The voices calling me are always nothing but cold insults and curses. "Monster," "mother killer," and... "a woman without emotions." "Smile. You wouldn't be bullied if you could do that." The bully's dirty shoe tramples on the scars from my self-harm cuts. A searing pain. But the pain deep in my chest is even worse. When night becomes unbearable, I take a blade in my hands. When I cut my wrist, along with the blood, the breath trapped in my heart overflows, and for just a moment, I can breathe. "If only I could die tomorrow." I wish for this every night before sleep, yet God has abandoned me again today. After all, a "monster" like me has no will to live left anyway.
| Word | Frequency | Difficulty |
|---|---|---|
| 寝 | 1 | 3.06 |
| 終わり | 1 | 3.06 |
| 時計 | 1 | 3.79 |
| 立ち去る | 1 | 3.70 |
| 城 | 1 | 2.75 |
| 悲しい | 1 | 3.34 |
| じゃん | 1 | 3.55 |
| 自己紹介 | 1 | 3.63 |
| 増える | 1 | 2.87 |
| 選ぶ | 1 | 2.84 |
| 気取り | 1 | 4.69 |
| 品柄 | 1 | 2.63 |
| 午前 | 1 | 3.84 |
| 汚れる | 1 | 3.88 |
| 見て見ぬふり | 1 | 4.82 |
| 余りに | 1 | 3.33 |
| 恐怖 | 1 | 3.06 |
| ああ | 1 | 2.23 |
| 乱暴 | 1 | 3.73 |
| 暖かい | 1 | 3.67 |
| 身体 | 1 | 2.49 |
| 飲む | 1 | 2.84 |
| 奴ら | 1 | 3.10 |
| クソガキ | 1 | 4.38 |
| 摘み | 1 | 4.53 |
| こくり | 1 | 4.23 |
| 退く | 1 | 3.67 |
| 押さえ | 1 | 3.44 |
| それじゃあ | 1 | 3.25 |
| 食事 | 1 | 2.84 |
| 渋々 | 1 | 3.82 |
| 踏みつける | 1 | 4.08 |
| 縁起の悪い | 1 | 5.78 |
| 睨む | 1 | 3.25 |
| 数日 | 1 | 3.33 |
| 刺す | 1 | 3.50 |
| 質問 | 1 | 2.94 |
| 転校 | 1 | 4.65 |
| み | 1 | 2.97 |
| 縁がない | 1 | 5.08 |
| こみ上げる | 1 | 4.32 |
| 逸らす | 1 | 3.35 |
| 席につく | 1 | 4.95 |
| 足 | 1 | 2.57 |
| 連中 | 1 | 2.86 |
| 彼氏 | 1 | 3.92 |
| 付け | 1 | 2.69 |
| 他聞 | 1 | 3.15 |
| そ | 1 | 2.90 |
| もう一度 | 1 | 3.13 |
| 愛 | 1 | 3.07 |
| 破れ | 1 | 4.25 |
| 入れ歯 | 1 | 3.16 |
| 割る | 1 | 3.54 |
| 靴 | 1 | 3.57 |
| 飯 | 1 | 3.57 |
| 沢山 | 1 | 2.94 |
| マイナス | 1 | 4.08 |
| 感覚 | 1 | 2.95 |
| 冷める | 1 | 3.72 |
| 欲しい | 1 | 2.46 |
| 何じゃ | 1 | 3.36 |
| 欠航 | 1 | 3.74 |
| 顔立ち | 1 | 3.62 |
| おお | 1 | 2.89 |
| 出し | 1 | 2.32 |
| 役目 | 1 | 3.38 |
| 可哀想に | 1 | 4.39 |
| まとも | 1 | 3.58 |
| 話 | 1 | 1.96 |
| 必ず | 1 | 3.13 |
| 行く | 1 | 1.99 |
| 懸 | 1 | 2.62 |
| 堪らない | 1 | 3.91 |
| あそこ | 1 | 3.21 |
| 点 | 1 | 2.89 |
| 鳩尾 | 1 | 4.36 |
| 鳴り | 1 | 4.07 |
| 迷子 | 1 | 4.07 |
| 心の声 | 1 | 4.33 |
| 肩 | 1 | 2.70 |
| 迎え | 1 | 3.35 |
| 毎日のように | 1 | 4.24 |
| おいおい | 1 | 3.46 |
| 何時もより | 1 | 3.79 |
| 屋上 | 1 | 3.93 |
| くそっ | 1 | 3.74 |
| 答え | 1 | 2.75 |
| 公園 | 1 | 3.94 |
| 受けのいい | 1 | 6.59 |
| 呼吸 | 1 | 3.43 |
| 早め | 1 | 3.69 |
| 何故だか | 1 | 4.16 |
| 残す | 1 | 2.85 |
| 感じる | 1 | 2.58 |
| 結論 | 1 | 3.40 |
| 溢れ | 1 | 3.33 |
| 胃 | 1 | 3.81 |
| 聞こえる | 1 | 2.77 |
| 剔 | 1 | 2.60 |
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