Unfortunate Girl

Unfortunate Girl

Stella

The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.

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Statistics

Chapters 4
Reading Time
18 min
Words 3,043
Sentences 532
Characters 5,849
Unique Words 1,057
1-Occurrence Words
699
Unique Kanji 561
1-Occurrence Kanji
248
Avg Word Difficulty 2.12
Avg Sentence Length 5.7

Word List (1,057 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
殺す12.63
無邪気13.81
感じ12.29
押しやる14.68
如何にも13.22
手入れ13.12
眠り込む15.23
される12.48
一方的13.57
立派13.24
願う13.27
調子13.23
広げる13.18
濡れる13.84
程なくして14.25
いい事13.82
程々に14.17
ひそひそ14.50
汚れ13.65
12.97
仲良く13.30
子供12.60
メモ帳14.66
13.14
入れ歯13.16
12.74
日々13.25
怒り12.96
よう12.31
ちゃった13.01
身体12.49
はいはい13.62
知る12.11
一団13.81
渋々13.82
走る12.77
守る12.66
気力13.86
残骸13.91
摘み14.53
何故か12.92
理由12.47
詰め13.50
許す12.89
吐き気14.23
灯る14.09
12.23
謝罪13.36
酔う13.78
代わりに13.10
13.65
迷う13.30
いいよ13.37
受けのいい16.59
長居14.34
指す13.83
そんなに12.88
13.23
産む13.79
振り向く13.32
証明13.41
途中12.94
地獄13.43
気配12.79
謝り14.17
寂しい13.33
12.46
12.90
気にも留めず14.97
12.98
閉ざす13.80
13.13
来てる13.84
一つも13.83
13.21
目に遭う14.66
幾つか13.13
小さい頃14.07
弁え14.20
後で12.94
軽蔑14.31
呑み14.43
さらさら14.18
飲みかけ15.25
反芻14.32
12.74
どんな12.69
連れ込む14.39
返す12.90
続く12.90
取る12.69
11.75
12.47
引き13.23
白い12.82
尽くす13.43
教師13.40
リストカット16.31
注目13.52
12.60

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