I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
重点的14.63
全身12.97
頭から13.72
充実13.94
いいかい14.50
仕切れない14.29
ああ12.23
困らせる14.74
ドキドキ13.90
静止14.20
成長13.04
小遣い14.49
手おけ13.35
自分から13.64
発覚14.18
そうだね13.30
何なら13.90
両腕13.60
なるほど12.67
バラ13.96
覗く13.34
伸びる13.42
のです12.21
かしら12.79
追って13.40
馬鹿に13.68
真面目13.25
それなら13.04
服12.78
返事12.98
整う13.66
てね13.19
おk13.71
互いに13.41
揺れ13.49
泣き13.33
直す13.51
付く12.78
如何13.47
誰だって14.04
やたら13.66
栄養14.05
求め13.14
素晴らしい13.20
眠り13.57
顔面13.59
更に12.42
都市化13.34
成りきる15.43
ごくり14.40
姉ちゃん13.78
いつの間にか13.19
早めに13.70
思わず12.73
たじろぐ14.29
傾向13.77
百13.26
喪男13.60
タブー14.98
誤魔化し13.96
左程13.75
借り13.40
真剣13.16
はきはき14.84
点者13.84
なので12.48
許す12.89
卒業13.55
晴れて14.13
高校生13.97
話しかける13.15
上品13.98
深呼吸13.82
奇譚13.49
打ち13.63
迎えに行く14.48
きつ目15.20
そうなると13.42
青い13.17
周りの目14.98
報う14.42
犬13.20
引きずる13.86
絵13.44
下側15.18
無能13.92
話が合う15.41
入れる12.73
留まる13.61
あはははは14.27
忘れられる14.80
以外12.55
言える12.62
下土12.58
励まし14.19
越す13.95
得意13.23
飯13.57
これなら13.45
筋肉痛14.47
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