I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

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目障り14.52
差し出す13.14
乱暴13.73
その節14.89
早め13.69
がっつり14.57
何なら13.90
呑気14.07
昇降口14.97
たじろぐ14.29
つかみ所がない15.98
一年半14.90
最初12.54
お礼13.28
訳にはいかない13.88
良かったら13.96
しい14.55
離す13.22
あり12.26
寛大14.38
感謝12.96
ほらほら14.35
らしい12.54
大事12.94
出し手13.89
演じる13.88
優等生14.65
利し13.25
ぶつかる13.48
動かす12.95
良い感じ14.45
これ以上13.04
いじめっ子15.09
匂いがする14.18
見知る14.00
付く12.78
ムカ14.61
大切13.25
バカ野郎14.86
よる13.28
明け暮れ14.83
13.26
外見13.45
13.26
くっそ14.34
たった13.33
たって13.39
外す13.17
早すぎる14.36
呟く12.77
目掛け13.86
波高13.69
ごくり14.40
思わず12.73
干渉13.54
高級13.77
14.20
難しい12.74
振るう13.18
かい12.98
軽蔑14.31
それはそれで13.69
隠れ13.31
12.92
ゲス野郎15.61
上がる12.69
直撃13.54
これ位13.58
多少13.02
しっかり12.79
ゾウ14.61
言われるがまま14.57
そこで12.74
方向13.02
より12.31
以来13.53
自衛14.31
最上階14.28
ショック13.60
同級生14.13
零れ14.11
男子高校生15.04
報われる14.83
行き先14.17
特徴的13.99
死人13.99
見事13.20
限り12.90
ってば13.84
冷やし14.29
使嗾13.46
二次元14.76
ミット15.09
死んでも13.95
見様13.25
習う13.76
たまたま13.63
チャンス13.55
絡み14.14
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