 | 3.21 |
| 心地よい | 1 | 3.92 |
| おう | 1 | 3.25 |
| 出す | 1 | 2.43 |
| 手を出す | 1 | 3.90 |
| 選ぶ | 1 | 2.84 |
| 当たり前 | 1 | 3.08 |
| しゃくり上げる | 1 | 5.19 |
| 貴方 | 1 | 2.53 |
| 殺す | 1 | 2.63 |
| 寂しい | 1 | 3.33 |
| クソガキ | 1 | 4.38 |
| 膝 | 1 | 3.14 |
| 証明 | 1 | 3.41 |
| 逃げ出す | 1 | 3.33 |
| 印 | 1 | 3.69 |
| 好意 | 1 | 3.72 |
| 唇 | 1 | 3.15 |
| 離す | 1 | 3.22 |
| 照れ | 1 | 3.61 |
| まとも | 1 | 3.58 |
| 臭い | 1 | 3.42 |
| の度に | 1 | 4.46 |
| 落書き | 1 | 4.61 |
| いつもの様に | 1 | 3.64 |
| 眠る | 1 | 3.15 |
| 言い残す | 1 | 4.02 |
| 吐き気 | 1 | 4.23 |
| 聞こえる | 1 | 2.77 |
| 掴む | 1 | 3.00 |
| いつだって | 1 | 3.91 |
| ここ | 1 | 2.11 |
| もし | 1 | 2.64 |
| ねえ | 1 | 2.74 |
| 靴 | 1 | 3.57 |
| 悪口 | 1 | 4.23 |
| 先に | 1 | 2.69 |
| 大して | 1 | 3.81 |
| 分が悪い | 1 | 4.54 |
| 軽蔑 | 1 | 4.31 |
| 自己紹介 | 1 | 3.63 |
| 他 | 1 | 2.34 |
| ご飯 | 1 | 3.33 |
| 事がない | 1 | 3.27 |
| 嫌い | 1 | 3.22 |
| 恐怖 | 1 | 3.06 |
| 無ければ | 1 | 3.11 |
| バカ | 1 | 3.23 |
| 早め | 1 | 3.69 |
| 頭 | 1 | 2.23 |
| 最終的 | 1 | 3.50 |
| 湿る | 1 | 4.03 |
| 破れ | 1 | 4.25 |
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