I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

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直撃13.54
借り13.40
取る12.69
何処か13.67
早めに13.70
苦労13.22
筋肉13.40
なー13.13
手おけ13.35
空く13.28
とかで13.66
逆に13.06
証明13.41
脳裏13.54
立ち向かう13.92
辺り13.04
見れる13.74
正体13.33
自虐14.92
手前13.33
搭載14.04
怒号14.11
特徴的13.99
吐息13.83
対照的13.99
ちまう13.18
つかみ所がない15.98
13.26
なあ12.86
広げる13.18
反映14.16
大人13.10
危険12.75
真正面13.80
ふわり13.82
理解12.49
取り戻す13.24
破顔14.45
黒髪13.39
ほー14.28
汚れを知らない16.18
12.15
包む13.08
済みません13.21
人一倍14.65
この人13.25
何事か13.83
辛さ14.33
変わってる14.47
チャンス13.55
言いながら13.25
使う12.10
予想通り13.69
手浴14.31
ブックカバー15.93
ある日13.73
覚える13.07
12.52
以外12.55
引く12.90
多すぎる14.09
迎えに来る14.73
うわ13.47
サイズ13.36
合成13.90
絶対13.07
大胆14.10
消化14.12
明け暮れ14.83
やべえ14.55
グズ15.28
奇譚13.49
安静14.48
失恋14.57
てっきり13.79
近い12.79
大分13.28
優等生14.65
男子高校生15.04
その節14.89
意気投合14.64
ビックリした14.49
べらべら14.86
低身長15.46
メシウマ15.86
13.40
12.12
適当13.17
だらけ13.54
フラ14.33
事がある12.89
駆け寄る13.41
13.42
禁止13.64
背中を向ける15.16
罵る14.12
13.85
であれ13.83
バイト13.93
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